Recent Realizations
Recently, I've realized a few things. First off, thinking about having to pay for sex excites me to no end. Especially, considering any guy with a big dick can and probably will fuck my wife until she can't function. A few weeks ago, I gave my wife some money for a blowjob and I came before she even got it out of my pants. She still sucked me clean, but it wasn't the same as feeling her lips wrapped around my little penis while her tongue rubs all over my shaft and head. Her lips were made to suck dick and she excels at it, even drinking up every drop of cum before coaxing more out. Only a few guys have cum too much for her to swallow all of it in one gulp, and they don't come around very often. She loves the taste of cum and would drink it all day if she could. Last time she went out of town, she sucked off a guy she met at a bar for a total of 9 hours over the course of two days, on and off of course. I think she enjoys sucking dick more than fucking, but her bulls love pounding her big booty and I always did, too.
The second realization is related to the first. I paid an old friend of mine, J, for sex. J is really skinny and small. I wanted to take her in every position I could think of, but unfortunately the moment she grabbed my penis, I came in her hand. She stroked it and I managed to stay hard enough to put it in her pussy. Double unfortunately, I came the moment she said the words "fuck me". And my penis slipped out of her right before I came, so I just shot all over the bed. She's a small girl, but she held me down (by sitting on my face and making me eat her pussy) and stroked me for a full half hour. I was moaning and begging her to stop, but she couldn't hear me or just ignored me. I mean, I had paid her for post orgasm torture and not to stop no matter how many times I screamed and begged her to stop. I left that meeting with my penis and balls aching terribly.
Another friend, K, told me she'd take the money and let me fuck her, but only if it was in doggy. She has a huge ass and I love fucking girls with big booty from behind. I managed not to cum immediately, somehow, but I slammed it between her ass cheeks and deep into her pussy. She screamed for me to fuck her harder and I did. I spent probably 10 minutes just pushing as hard as I could, just not to cum. When I finally did, she screamed "cum in me, please!" and I did. And then she told me when I was driving in her deep, only about an inch got past her cheeks and into her pussy. And for the most part, I was just fucking her ass cheeks. She then told me that my wife was right...I do have a tiny penis and that she's only going to play with it if I'm paying her.
It was around then that I realized: Pretty much every girl I've ever fucked in doggy, probably only felt about an inch MAYBE two inches. And the ones with a big booty probably just felt me fucking their ass cheeks until I came. I fucked two more girl after K. Both were smaller, but with asses bigger than standard white girl. And both of them confirmed I was only ever about an inch inside of them. There was even a really skinny girl, S, who had a jiggly ass. She said she felt two inches at most, but usually I was just fucking her booty and not in the way she enjoys so much.
The last realization is a bit of an oddity. I realized, depending on my level of horniness, that really big black cock is amazing. My wife and I got drunk one evening, which is more than a bit rare for us. She invited one of her bulls over and they went at it in the bedroom. He tied her down and fucked her until she was begging him for his massive load. I had gotten naked and was fucking myself with a dildo while listening to her getting fucked. He said he needed to take a piss and left her there, begging for him to finish her off. I don't know if my bedroom door was open or what, but I'm laying there on all fours. My asshole is tingly and had just been absolutely wrecked. Cum was leaking out of my penis and had gotten all over the sheets. Next thing I know, hands are grabbing my hips and my ass is being REALLY opened up by a big, hard, throbbing object. I look back and my wife's bull is sinking his massive cock into my ass.
I begged him not to, but he wasn't having it. He was going to wreck my sissy pussy whether I wanted it or not. And he absolutely wrecked it. By the end, I'm screaming and begging him to fill me up. My ass is stretched to its limit and cum is just pouring out of my penis. Every so often, I'm licking it off of my fingers and begging him to fill me up. He grunts, grabs my hips, and slams me so intensely hard. He growls and grunts more and I can feel him shooting cum deep in my ass. He keeps fucking and with each thrust, he's growling even more intensely. He pulls out and slaps my ass. Cum just stars pouring out and I fall on my side, exhausted. Cum is leaking out of my ass and my penis. I groan and more cum shoots out of my penis. I lick it up and before I can even get up, I hear my wife screaming loudly. I immediately cum against and shoot all over myself.
