Banding my balls

for many years i have enjoyed banding my balls. my ex wife introduced me to banding about the same time she was getting into chastity. she was after any cures to my remaining masculinity and fertility. she hated that i enjoyed sex and jo and that i was still fertile. my ex had a very firm belief that penises under four inches shouldn't reproduce. i agreed with her reasoning so we started to play around with ways she could feminize me. one of her first routes was using androcur, given to her by a female dr friend to reduce my testosterone. it really shrank my nalls quickly but this wasnt enough for her. she somehow found out about elastrator banding and was very intrigued. one day she told me that she would let me out of chastity if I let her band me. I was a bit scared so she suggested doing only one. When I saw how tiny the bands were she could tell i was surprised, she said they needed to be tight to work. she said not to worry and that shed give me a bj for putting them on. i was so eager to be out of my cage, so the bj convinced me. she was giddy with happiness i would try it out. she got out a large set of pliar looking things that stretched the band wide, she lubed up my scrotum and pushed my ball through and then released the handles. the band remained around my ball and now was very tight. i groaned a bit in discomfort and my ball felt very warm and pent up. i dont like it i told her. you need to band them both for it to feel balanced and normal she said and already had another band loaded onto pliers. im not sure i told her. she rubbed my scrotum with lube and put band around the other ball; trust me she said and released the handles. now both of my balls were very tightly bound individually. they very quickly tuned very bright red and later purple. my wife told me that she would give me a bj that night; about 7 hours later. She told me just to get dressed and not think about it. my balls did not hurt at all, maybe slightly ached. now and again my penis would get very hard and id leak pre. i begged my wife for the bj she promised and she said not till that night. that night my balls were aching slightly and dark reddish purple. the throbbed and were bit tingly. my cock was ecstatic to have a bj after about a month of chastity and all day being banded just to earn it. my wife finally agreed to give me a bf after dinner and i was having a bit of an issue staying or getting hard. she started sucking me and my cock ached a bit but woke up immediately. she started to stroke me and told me my lil baby penis seems like it wants to shoot one last load of cum. i asked her what she meant; she just said its ok and she knew what to do, and kept blowing me. it felt good having her on her knees sucking me and jacking me off with two fingers. she asked me if she could record and set her iphone up to take a video. the fact she was fiming and started to teased me about my little balls dying so theyd be even tinier and match my little penis made her so happy she said. she squeezed my bound balls as she sucked and stroked me and they ached but felt so good. your little baby penis will never reproduce, do you understand that she asked me? i dont know i told her as i focused on how good her bj felt; even though she was tugging on me roughly and squeezing my balls quite hard, they didn't hurt. i started to cum as she told me my tiny little balls would never make any more sperm. as soon as i started to cum she stopped her bj and pointed my penis at the floor. i begged her to keep sucking or stroking but she said firmly and flatly, no. she then said that my last load had been wasted on the floor like it should be. no more pussy for my little penis, ever, she told me. i came a whole lot even though she ruined my orgasm. my last really good cum felt like my balls were turning inside out and ever last seed was coming out, i shot several long thick ropes of cum. after that, my loads were always very watery and small. my wife made me stay banded for 48 hours longer. it really hurt were bands were and my balls were achy but never hurt too much. afterward they were swollen a few days and then started to shrink, and shrink, and shrink. my breasts and stomach also got bigger and my butt. to this day i still band my balls every so often and like to think about the first time my ex did it. recently i have thought about skewering which was always her dream.
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