No Longer a Man
It started with her friend Terri! Terri is ... I mean was a nurse. She worked in and around the hospitals in various areas. She also was in the Air National Guard. Both of these work locations made it very easy for Terri to get various hormones like birth control meds and supplements.
Susan and Terri became friends due to her husband and I working together. As most wives they shared complaints and concerns with each other quite openly. Terri was in the worse shape as she and her husband was going through a divorce. So she would come over and spend hours crying on Susan’s shoulder. Many times she would come over in the middle of the night after that had a bad fight. I, as the good husband would answer the front door letting her in. She would head right into our bedroom and then would crawl into bed with Susan. I would then have to sleep on the couch. Over time, since Susan and I slept naked, Terri would strip and crawl into bed naked with Susan. As they hugged and touched ... sex came into play quite easily. I could hear Terri telling Susan to go down on her to lick and eat out her hairy pussy! I saw Terri nude many times after. The fact that Terry was black made it even more interesting I guess. She for sure had a different back ground than either Susan or I. And her values seemed a little strange. She would speak terrible things about her husband and being telling Susan that all men were bad ... very bed! The more Terri had sex with Susan, the less I had access to my wife. Of course I would complain about this and that caused fights between us.
Terri would also play little games with me. Every time she would go pee she would tell me to stand there and watch her. The sound of her pee coming out of her pussy and the hitting the toilet water soon became enticing to me. It became us a draw to me I finally asked Terri if I could knell down between her legs. In this position I was finally able to push in and catch a lot of her pee in my mouth. I can still remember hearing Terri laughing at me ... saying I was becoming her little toilet!
After Susan and I would fight over how Terri was around so much, she shared these fights with Terri, and as that made her feel threatened, Terri took the position that Susan needed to put me in my place! Discussions quickly lead to Terri telling Susan that some female hormones would calm me down quickly.
It started out with birth control pills provided by Terri. Susan started slipping one into each day of my pill containers since I never checked them after I made them. Before long Susan started putting two birth control pills my pill container to help me along even more! This started around when I was 45 and continued until I was 58 or so, which aligned with Terri retiring from her work place.
Terri also told Susan to see her gynecologist and tell her that it was “hurting” when we made love which would cause the doctor to grant her a new prescription for a vaginal cream that contained estrogen. Susan did speak with her doctor and continues to get a prescription for the vaginal cream still today.
The interesting thing is how Susan started using this vaginal cream! First she would use it instead of KY Jelly telling me that she received two benefits from it. First it helps her not HURT from sex and it still helps me slide in and out of her pussy. While both of these statements were true, the estrogen was also being absorbed through my penis during sex. And if that wasn’t bad enough, we had, for ever had, practiced me going down on Susan after we had sex and ate her out licking up all the cum that I had put inside of her pussy. It first I told her it tasted strange but Susan convinced me that anything prescribed by a doctor couldn’t hurt anyone or they wouldn’t prescribe it! So now I was also eating up the vaginal cream with estrogen she had pushing into her pussy with the plastic insertion tube provided with the prescription.
Next came an interesting thing Terri also told Susan to start doing. Susan started inserting a finger in my asshole while she was giving me a blowjob! I couldn’t and didn’t complain because it felt so good ... but of course he fingers were coated with the vaginal cream with estrogen! Over time Susan started using two and then three fingers in my asshole which felt even better! Next Terri told Susan to purchase a small strap on dong and said she really would enjoy getting to fuck me with it because the strap on had a small back facing piece that fit into her pussy! I told Susan that would be ok and please do especially since she would be able to enjoy then dong that would be fucking her too! Of course Susan would use her vaginal cream with estrogen as a lube to insert into me (with her handy little plastic applicator) and to lube up the strap on. Wow did this feel best of all! I had never been taken or fucked up my ass and having it done by the woman that I loved was the best! I told Susan I really, really enjoyed her fucking me, so she made sure we did this 2 or 3 times a week.
By the time I turned 48 or so, we both had noticed that my erections were not nearly as hard as they used to be! And the amount of cum I was producing was much less than that of younger years. By the time I turned 50 my penis was at best 2” long hard and very little cum was coming out at all! Most notably was that my penis was all but hiding inside my body when it was soft! It wasn’t like I had foreskin to hide my penis, no I was cut, but all that was sticking out was the small head of my penis; and that was not that frequent!
