TOTAL UNDERSTANDING FOR SISSIES AND THEIR ADMIRERS
Although still in my mid thirties, having two ex- wifes along with the never forgotten memories of my older cousin Waldo's large cock way back in grade school had me in a new state of jerking off to dirty thoughts of perhaps again giving another guy a hand job.
Always while just masturbating alone, it was the imagined part of trading my busy hand in favor of taking a cock right into my mouth that put me over the top in reaching ejaculation!
Many times cousin Waldo would try like hell to force me to orally take him but I stuck to my guns always strongly professing that I was not a queer homo and he would simply have to settle for a hand job only to get him off!
To make these sexual matters to me even more confusing and stronger. was a guy named Lloyd at work who at our noon hour picnic bench lunches never failed to mention his adventures of getting blown by tons of faggots both at the cities one and only adult book store that was complete with private video booths and a glory hole that he explained to us all was used to stick ones dick deep into so that a cock sucking faggot lurking on the other side, could suck one completely off!
For weeks i wacked myself off just about every single night trying to envision myself on my knees facing such an imagined hole that was hosing a large stiff man dick slowly and excitingly heading in my faces exact direction.
Lloyd also clued the six of us in on this cruising park located below the power lines just after the river. He said all the fags would go there after dark in search of man pricks to suck off or take deeply up their faggot assess they called thier pussies!
It was also around this time that in searching Google for any film on Glory Holes that a brand new ever so exciting world of hard core Gay porn came my very anxious and interested way.
My Gawd, videos galore on glory hole cocksucking I could tug my stiff dick too right after arriving home from work every weekday.
How erotic and hot I found the ones that showed Gay sex without females I had come to no longer trust or desire!
On one sight I clicked onto, it showed and expressly showed transformed men turning themselves into Ladies in order to score hot but forbidden cock.
Dam did I ever got this wicked boner so badly, that right on the spot, I clicked on the vidoe link that put me in touch with How to order and obtain the very fem sissy outfits to Wear and Romp in.
Living alone in my apartment for nearly three years, I had no family nor any real close friends and hastily decided that the ruffled black and white sissy French Maids uniform for only $ 69.95 offereing free shipping was for me.
It seemed to take forver to arrive from UPS as working till late afternoon, I was not there to sign and take it in hand. It was a Saturday that scared shitless, I ventured to the USP building to sign for it and pick it up.Thank God it was boxed in a plain med sized package with no refrerence to its Porn Industry sender.
Daringly right in that back parking lot, I carefully opened it up and found myself practically creaming in my jeans. Dam was it ever so soft, lacey and feminine,
One hour later complete with my biggest boner in many years, i stood in front of my full lengtht hallway mirror admiring my shapely new form and pretty legs thanks to many sheets of rolled up paper towels stuffed into my new proud French maids bust line material.
Yes I had taken that very first important step of crossdressing that left me with a brand new kind of thought process feelings.
Less that 90 minutes later, from that very same online SIssy supply site, I had spent and additionalr $240 of my income tax return money necessary to complete my transformation.
The three pairs of different imported colored frilly lacey panties were the most expensive followed by a white satin garder belt, two pairs of black fish net silk stocking and a cheap sized 11 pair of patton leather imitation pump shoes.
Upon finding a oneline sight video on how to properly and expertly do a complete cross dressing makeover, I had me a list of items I was going to purchase at an out of town Walmark some 35 miles away, Hell I did not want to take any chances of having a bitch storing shopping cart of all fem items someone I knew could bump into me. Even the fears of having the check out ladies giggle and know I was most certainly a cross dressing fag!
It was that very Sunday night complete with a rather sloppy make up job that I stood transfixed looking at a brand new fem me.......My legs looked so lovely so smooth and shapely tappered as I turned and turned over again now getting enough of my reflections of this new bitch that was actually me.
Looking up Waldo's number I hadn't dialed in many years, I only got his recording to leave a message after the tone.
The following is what I dared and bravely left. '' Waldo this is your cousin Richard, you were right about me, I like being a fag and am all dressed up in full drag so hot and horny, " If you still want me to blow you, I will gladly do so, My new number is 603-555-xxxx call me back!Just ask for CD DIXIE!!! " Have mouth will travel!"
It was near midnight that after wacking out two big strong loads, I crudley removed all of my makeupwith a crude bar of soap and face cloth. My new prized Maids outfit along with my firlly girly new things taking up the largest deepest drawer of my main dresser.
I felt so different that next day at work. I had to figtht off wanting to move in a more female type manor than my regular male one.
Somehow almost magically, Lloyd somehow spotted a change in me and asked me many times that afternoon what was wrong or was new in my life?
