The One that got away xx

I only started Fully Dressing up in 2017. I wasn’t attracted to Men, I was only interested in Cock. I dressed up and got Men to visit me and I would Suck them off and then they would leave. In 2018 I had a guy visit me and he stayed for a couple of hours. During his visit I sucked him off and we chatted. As he was leaving he kissed me, this was the first time I had kissed a man and it made me feel sexy and feminine. We started meeting up 2 or 3 times a week and we would always kiss each other passionately, after a couple of months I started to get feelings for him and one day I plucked up the courage to tell him. I was a bit scared how he would react to hearing this but when I told him he just smiled then he pulled me towards him, wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. It felt absolutely amazing, I felt so incredibly feminine. After we stopped kissing we went and sat on my sofa. He sat down and I cuddled up beside him. We had a couple of glasses of wine as we talked and exchanged kisses. After a while he stared into my eyes and asked me if I would be his secret sissy girlfriend, hearing this made my heart skip a beat and before I knew what was happening I said YES. I’d NEVER considered having a relationship with a Man and here I was saying YES to becoming someone’s secret Girlfriend. That was the first time I had ever had a man stay overnight and it was the first time I had ever gone to bed Fully dressed up. I told him that I didn’t have anything feminine to wear for bed. He told me not to worry and he pulled out his phone. He went onto the ASDA website and started looking at Women’s Nightwear. We looked through it together and picked out an a****l Print Nightwear set, it contained a pair of Leopard print panties, a leopard print camisole and a leopard print robe. As he nipped out to get them I quickly jumped into the shower and quickly freshened up then I got myself dried off and put on my Black Bra, Black Suspender belt, Black fishnet stockings, some long red false nails, painted my toenails, touched up my makeup, put on my leopard print headband and restyled my wig into a Big Bouffant style and used a lot of hair clips to make sure that it would stay in place throughout the night. Then I put on my dressing gown as I waited for him to return. When he got back he handed me the bag and I told him to get comfortable in bed and I would join him very soon. I went into the bathroom and started to get myself ready. When I was finished getting ready I looked at myself in the Mirror, looking back at me was a Big Haired Slutty Milf with Long False Eyelashes, Big Hoop Earrings and Big Red Lips. I slid on my Black High Heels and made my way to the bedroom. I opened the door and stood in the doorway, looking at my new boyfriend as he laid naked on the bed. When he saw me his Cock became fully erect. He told me that I looked beautiful and that I he thought I was the sexiest woman he had ever seen. I walked over to the bed and climbed onto it beside him. I leant down to kiss him as I placed my hand on his chest, feeling his sexy hairy chest before moving my hand down to grip his hard cock. I started to play with his cock as we kissed and he placed his hand on my ass and gently started to play with my hole. After a few minutes I positioned myself between his legs and started to suck his cock while looking up at him. After about 5 minutes he told me to stop because he desperately wanted to fuck me. I reached into my bedside drawer and got my Lube out and began to apply it to my hole, while I was doing this He was looking through the drawers and then he suddenly turned to me and told me that we couldn’t have sex as we didn’t have any condoms. I moved towards him and gave him a kiss and then I looked into his eyes and told him that if he wanted to, he could go bareback. He said that he would love that. So I squeezed some lube into my hand and started to apply it to his cock. I then straddled hi and got into position, his cock was resting against my hole, I slowly pushed back onto it and moaned with pleasure as it slowly slid inside me. I started to ride him slowly as I got used to him inside me but as soon as I was used to his cock in me I started to speed up until I was riding him hard and fast as I took his cock deep inside me. When he was ready to Cum he told me and I started to push myself as deep onto his cock as I could. It felt SO INCREDIBLE as he shot his Cum inside me. After he had finished I climbed off of him and laid beside him, I started to cuddle me and we fell asleep in each other’s arms. I was his secret girlfriend for about 5 months until the Covid restrictions came into place and he had to move away to find work. I still think about a lot and we do still chat every now and again but unfortunately he doesn’t know when or if he will be coming back to visit as he has now got a Real Woman as a girlfriend and she is pregnant with his c***d x