It also became very apparent that I was growing breasts ... man boobs! They became bigger and bigger until Susan asked me if I wanted her to buy me some bras to help support them. I couldn’t figure out why I now had breasts ... but both Susan and Terri would tell me they were pretty and that I should be proud of being different from other husbands!
All these years Terri continued to provide Susan with the birth control pills which she continued placing in my pill holders. The only thing that changed finally was that Susan had her first back surgery. With this new pain Susan could no longer fuck me with her strap on. So she had Terri stop by and fuck me quite often! Terri was much rougher on me than Susan. Terri even made me suck the strap on clean after each time we fucked!
By 58 Terri had retired, so no more birth control pills but I started breaking out with bumps in the creases between my body and my thighs. It was mostly heat related because I was working outside more as we retired. Presto, Susan’s solution was to rub a crème on me to help and it was of course her vaginal crème with estrogen. This crease on the body it one of its most highly absorbent anywhere! So the estrogen rubbed here was as good as it was being absorbed through my intestines!
Now finally on at 65 my penis is completely hidden inside of my body, I have to pull it out when I am outside to go pee. But inside I had started setting down to pee for over ten years! Now I can set down to pee JUST LIKE A GIRL, because with my penis inside of my body it was like me having a real girl pussy, and it would flow out aiming almost straight down into the toilet ... with that funny hissing sound!
Finally Susan had purchased me a couple of bras and matching panties. She told me that she thought I looked so sexy wearing them ... instead of my regular jockey shorts. I didn’t really mind ... that was except for the looks I got out in public from both the men and women. I knew my bra was showing though the tee shirts Susan gave me to wear.
Just last week we were lying in bed together when Susan said she had a confession to make. With that she started crying and finally I got her to tell me the above story. At first I was mad, but the more we chatted the more I began realize I enjoyed all the sex we had over our years together and also realized that I was a more feminine man that most others. I also realized that I so enjoyed being fucked up my ass by Susan and how I would always think that Susan was a man fucking me without ever saying anything to her. At that moment I confessed these thoughts to Susan and she kissed me and told me thank you for not being mad at her!
A few days later Terri showed up at our retirement house along with her boyfriend. Susan told me she had told Terri about coming clean about the forced feminization and that I had forgiven her. Terri told me she was sorry too. The very first night we all started drinking quite a lot and Susan said she was sleepy and told me to come to bed with her. I thought we both fell to sleep quickly and then I felt Susan rubbing some kind of cream on my asshole. She then started pumping her strap on dong into me but with more force than I had ever felt. I finally realized this wasn’t Susan fucking me when I felt the hot liquid being pumped into my ass! The cock pulled out and I rolled over to find Richard in bed next to me. He grabbed me and kissed me, actually French kissing me! I felt him pushing me downward in our bed and soon I was lined up with his cock ... his large black cock. He pushed his cock against my mouth and I opened up and took him inside as if I had always been a cocksucker!
What a night or really nights I enjoyed with Richard! We had sex in the daytime with Susan and Terri watching and taking pictures. Now at night us boys were in our bedroom by ourselves. I really enjoyed being fucked by a real man and told Richard I would like us to continue to be loved if he would agree. So I went back to St. Louis a couple of times each month for me to be fucked by Richard and Susan to again enjoy her lesbian loving with Terri. Richard surprised me after a few trips and started inviting other men over to fuck me. What a change in my life, being a submissive sissy, sucking off different cocks, taking these same cocks up my ass and even learning I was a piss drinker and dirty asshole cleaner.
With Susan’s permission, Richard began coming down staying for a week at a time, of course bringing another brother with him sometimes to have sex with me. It was so great having that many different men fuck me with their cocks! The really enjoyed their uncut cocks as I could feel the foreskin sliding back and forth as they pumped their hard cocks into my asshole!
Terri continued seeing Susan and she too began to fuck Susan with various strap on cocks. Many times I got to watch Terri all but r****g Susan with bigger and bigger cocks! Several times I watched Terri pull out of Susan’s soaked pussy and slam her cock into Susan’s asshole. Susan would scream but Terri would not stop fucking her!
