Grateful Gay Sex Addict

Chubby 62 year old beta male. I used to fight my addiction but now I celebrate it. I have not had sexual intercourse with anyone for years. My celibate wife accepts me this way and is in charge of me. She will not suck and fuck with me and does not allow me to suck and fuck with dirty old men. This is my dream sex even though I am not worthy of even this.

I am allowed to masturbate when I'm horny and I am always horny. Occasionally she generously jacks me off, but anything more with her is strictly off limits. I also masturbate every morning to gay porn. Bareback Daddy Bear porn is my favorite. Then it's off to work where homosexual fantasies are always on my mind.

Weekends are for nudity, poppers and edging. Whenever possible, I indulge. My ideal lifestyle would be for her and I to both be sex addict pigs and live full time with another similar gay pig couple. I am a grateful gay sex addict.