Then the almost unimagineable suddenly happened. Lloyds face suddenly moved in much closer to mine. Amost eye to eye, several slow seconds dragged by before his words sent me into a deep state of shock.
Looking around to make sure we were alone, he said '' Honey you seemed to have missed removing all of the mascara from both inside corners of your eyes." "Before anyone else notices, you better go wash it all off in the bathroom and don't worry your cute little heart one single bit, I'm not about to every tell a single soul!"
When work got out that afternoon, Lloyd was waiting out in the parking lot for me to arrive. He was very insistent upon the two of us talking about my problen while declairing to me, how he would go home with me so that we both could have a very needed sit down and man to man talk about things.
In my living room some 10 to 12 minutes later, He started things out by asking me what color was my favorite wig? Caught off guard and feeling so helpless and somehow submissive to his actions, I opened up a can of worms by whispering that it was blonde but a new rather inexpensive one I had got at Goodwill!
"You do know that I have more of less admitted to everyone at work that simply adore Sexy Cross Dressers!"
"I have a great idea that the both of us are simply going to Love!"
"Why don't you go slip into your most sexy and scant Sissy outfit for me and dont forget to take your time putting on all your makeup while I get totally naked and tease my cock so its rock hard and fully ready for when you come back!"
After drawing the d****s closed from my balcony duel slider window, a badly shaking Richard shared the next almost 20 minutes between the bathroom and his bedroom transforming himself into a new Her!
While Ihe most certainly felt the pangs of sexual excitement deep down inside of my now adorned Lavender thong panties, Dixies new sissy dick was far to taxed with a bad case of the nerves, to get or stay hard.
Such courage it took to get up the nerve needed to return to my living room. What if Lloyd told everyone all about me and I was fired from work? What is he laughed and left thus ruining my entire life? Lloyd did know my first ex wife and what if he told her all about me?
Standing and shaking from head to foot, I stood almost motionless two scant steps into my living room Awaiting Lloyds verdic? Lloyes lips only delivered to me right then, an approving smile of full acceptence as he swiftly stood up and delivered his trustly right hand to his already half engorged prick.
It was at that exact moment, the strong memories of my older cousin Waldo's big teen cock scorched my fully awakened mind. Yes that prick I had loved to view, explore and play with while foolishly only choose to use both of my hands and not my mouth.
" Lloyd I have only fooled around with one guy in my entire life and he was my cousin. I only gave him lots of secret hand jobs as well."
Lloyds steps were slow and deliberate as he only stopped a scant two feet right in front of me. "Richard do you have yourself a secret sissy name yet?"
"Its Dixie, CD Dixie to be exact." Please don't laugh at me or tease me Lloyd, I'm far too helpless right now to defend myself or my honor!"
With that Lloyds strong hands found the tops of both of my shoulders as they slowly and gentley guided me down to both my black fish net housed knees.
I Knew right then at it was finally going to happen to me. I was going to suck on a cock, a big thick long mature mancock belongling to a Sissy lovin real man!
It was so big and delivered such a message of masculine power as my pink fingernailed right hand slowly reached out to capture it by its central girth.
It was like Cousin Waldo all over again but this time it was understood, I was not being forced but rather chose this sexual situation betterknown AS A FAGGOT SUCKOFF!
"Dixie take your time and go slow, I want you to enjoy every new exciting discovery of why you were born and what you most deeply have craved most of your entire life."
"Does not my big man prick excite and delight my new sexy sissy bitching french maid?" Let yourself go completely and discover the exciting world that all born Tinkerbelles like you crave and seek the very most."
For some ten or so breathtaking minutes, both of my hand sought, contjacted and explored his entire quite large male package. His Mushroom cockhead housed inside of a cloaked foreskin with its rounded circular glans revealing the start of that long fully swollen vein engorged shaft.
Below it around eight inches, began his scrotum skin dropping down into the very shape of housing two rather large rounded man balls. The thick jet black bush of a mature jungle of pubic hairs to top off such a Powerful package of Proudness Pud.
How fem and dainty my then sissy style hands felt so different than my boy ones back then very new to the game forced to touch my older by two years first cousin.
As that big mushroom head seemed to close the gap between his droplet covered piss slit and my face, I sucked in my breath while
trying without any success to stop my rather drastic shaking.
To me it was like a strong lifelong dream of wonderment coming true rigtht before my eyes.
Lloyd remained totally silent somehow understanding how important it was for me to CRAVE, WANT AND BADLY ADMIT MY UNDENIABLE URGES TO MOST SELFISHLY AND WITH STRONG PASSION, TO MOUTH THAT FULLY PRESENTED TOTALLY AVAILABLE DICK OF HIS!