Terri had changed me for sure and now had all but taken over both mine and Susan’s life’s!
Susan and Terri became friends due to her husband and I working together. As most wives they shared complaints and concerns with each other quite openly. Terri was in the worse shape as she and her husband was going through a divorce. So she would come over and spend hours crying on Susan’s shoulder. Many times she would come over in the middle of the night after that had a bad fight. I, as the good husband would answer the front door letting her in. She would head right into our bedroom and then would crawl into bed with Susan. I would then have to sleep on the couch. Over time, since Susan and I slept naked, Terri would strip and crawl into bed naked with Susan. As they hugged and touched ... sex came into play quite easily. I could hear Terri telling Susan to go down on her to lick and eat out her hairy pussy! I saw Terri nude many times after. The fact that Terry was black made it even more interesting I guess. She for sure had a different back ground than either Susan or I. And her values seemed a little strange. She would speak terrible things about her husband and being telling Susan that all men were bad ... very bed! The more Terri had sex with Susan, the less I had access to my wife. Of course I would complain about this and that caused fights between us.
Terri would also play little games with me. Every time she would go pee she would tell me to stand there and watch her. The sound of her pee coming out of her pussy and the hitting the toilet water soon became enticing to me. It became us a draw to me I finally asked Terri if I could knell down between her legs. In this position I was finally able to push in and catch a lot of her pee in my mouth. I can still remember hearing Terri laughing at me ... saying I was becoming her little toilet!
After Susan and I would fight over how Terri was around so much, she shared these fights with Terri, and as that made her feel threatened, Terri took the position that Susan needed to put me in my place! Discussions quickly lead to Terri telling Susan that some female hormones would calm me down quickly.
It started out with birth control pills provided by Terri. Susan started slipping one into each day of my pill containers since I never checked them after I made them. Before long Susan started putting two birth control pills my pill container to help me along even more! This started around when I was 45 and continued until I was 58 or so, which aligned with Terri retiring from her work place.
Terri also told Susan to see her gynecologist and tell her that it was “hurting” when we made love which would cause the doctor to grant her a new prescription for a vaginal cream that contained estrogen. Susan did speak with her doctor and continues to get a prescription for the vaginal cream still today.
The interesting thing is how Susan started using this vaginal cream! First she would use it instead of KY Jelly telling me that she received two benefits from it. First it helps her not HURT from sex and it still helps me slide in and out of her pussy. While both of these statements were true, the estrogen was also being absorbed through my penis during sex. And if that wasn’t bad enough, we had, for ever had, practiced me going down on Susan after we had sex and ate her out licking up all the cum that I had put inside of her pussy. It first I told her it tasted strange but Susan convinced me that anything prescribed by a doctor couldn’t hurt anyone or they wouldn’t prescribe it! So now I was also eating up the vaginal cream with estrogen she had pushing into her pussy with the plastic insertion tube provided with the prescription.
Next came an interesting thing Terri also told Susan to start doing. Susan started inserting a finger in my asshole while she was giving me a blowjob! I couldn’t and didn’t complain because it felt so good ... but of course he fingers were coated with the vaginal cream with estrogen! Over time Susan started using two and then three fingers in my asshole which felt even better! Next Terri told Susan to purchase a small strap on dong and said she really would enjoy getting to fuck me with it because the strap on had a small back facing piece that fit into her pussy! I told Susan that would be ok and please do especially since she would be able to enjoy then dong that would be fucking her too! Of course Susan would use her vaginal cream with estrogen as a lube to insert into me (with her handy little plastic applicator) and to lube up the strap on. Wow did this feel best of all! I had never been taken or fucked up my ass and having it done by the woman that I loved was the best! I told Susan I really, really enjoyed her fucking me, so she made sure we did this 2 or 3 times a week.
By the time I turned 48 or so, we both had noticed that my erections were not nearly as hard as they used to be! And the amount of cum I was producing was much less than that of younger years. By the time I turned 50 my penis was at best 2” long hard and very little cum was coming out at all! Most notably was that my penis was all but hiding inside my body when it was soft! It wasn’t like I had foreskin to hide my penis, no I was cut, but all that was sticking out was the small head of my penis; and that was not that frequent!
