HELP!

I'm horny. I mean, REALLY horny.. I've been having sex with my aunt for over 2 years & my roommate (& I love it, don't get me wrong), but I need a REAL dick inside me! I want to feel the smooth flesh of a hard cock in my hands, in my mouth, & finally in my pussy. I want to feel it pulse & throb as it slides in & out of my wet pussy as it gets closer & closer to exploding. I want to feel a man's balls slap hard against my clit as he fucks me from behind, pulling my hips back as he thrusts as hard & as deep inside me as he can. I want to feel the warmth of his cum as he shoots a big thick, creamy load deep inside me... I'm afraid I'm getting desperate & I'm almost at the point where I'd be willing to fuck literally the first guy that asks or just any random guy I meet. I don't want to get to that point because I know I'd regret it, but DAMN it's been a long time since I was with a guy & I just need a real cock to fuck me for once! Someone help me out!!!