My slow deliberate first kiss that targeted the very center of that droplet of clear precum instantly delivered to my taste buds, Homo honey nectur ever so sweet and sticky.
Lloyds hands both toghether finidng the back of my cheap blonde Goodwill bought $6 wig were very gentle showing both understanding and respect as to my wanted and for far too long gay cravings.
The thin spider web type of his seminal fluid dropped as my lips again returned for a second daring gay kiss. All over i felt so fuckin wonderfully queer and so dam alive.
It was then that in tighly squeezing his thick hard shaft, yet another peal shaped drop oozed out perfectly nesting ino his piss slit valley. Without even thinking or hesitating, my sissy tongue flickered while snaking out to scoop it all up!
In looking up, I discovered for the very first time, that Lloyd had light blue soft eyes. His smile face expressed a deep understanding of my need to to glow and discover the long hidden roots of my very sexuality.
He had a kind of gentle softness about him so different than his forceful masculine manor he always displayed while at work.
Somehow the idea and deep need to spread his precum gatherings all over that big mushroom shaped cockhead started my darting in and out of my mouth tongue to spring into every so queer actions.
How beautiful I felt both inside and out as without any shame or hesitence, my snaking tongue lapped every available inch of that most manly cockhead. Right then as if reading my mind, Lloyd told me how Beautiful I looked to him right then.
I knew by then, that I was going to gag and choke and fight mother natures laws of swallowing in my becoming a true addicted new homo cocksucking faggot!
It was then that my living room and bedroom phones rang together, God Dam it leaving the message was my cousin Waldo proclaiming that he had himself a big swollen hard on and wondered if I wanted to head out his way some time soon?
Without thinking, I got up off of my knees and picked up my living room phone and told Waldo the following.
I am dressed in full gay queer drag cousin thanks to you planting the growing seeds of my sexuality, I am right in the middle of ORALLY WORSHIPPING MY VERY FIRST COCK EVER with my Lips covered in sweet sitcky pre cum and about to DEEPTHROAT AND THUS SUCK FOR MY FIRST RIPE PUNGENT RANCID JIZZ LOAD!
Then I hung up and left the receiver on my coffee table turning a fixing my eyes down to that majestic exciting cock of his only to to ask Lloyd
"NOW WERE WE??????? "
THE END OF PART ONE... PART TWO TO FOLLOW SOON. LOOK FOR IT.
Always while just masturbating alone, it was the imagined part of trading my busy hand in favor of taking a cock right into my mouth that put me over the top in reaching ejaculation!
Many times cousin Waldo would try like hell to force me to orally take him but I stuck to my guns always strongly professing that I was not a queer homo and he would simply have to settle for a hand job only to get him off!
To make these sexual matters to me even more confusing and stronger. was a guy named Lloyd at work who at our noon hour picnic bench lunches never failed to mention his adventures of getting blown by tons of faggots both at the cities one and only adult book store that was complete with private video booths and a glory hole that he explained to us all was used to stick ones dick deep into so that a cock sucking faggot lurking on the other side, could suck one completely off!
For weeks i wacked myself off just about every single night trying to envision myself on my knees facing such an imagined hole that was hosing a large stiff man dick slowly and excitingly heading in my faces exact direction.
Lloyd also clued the six of us in on this cruising park located below the power lines just after the river. He said all the fags would go there after dark in search of man pricks to suck off or take deeply up their faggot assess they called thier pussies!
It was also around this time that in searching Google for any film on Glory Holes that a brand new ever so exciting world of hard core Gay porn came my very anxious and interested way.
My Gawd, videos galore on glory hole cocksucking I could tug my stiff dick too right after arriving home from work every weekday.
How erotic and hot I found the ones that showed Gay sex without females I had come to no longer trust or desire!
On one sight I clicked onto, it showed and expressly showed transformed men turning themselves into Ladies in order to score hot but forbidden cock.
Dam did I ever got this wicked boner so badly, that right on the spot, I clicked on the vidoe link that put me in touch with How to order and obtain the very fem sissy outfits to Wear and Romp in.
Living alone in my apartment for nearly three years, I had no family nor any real close friends and hastily decided that the ruffled black and white sissy French Maids uniform for only $ 69.95 offereing free shipping was for me.
It seemed to take forver to arrive from UPS as working till late afternoon, I was not there to sign and take it in hand. It was a Saturday that scared shitless, I ventured to the USP building to sign for it and pick it up.Thank God it was boxed in a plain med sized package with no refrerence to its Porn Industry sender.
