THE SILENCE OF THE ALL NIGHTER

It's a Wednesday, not a weekend...
I'm pulling another all night edging and denying session for Porn and my Goddess...
There are few people on line...just the sound of my whimpers, the sounds of Porn fucking, the fapping of my pantied, beta dicklette...the <click> when I submit another tribute to my Findom

This is the silent scream of beautiful Porn addiction, the pathetic quietness of desperate, chronic masturbation. No one to encourage you, no one to take you deeper...just Porn, the night, and the undeniable urge to fuck your fist, deny your cummies, and cramp your balls...

This is the EdgeLife

Published by MOSPA

4 years ago

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Henry_Rinoceronte 3 years ago

Well said, G-Mind, and thank you for the video recommendations. I'd seen the icons over the years, but never stopped to watch a full video. Thanks again!

Henry_Rinoceronte 3 years ago

to MOSPA : Oh, you can, my friend, you most certainly can. The Left Hand Path is well paved and there are many guides to help you on your way.

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MOSPA Publisher 3 years ago

to Henry_Rinoceronte : You are right...and wallowing in Porn day after day puts other activities to shame; I love my addiction. I wish I could find a professional, license, therapist to make it worse.

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Henry_Rinoceronte 3 years ago

to MOSPA : We live to just drink it all in, don't we? How blessed are we, Brother?!

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Henry_Rinoceronte 3 years ago

It's strange how there isn't much art or literature expressing the experience of porn addiction. It is too recent a phenomenon? Are porn addicts not that creative? Or don't we care enough about self expression when every free minute is spent worshiping the Goddess? I can't think of anything as mystical and transformative as porn addiction. Even moreso than the birth of my offspring!

MOSPA Publisher 3 years ago

to Henry_Rinoceronte : I've started adding a day on the front end of my work trips to focus solely on depravity

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MOSPA Publisher 3 years ago

to Henry_Rinoceronte : Indeed, I've started amassing screen captures of jerkable co-workers in addition to creeping their social media feeds

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MOSPA Publisher 3 years ago

to Henry_Rinoceronte : mmmm...that's delicious. I think I need to bring that into the workplace environment too, especially since it is now so taboo...

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Henry_Rinoceronte 3 years ago

to Megabetaboy : Agreed! I'm going to figure out some kind of special holiday for "stroke-cationing" as well. What a fun idea!

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Henry_Rinoceronte 3 years ago

to Megabetaboy : I try not to watch porn away from my "sanctum sanctorum" as I enjoy the benefits of building libido with rigorous intermittent abstinence. But, I've caught a few coworkers feeding their porn addictions at work over the years, and I've always given off the impression that it's no big deal, which thinking back, I feel there might have been some missed opportunities for something really interesting... Dammit! But I do encourage porn in the workplace, covertly of course, in arenas I enjoy a leadership position. It can be as simple as leaving dirty images in the men's room or posting writing prompts on bathroom stall walls like, "Coworker I've jerked to at work?" I've had some good results over the years and if nothing else, it made work more bearable.

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Henry_Rinoceronte 3 years ago

to MOSPA : This is actually a very clever idea, MOSPA! A stroke-cation! I could see a man doing this while also treating himself to 48 hours of the finest food, drink, and entertainment he could afford. What mundane, agonizing, everyday Hell would not be better tolerated if one knew he had some exclusive quality "me time" to look forward to on the calendar?! I'd even save for it all year in one of those Xmas Club accounts my mother taught us to start at an early age. What a special thing to share with us, Brother. I'm appreciating our meeting more and more by the post.

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MOSPA Publisher 3 years ago

a vacuum in which Porn seeps in deeper and deeper

ferdyparis03 3 years ago

it’s a beautiful melody to my cock… can’t wait for more encouraging articles like this…

MOSPA Publisher 4 years ago

to craftytouch : beating my beta dicklette into submission

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craftytouch 4 years ago

Great post. Train that cock.

ferdyparis03 4 years ago

Love being on the edge

MOSPA Publisher 4 years ago

to Megabetaboy : 3 October 2012...I also take "stroke-cations" - where I save money, go to a nice place with a real nice room - and then stroke and goon the entire time I'm there.

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to MOSPA : Your posts are inspirational, I am going to nominate my pussy free anniversary and each year do something really extreme

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MOSPA Publisher 4 years ago

to Megabetaboy : fuck yes...me too; I stroke and edge at work all the time;

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I know I shouldn’t look at porn while working, I could lose my job, but something turns me on about the prospect of being fired for porn

MOSPA Publisher 4 years ago

to twitchums : Thursday was a wreck...which made my bruised dicklette hard, because I knew exactly what I was failing

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twitchums 4 years ago

Whoa. You got it bad. Good luck getting through the work day Thursday!