It also became very apparent that I was growing breasts ... man boobs! They became bigger and bigger until Susan asked me if I wanted her to buy me some bras to help support them. I couldn’t figure out why I now had breasts ... but both Susan and Terri would tell me they were pretty and that I should be proud of being different from other husbands!
All these years Terri continued to provide Susan with the birth control pills which she continued placing in my pill holders. The only thing that changed finally was that Susan had her first back surgery. With this new pain Susan could no longer fuck me with her strap on. So she had Terri stop by and fuck me quite often! Terri was much rougher on me than Susan. Terri even made me suck the strap on clean after each time we fucked!
By 58 Terri had retired, so no more birth control pills but I started breaking out with bumps in the creases between my body and my thighs. It was mostly heat related because I was working outside more as we retired. Presto, Susan’s solution was to rub a crème on me to help and it was of course her vaginal crème with estrogen. This crease on the body it one of its most highly absorbent anywhere! So the estrogen rubbed here was as good as it was being absorbed through my intestines!
Now finally on at 65 my penis is completely hidden inside of my body, I have to pull it out when I am outside to go pee. But inside I had started setting down to pee for over ten years! Now I can set down to pee JUST LIKE A GIRL, because with my penis inside of my body it was like me having a real girl pussy, and it would flow out aiming almost straight down into the toilet ... with that funny hissing sound!
Finally Susan had purchased me a couple of bras and matching panties. She told me that she thought I looked so sexy wearing them ... instead of my regular jockey shorts. I didn’t really mind ... that was except for the looks I got out in public from both the men and women. I knew my bra was showing though the tee shirts Susan gave me to wear.
Just last week we were lying in bed together when Susan said she had a confession to make. With that she started crying and finally I got her to tell me the above story. At first I was mad, but the more we chatted the more I began realize I enjoyed all the sex we had over our years together and also realized that I was a more feminine man that most others. I also realized that I so enjoyed being fucked up my ass by Susan and how I would always think that Susan was a man fucking me without ever saying anything to her. At that moment I confessed these thoughts to Susan and she kissed me and told me thank you for not being mad at her!
A few days later Terri showed up at our retirement house along with her boyfriend. Susan told me she had told Terri about coming clean about the forced feminization and that I had forgiven her. Terri told me she was sorry too. The very first night we all started drinking quite a lot and Susan said she was sleepy and told me to come to bed with her. I thought we both fell to sleep quickly and then I felt Susan rubbing some kind of cream on my asshole. She then started pumping her strap on dong into me but with more force than I had ever felt. I finally realized this wasn’t Susan fucking me when I felt the hot liquid being pumped into my ass! The cock pulled out and I rolled over to find Richard in bed next to me. He grabbed me and kissed me, actually French kissing me! I felt him pushing me downward in our bed and soon I was lined up with his cock ... his large black cock. He pushed his cock against my mouth and I opened up and took him inside as if I had always been a cocksucker!
What a night or really nights I enjoyed with Richard! We had sex in the daytime with Susan and Terri watching and taking pictures. Now at night us boys were in our bedroom by ourselves. I really enjoyed being fucked by a real man and told Richard I would like us to continue to be loved if he would agree. So I went back to St. Louis a couple of times each month for me to be fucked by Richard and Susan to again enjoy her lesbian loving with Terri. Richard surprised me after a few trips and started inviting other men over to fuck me. What a change in my life, being a submissive sissy, sucking off different cocks, taking these same cocks up my ass and even learning I was a piss drinker and dirty asshole cleaner.
With Susan’s permission, Richard began coming down staying for a week at a time, of course bringing another brother with him sometimes to have sex with me. It was so great having that many different men fuck me with their cocks! The really enjoyed their uncut cocks as I could feel the foreskin sliding back and forth as they pumped their hard cocks into my asshole!
Terri continued seeing Susan and she too began to fuck Susan with various strap on cocks. Many times I got to watch Terri all but r****g Susan with bigger and bigger cocks! Several times I watched Terri pull out of Susan’s soaked pussy and slam her cock into Susan’s asshole. Susan would scream but Terri would not stop fucking her!
Terri had changed me for sure and now had all but taken over both mine and Susan’s life’s!
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