Daringly right in that back parking lot, I carefully opened it up and found myself practically creaming in my jeans. Dam was it ever so soft, lacey and feminine,
One hour later complete with my biggest boner in many years, i stood in front of my full lengtht hallway mirror admiring my shapely new form and pretty legs thanks to many sheets of rolled up paper towels stuffed into my new proud French maids bust line material.
Yes I had taken that very first important step of crossdressing that left me with a brand new kind of thought process feelings.
Less that 90 minutes later, from that very same online SIssy supply site, I had spent and additionalr $240 of my income tax return money necessary to complete my transformation.
The three pairs of different imported colored frilly lacey panties were the most expensive followed by a white satin garder belt, two pairs of black fish net silk stocking and a cheap sized 11 pair of patton leather imitation pump shoes.
Upon finding a oneline sight video on how to properly and expertly do a complete cross dressing makeover, I had me a list of items I was going to purchase at an out of town Walmark some 35 miles away, Hell I did not want to take any chances of having a bitch storing shopping cart of all fem items someone I knew could bump into me. Even the fears of having the check out ladies giggle and know I was most certainly a cross dressing fag!
It was that very Sunday night complete with a rather sloppy make up job that I stood transfixed looking at a brand new fem me.......My legs looked so lovely so smooth and shapely tappered as I turned and turned over again now getting enough of my reflections of this new bitch that was actually me.
Looking up Waldo's number I hadn't dialed in many years, I only got his recording to leave a message after the tone.
The following is what I dared and bravely left. '' Waldo this is your cousin Richard, you were right about me, I like being a fag and am all dressed up in full drag so hot and horny, " If you still want me to blow you, I will gladly do so, My new number is 603-555-xxxx call me back!Just ask for CD DIXIE!!! " Have mouth will travel!"
It was near midnight that after wacking out two big strong loads, I crudley removed all of my makeupwith a crude bar of soap and face cloth. My new prized Maids outfit along with my firlly girly new things taking up the largest deepest drawer of my main dresser.
I felt so different that next day at work. I had to figtht off wanting to move in a more female type manor than my regular male one.
Somehow almost magically, Lloyd somehow spotted a change in me and asked me many times that afternoon what was wrong or was new in my life?
Then the almost unimagineable suddenly happened. Lloyds face suddenly moved in much closer to mine. Amost eye to eye, several slow seconds dragged by before his words sent me into a deep state of shock.
Looking around to make sure we were alone, he said '' Honey you seemed to have missed removing all of the mascara from both inside corners of your eyes." "Before anyone else notices, you better go wash it all off in the bathroom and don't worry your cute little heart one single bit, I'm not about to every tell a single soul!"
When work got out that afternoon, Lloyd was waiting out in the parking lot for me to arrive. He was very insistent upon the two of us talking about my problen while declairing to me, how he would go home with me so that we both could have a very needed sit down and man to man talk about things.
In my living room some 10 to 12 minutes later, He started things out by asking me what color was my favorite wig? Caught off guard and feeling so helpless and somehow submissive to his actions, I opened up a can of worms by whispering that it was blonde but a new rather inexpensive one I had got at Goodwill!
"You do know that I have more of less admitted to everyone at work that simply adore Sexy Cross Dressers!"
"I have a great idea that the both of us are simply going to Love!"
"Why don't you go slip into your most sexy and scant Sissy outfit for me and dont forget to take your time putting on all your makeup while I get totally naked and tease my cock so its rock hard and fully ready for when you come back!"
After drawing the d****s closed from my balcony duel slider window, a badly shaking Richard shared the next almost 20 minutes between the bathroom and his bedroom transforming himself into a new Her!
While Ihe most certainly felt the pangs of sexual excitement deep down inside of my now adorned Lavender thong panties, Dixies new sissy dick was far to taxed with a bad case of the nerves, to get or stay hard.
Such courage it took to get up the nerve needed to return to my living room. What if Lloyd told everyone all about me and I was fired from work? What is he laughed and left thus ruining my entire life? Lloyd did know my first ex wife and what if he told her all about me?
Standing and shaking from head to foot, I stood almost motionless two scant steps into my living room Awaiting Lloyds verdic? Lloyes lips only delivered to me right then, an approving smile of full acceptence as he swiftly stood up and delivered his trustly right hand to his already half engorged prick.
It was at that exact moment, the strong memories of my older cousin Waldo's big teen cock scorched my fully awakened mind. Yes that prick I had loved to view, explore and play with while foolishly only choose to use both of my hands and not my mouth.
" Lloyd I have only fooled around with one guy in my entire life and he was my cousin. I only gave him lots of secret hand jobs as well."
