"Sissygasm's" - how I learnt to cum
This is gonna be written using my personal experiences and opinions. You may agree with stuff, you may not, but remember, this is just the way I see it.
I started to experiment with anal as a teenager and found I really enjoyed it. I spent many nights with something cock-shaped and some liquid gold, trying for hours to cum from only anal. I felt like I was on the verge of cumming hands-free almost every time I fucked myself, yet frustratingly, it lay just out of reach. I usually ended up settling for squirting my cum into my mouth, legs over the head, and I did enjoy that. As I reached the late teens I had been trying to sissygasm for a number of years without success and eventually I gave up hope of it ever happening. It was around this time that I lost my anal virginity to a stranger three times my age. Even real cock didn't get me any closer to an anal orgasm (and believe me, I tried). This was at a time when chastity cages to me were straight from the medieval times and so the thought that chastity might help had never crossed my mind.
Resigned to never cumming like a girl, I still spent many hours fucking myself, even more so when I got my first dildo and less and less time was spent playing with my dick (just a few minutes at the end to squirt in my mouth). I also discovered internet chatrooms with webcams and soon I was filling myself with dildo while on cam. One time, nothing about it was out of the ordinary, at least to me, I was on cam being watched by a couple of guys. My legs were spread, I was pinching my nipples with my dildo secured so I could ride it and type at the same time. I had was taking long blasts from the tiny brown vial and then becoming lost in pleasure, oblivious to the guys watching me. One minute I was grinding down onto my toy and put one final burst into it, and started to cum. But nothing like I used to cum as a male. As my cock leaked and twitched, I slowed down but couldn't help myself from cumming. It built from a regular orgasm to a huge climax over about 30 seconds, leaving me panting and moaning and feeling dreamy, not to mention splattered in cum.
When I came back to my senses, still on cam, my first thoughts were "that is the only way I ever want to cum". Over the course of the next few years, I began putting the pieces together as I learned to sissygasm more often. I also discovered male chastity devices and had embraced the idea completely. I think the failure to sissygasm was down to putting pressure on myself to do it, making it the goal and when I stopped aiming for it and just relaxed to enjoy anal pleasure, it grew easier. As they say, practice makes perfect. And so this very year (2021) I locked up my clitty, and began to put more and more focus on fucking myself like a girl, and building up to huge mind-blowing feminine orgasms. I bought various dildo's and they are always within arms reach of my bed, meaning that even a stray sexual thought when I was horny, had me grabbing a toy and spreading my legs with minimal effort. The corona virus gave me so much free time and I put more and more time and effort into anal orgasms. At the end of Jan, I could sissygasm maybe once in every four attempts. Day in, day out, I was putting more and more into it, fucking myself daily, sometimes two or three times. I am now at a stage where I can sissygasm almost every time I fill myself with my toys. It began with working hard for every rare sissygasm until now it's harder for me NOT to cum on my dildo. This is why I think that to call yourself a sissy, you should be caged and you should be masturbating only like a girl.
"OH MY GOD!. that sissygasm was absolutely mind-blowing, but I think I'll go back to stroking like a guy"---said no sissy slut in the world, ever.
Im alexa, and i'm an anal-only, sissy slut. xoxo
I started to experiment with anal as a teenager and found I really enjoyed it. I spent many nights with something cock-shaped and some liquid gold, trying for hours to cum from only anal. I felt like I was on the verge of cumming hands-free almost every time I fucked myself, yet frustratingly, it lay just out of reach. I usually ended up settling for squirting my cum into my mouth, legs over the head, and I did enjoy that. As I reached the late teens I had been trying to sissygasm for a number of years without success and eventually I gave up hope of it ever happening. It was around this time that I lost my anal virginity to a stranger three times my age. Even real cock didn't get me any closer to an anal orgasm (and believe me, I tried). This was at a time when chastity cages to me were straight from the medieval times and so the thought that chastity might help had never crossed my mind.
Resigned to never cumming like a girl, I still spent many hours fucking myself, even more so when I got my first dildo and less and less time was spent playing with my dick (just a few minutes at the end to squirt in my mouth). I also discovered internet chatrooms with webcams and soon I was filling myself with dildo while on cam. One time, nothing about it was out of the ordinary, at least to me, I was on cam being watched by a couple of guys. My legs were spread, I was pinching my nipples with my dildo secured so I could ride it and type at the same time. I had was taking long blasts from the tiny brown vial and then becoming lost in pleasure, oblivious to the guys watching me. One minute I was grinding down onto my toy and put one final burst into it, and started to cum. But nothing like I used to cum as a male. As my cock leaked and twitched, I slowed down but couldn't help myself from cumming. It built from a regular orgasm to a huge climax over about 30 seconds, leaving me panting and moaning and feeling dreamy, not to mention splattered in cum.
When I came back to my senses, still on cam, my first thoughts were "that is the only way I ever want to cum". Over the course of the next few years, I began putting the pieces together as I learned to sissygasm more often. I also discovered male chastity devices and had embraced the idea completely. I think the failure to sissygasm was down to putting pressure on myself to do it, making it the goal and when I stopped aiming for it and just relaxed to enjoy anal pleasure, it grew easier. As they say, practice makes perfect. And so this very year (2021) I locked up my clitty, and began to put more and more focus on fucking myself like a girl, and building up to huge mind-blowing feminine orgasms. I bought various dildo's and they are always within arms reach of my bed, meaning that even a stray sexual thought when I was horny, had me grabbing a toy and spreading my legs with minimal effort. The corona virus gave me so much free time and I put more and more time and effort into anal orgasms. At the end of Jan, I could sissygasm maybe once in every four attempts. Day in, day out, I was putting more and more into it, fucking myself daily, sometimes two or three times. I am now at a stage where I can sissygasm almost every time I fill myself with my toys. It began with working hard for every rare sissygasm until now it's harder for me NOT to cum on my dildo. This is why I think that to call yourself a sissy, you should be caged and you should be masturbating only like a girl.
"OH MY GOD!. that sissygasm was absolutely mind-blowing, but I think I'll go back to stroking like a guy"---said no sissy slut in the world, ever.
Im alexa, and i'm an anal-only, sissy slut. xoxo
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