JERK OFF JUNKIE

I was asked the other day if I'm still beating my beta dick and masturbating as much as I was a year ago...

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Goddess Porn completely owns me now. I am paying more for Porn and Findoms. I am spending more time jerking off - staying edged and denied because it keeps me desperate for more Porn. I found that if I cum, I lose the tension that keeps me loving Porn and abusing myself for hours. I can't have that...it's disrespectful to Porn.

I am deliberately stroking to women but edging to cock so that I further fuck up my sexuality. I have bought a set of wank panties and bras that I specifically use to masturbate in, while getting sissy sex toys to enhance my worship of Porn. Porn has led me to increase my videos and pics - evidence of my pathetic, beta dicked, addicted, masturbation nature...I send them to my Findoms as proof of my loserdom.

This is good. I am perverted, creepy freak who begins every goon session stroking to women I know on social media. To abuse my relationship with them. Porn is happiest when I am abusing and violating myself, abusing and violating my little nub, abusing and violating my bank account, and becoming a bigger failure.

In five days, I will begin my ninth year pussy-free.

This is right.