Lloyds steps were slow and deliberate as he only stopped a scant two feet right in front of me. "Richard do you have yourself a secret sissy name yet?"
"Its Dixie, CD Dixie to be exact." Please don't laugh at me or tease me Lloyd, I'm far too helpless right now to defend myself or my honor!"
With that Lloyds strong hands found the tops of both of my shoulders as they slowly and gentley guided me down to both my black fish net housed knees.
I Knew right then at it was finally going to happen to me. I was going to suck on a cock, a big thick long mature mancock belongling to a Sissy lovin real man!
It was so big and delivered such a message of masculine power as my pink fingernailed right hand slowly reached out to capture it by its central girth.
It was like Cousin Waldo all over again but this time it was understood, I was not being forced but rather chose this sexual situation betterknown AS A FAGGOT SUCKOFF!
"Dixie take your time and go slow, I want you to enjoy every new exciting discovery of why you were born and what you most deeply have craved most of your entire life."
"Does not my big man prick excite and delight my new sexy sissy bitching french maid?" Let yourself go completely and discover the exciting world that all born Tinkerbelles like you crave and seek the very most."
For some ten or so breathtaking minutes, both of my hand sought, contjacted and explored his entire quite large male package. His Mushroom cockhead housed inside of a cloaked foreskin with its rounded circular glans revealing the start of that long fully swollen vein engorged shaft.
Below it around eight inches, began his scrotum skin dropping down into the very shape of housing two rather large rounded man balls. The thick jet black bush of a mature jungle of pubic hairs to top off such a Powerful package of Proudness Pud.
How fem and dainty my then sissy style hands felt so different than my boy ones back then very new to the game forced to touch my older by two years first cousin.
As that big mushroom head seemed to close the gap between his droplet covered piss slit and my face, I sucked in my breath while
trying without any success to stop my rather drastic shaking.
To me it was like a strong lifelong dream of wonderment coming true rigtht before my eyes.
Lloyd remained totally silent somehow understanding how important it was for me to CRAVE, WANT AND BADLY ADMIT MY UNDENIABLE URGES TO MOST SELFISHLY AND WITH STRONG PASSION, TO MOUTH THAT FULLY PRESENTED TOTALLY AVAILABLE DICK OF HIS!
My slow deliberate first kiss that targeted the very center of that droplet of clear precum instantly delivered to my taste buds, Homo honey nectur ever so sweet and sticky.
Lloyds hands both toghether finidng the back of my cheap blonde Goodwill bought $6 wig were very gentle showing both understanding and respect as to my wanted and for far too long gay cravings.
The thin spider web type of his seminal fluid dropped as my lips again returned for a second daring gay kiss. All over i felt so fuckin wonderfully queer and so dam alive.
It was then that in tighly squeezing his thick hard shaft, yet another peal shaped drop oozed out perfectly nesting ino his piss slit valley. Without even thinking or hesitating, my sissy tongue flickered while snaking out to scoop it all up!
In looking up, I discovered for the very first time, that Lloyd had light blue soft eyes. His smile face expressed a deep understanding of my need to to glow and discover the long hidden roots of my very sexuality.
He had a kind of gentle softness about him so different than his forceful masculine manor he always displayed while at work.
Somehow the idea and deep need to spread his precum gatherings all over that big mushroom shaped cockhead started my darting in and out of my mouth tongue to spring into every so queer actions.
How beautiful I felt both inside and out as without any shame or hesitence, my snaking tongue lapped every available inch of that most manly cockhead. Right then as if reading my mind, Lloyd told me how Beautiful I looked to him right then.
I knew by then, that I was going to gag and choke and fight mother natures laws of swallowing in my becoming a true addicted new homo cocksucking faggot!
It was then that my living room and bedroom phones rang together, God Dam it leaving the message was my cousin Waldo proclaiming that he had himself a big swollen hard on and wondered if I wanted to head out his way some time soon?
Without thinking, I got up off of my knees and picked up my living room phone and told Waldo the following.
I am dressed in full gay queer drag cousin thanks to you planting the growing seeds of my sexuality, I am right in the middle of ORALLY WORSHIPPING MY VERY FIRST COCK EVER with my Lips covered in sweet sitcky pre cum and about to DEEPTHROAT AND THUS SUCK FOR MY FIRST RIPE PUNGENT RANCID JIZZ LOAD!
Then I hung up and left the receiver on my coffee table turning a fixing my eyes down to that majestic exciting cock of his only to to ask Lloyd
"NOW WERE WE??????? "
THE END OF PART ONE... PART TWO TO FOLLOW SOON. LOOK FOR IT.
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