My first (and best) humiliation as a beta loser

This is what happened to me a long time ago with a girl i was dating...here's the story of our first (and last) night together.

As we get naked i see she starts smiling, probably because of how limp it still is, She goes down anyway to try some oral but as she grabs it i cum just before she can get her mouth on it, without even getting hard.

She laughs it off but decides to wait a few minutes and try again. As we get back to it, she notices my little clit has stiffened just a little (stil limp though), mistakenly thinking it could be the beginning of an erection, so she starts moaning and talking dirt in an effort to encourage me (probably the most humiliating part).

She turns and tells me to touch her from behind, reaches for my hand and rubs it on her breast while she tells me to touch her ''everywhere'' and to ''fuck her good'', all while she bends forward until her butt is touching my dicklet. She grabs it again and moves a little forward, i look down and i can see she's guiding me to her pussy, while touching her own ass with the other hand...

Of course, as i see the tip going between her cheeks i instantly cum, not even reaching her pussy. This time she doesn't laugh and gets dressed, i'm apologizing and she's trying to be reassuring. She even promises to talk soon before leaving.

Obviously, we never spoke ever again. Not only that, but over the following days i found out that she told the whole story to all of her friends, because after that day one of them (a girl, obviously) would always give me the two fingers sign when she met me. The embarassment got me so horny that, to this day, i still like to remember this while i masturbate!