Now, whenever my wife is out of town her bull still comes over. He's just fucking me, instead. If she's gone for 14 days and he's free all of those days, then I'm getting filled up every single day.
I don't think I can get off during sex, anymore, unless the girl is telling me how small I am and that she'd never sleep with me unless I was paying her for the privilege. And being pounded from behind by BBC makes my little penis leak cum and makes me feel like a worthless whore, afterwards. Especially when I'm leaking cum!
The second realization is related to the first. I paid an old friend of mine, J, for sex. J is really skinny and small. I wanted to take her in every position I could think of, but unfortunately the moment she grabbed my penis, I came in her hand. She stroked it and I managed to stay hard enough to put it in her pussy. Double unfortunately, I came the moment she said the words "fuck me". And my penis slipped out of her right before I came, so I just shot all over the bed. She's a small girl, but she held me down (by sitting on my face and making me eat her pussy) and stroked me for a full half hour. I was moaning and begging her to stop, but she couldn't hear me or just ignored me. I mean, I had paid her for post orgasm torture and not to stop no matter how many times I screamed and begged her to stop. I left that meeting with my penis and balls aching terribly.
Another friend, K, told me she'd take the money and let me fuck her, but only if it was in doggy. She has a huge ass and I love fucking girls with big booty from behind. I managed not to cum immediately, somehow, but I slammed it between her ass cheeks and deep into her pussy. She screamed for me to fuck her harder and I did. I spent probably 10 minutes just pushing as hard as I could, just not to cum. When I finally did, she screamed "cum in me, please!" and I did. And then she told me when I was driving in her deep, only about an inch got past her cheeks and into her pussy. And for the most part, I was just fucking her ass cheeks. She then told me that my wife was right...I do have a tiny penis and that she's only going to play with it if I'm paying her.
It was around then that I realized: Pretty much every girl I've ever fucked in doggy, probably only felt about an inch MAYBE two inches. And the ones with a big booty probably just felt me fucking their ass cheeks until I came. I fucked two more girl after K. Both were smaller, but with asses bigger than standard white girl. And both of them confirmed I was only ever about an inch inside of them. There was even a really skinny girl, S, who had a jiggly ass. She said she felt two inches at most, but usually I was just fucking her booty and not in the way she enjoys so much.
The last realization is a bit of an oddity. I realized, depending on my level of horniness, that really big black cock is amazing. My wife and I got drunk one evening, which is more than a bit rare for us. She invited one of her bulls over and they went at it in the bedroom. He tied her down and fucked her until she was begging him for his massive load. I had gotten naked and was fucking myself with a dildo while listening to her getting fucked. He said he needed to take a piss and left her there, begging for him to finish her off. I don't know if my bedroom door was open or what, but I'm laying there on all fours. My asshole is tingly and had just been absolutely wrecked. Cum was leaking out of my penis and had gotten all over the sheets. Next thing I know, hands are grabbing my hips and my ass is being REALLY opened up by a big, hard, throbbing object. I look back and my wife's bull is sinking his massive cock into my ass.
I begged him not to, but he wasn't having it. He was going to wreck my sissy pussy whether I wanted it or not. And he absolutely wrecked it. By the end, I'm screaming and begging him to fill me up. My ass is stretched to its limit and cum is just pouring out of my penis. Every so often, I'm licking it off of my fingers and begging him to fill me up. He grunts, grabs my hips, and slams me so intensely hard. He growls and grunts more and I can feel him shooting cum deep in my ass. He keeps fucking and with each thrust, he's growling even more intensely. He pulls out and slaps my ass. Cum just stars pouring out and I fall on my side, exhausted. Cum is leaking out of my ass and my penis. I groan and more cum shoots out of my penis. I lick it up and before I can even get up, I hear my wife screaming loudly. I immediately cum against and shoot all over myself.
Now, whenever my wife is out of town her bull still comes over. He's just fucking me, instead. If she's gone for 14 days and he's free all of those days, then I'm getting filled up every single day.
I don't think I can get off during sex, anymore, unless the girl is telling me how small I am and that she'd never sleep with me unless I was paying her for the privilege. And being pounded from behind by BBC makes my little penis leak cum and makes me feel like a worthless whore, afterwards. Especially when I'm leaking cum!
4 years ago
