Sexual Helplessness?
Hi, Girls! (and guys who will perv this)
I had an epiphany, and figured out words to express this... I have found that helplessness in sex is an extreme turn on. If doesn't matter what color the man is, or how big he is, about certain minimums, but tie me down, or overpower me, or otherwise make me unable to protect or defend myself? Then I am having the hottest sex of my life.
I guess that is why CNC and FSRP get me so hot and bothered, not to mention the real thing of NC and the banned R-word. Not blackmail, or coercion, or seduction. Outright taking control is, for me, the number 1 hot button I have. Tie me down, hold me down, overpower me, dose me, even. Then I will have the time of my life and likely climax regardless of how good of a lover you are. Unless you are a minute-man, but that is another story.
I experienced poppers for the first time in my life about a month ago, and it just did me in. I met a man from online, and we were having coffee and feeling each other's vibes. I wasn't sure I was going to be with him, but then he offered me a new experience. So out in the parking lot, I inhaled, warily. I had no idea what they were and what they were about. Trust me, know now....
It was nearly instantly too late. The next thing I knew, I was in the back of his car and he was having me, right then and there. I had to take a bit to come around, and I started to struggle, but that is when he finished. I didn't get my own, but I got a new sensation and feeling. Completeness. Like I was how a woman is supposed to be. (Spare me the feminist crap, I don't care and don't want to hear it. I am a 50's values wife and proud of it. I'm a woman, not a guy with a vagina. I don't try and be a man's equal. We each have our own uses, powers, and benefits to this world.)
I finally got my husband to do this to me, and after so many years of marriage to him, he finally treated me as more than fragile crystal. It was hot, in that he held me by the wrists, and despite my squirming, I could not get out from under him. He managed to enter me without my guiding fingers, which was all the more hotter, and I became his willing-victimized wife. I loved it! I think, secretly, he did, too. So hopefully, this will be a new trend in our marriage and sex-life. We both learned something from Father's Day night.
He learned to take, not give, and I learned to give less-freely, and it worked out best for the both of us! I hope he will continue this!
I had an epiphany, and figured out words to express this... I have found that helplessness in sex is an extreme turn on. If doesn't matter what color the man is, or how big he is, about certain minimums, but tie me down, or overpower me, or otherwise make me unable to protect or defend myself? Then I am having the hottest sex of my life.
I guess that is why CNC and FSRP get me so hot and bothered, not to mention the real thing of NC and the banned R-word. Not blackmail, or coercion, or seduction. Outright taking control is, for me, the number 1 hot button I have. Tie me down, hold me down, overpower me, dose me, even. Then I will have the time of my life and likely climax regardless of how good of a lover you are. Unless you are a minute-man, but that is another story.
I experienced poppers for the first time in my life about a month ago, and it just did me in. I met a man from online, and we were having coffee and feeling each other's vibes. I wasn't sure I was going to be with him, but then he offered me a new experience. So out in the parking lot, I inhaled, warily. I had no idea what they were and what they were about. Trust me, know now....
It was nearly instantly too late. The next thing I knew, I was in the back of his car and he was having me, right then and there. I had to take a bit to come around, and I started to struggle, but that is when he finished. I didn't get my own, but I got a new sensation and feeling. Completeness. Like I was how a woman is supposed to be. (Spare me the feminist crap, I don't care and don't want to hear it. I am a 50's values wife and proud of it. I'm a woman, not a guy with a vagina. I don't try and be a man's equal. We each have our own uses, powers, and benefits to this world.)
I finally got my husband to do this to me, and after so many years of marriage to him, he finally treated me as more than fragile crystal. It was hot, in that he held me by the wrists, and despite my squirming, I could not get out from under him. He managed to enter me without my guiding fingers, which was all the more hotter, and I became his willing-victimized wife. I loved it! I think, secretly, he did, too. So hopefully, this will be a new trend in our marriage and sex-life. We both learned something from Father's Day night.
He learned to take, not give, and I learned to give less-freely, and it worked out best for the both of us! I hope he will continue this!
4 years ago
