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If you've taken the time to read my whole profile (I realize that it is long, it is intended to be) you'll remember that I have fetishes that exist because of situations that have happened to me in my life. I'm a straight crossdresser because panties were made forbidden to me when a pair was taken away from my possession when I was very young. There was no sexual aspect until I became of age sexually and then I was panty obsessed. I remain panty obsessed to the point that when I am not wearing them and a bra I feel naked. I feel like they are necessary daily undergarments. The fact that I own some frilly stuff in additional to functional items is for the same reason why women own sexy lingerie - for special occasions. My wife isn't really into the fetish of crossdressing, so it is more of a personal thing for me. I also work to orgasm once daily. I'm in my mid-40's and I noticed that my sex drive had started to slow down and I super-charged it by taking Viagra when I have sex (I don't have to have it, but damn is it great) but also when I masturbate (it cuts down on the time necessary to reach orgasm). I have a hard time finishing when my wife and I have sex so we usually have sex and my wife takes a shower while I lock myself in the office and dress up in frilly lingerie while I masturbate. A couple of months ago I came across a porn movie that is in my favorites section. This porn movie has significance because my friend's mother put it on to seduce me for the second time that we had sex (the first time she slipped herself into my bed and onto my cock - I was proud of myself that I lasted a good ten minutes of riding before she spun around into a 69 position and I ate her pussy while she deepthroated my cock. When she put this movie on (using a VCR, yes I'm dating myself now) she was wearing a nylon nightgown with lace, but it was not see through because it had layers. I was not aware but it was actually a sheer nightgown over the top of a colored nylon nightgown. She put the video in the player and was just about to start it when she paused the video and got us drinks (yes, she plied me with alcohol too, but it's okay). When she returned, the nightgown that she had been wearing underneath had disappeared and I acted like I didn't notice. Then the movie started and she started to make her way towards me while she was folding her panties that she had just laundered. When I made myself close enough and while the movie ran, she pulled my cock from my pants and gave me a mind-numbing blowjob - all while this movie played. She then put a pair of her panties on me and watched me jack my cock while wearing her Vanity Fair panties - the same type I wear everyday now. Yup, I'm sure it's from the experience that I feel most comfortable in those panties. She had a fetish to see me in the panties and I didn't resist. I suspect that seeing me as a sissy made it easier for her to have good sex with me. She was a good teacher and even though my wife gives a fantastic blowjob, my friend's mom was more experienced and was a true cock worshiping queen who loved the taste of cum. Even when I ejaculated jerking off, she was there for the load. She loved to taste it and I didn't argue. That's why I love the L'Amour movie. It was playing in the background of one of my most import sexual experiences. It's why I like chubby to BBW women, panties involving men and women, hairy pussies and older women. Videos that check all of those boxes usually do it for me, especially if the woman involved is particularly attractive like my wife, who is a BBW but a beautiful BBW.