First time self piss

Saw a similar post, and thought I'd relate my first... I had just seen Shogun on tv, and there's a great scene where Blackthorne? gets pissed on by the local daimyo as a mark of ownersip/disrespect. I was feeling kinda down, and that humiliation really resonated.

That evening I downed quite a few beers and as much water as I could handle, and when about to pop, I crawled into the bathtub and stretched out flat. Didn't have to wait long and those first few stream spurts started -- pushing my cock in different directions. As the flow picked up a bit, I was shocked by the warm feeling as the urine rolled off my chest and abdomen, pooling underneath the small of my back and the crack of my ass.

It was like having a long, warm ejaculation...

But it WAS piss and I simultaneously felt a huge wave of shame roll over me as I got wetter. I'm disgusting and I deserve this, I thought, as I finally grabbed what was now a fire hose, and began directing it across my chest and thighs. I didn't mean to -- I only wanted to come close to my face, but as I was spraying my neck, a burst from my bladder sent my cock head pointing straight at my face -- splash!

Then came the evening's second surprise -- it didn't taste like I thought it would...not at all. My mouth, was wide open (of course) and I got a healthy blast :-) Was so shocked, I actually stopped peeing momentarily, as I processed the taste and the realization that I'd just swallowed a mouthful of warm piss. I remember consoling myself with the fact that it had been an accident, but there was no getting around the reality that I had done something completely disgusting and did I even have limits now?

Those thoughts passed quickly and the stream restarted -- for the duration, I took a more active role, making fountains and splashing about against the sides of the tub, until it finally subsided and I lay there in a warm, comforting shallow pool. My cock flopped, exhausted, to the side. The feeling of the warm liquid on my asshole was electric, and without even thinking about it, my left hand moved underneath my soaking wet balls and began a slow, gentle, well-lubricated probe into my rear. Wiith each small advance, my cock would harden a bit and squirm around, a bit of pee rolling out as it did so.

Unfortunately for the story, in real life, I suddenly felt cold -- the AC was blasting and the combination of that with the cold tub, took all the warmth out of what was left of my puddle. :-( I pulled to a sitting position with a start, and looked at the middle finger on my left hand, with a dark smudge halfway up to the first knuckle -- I'm not sure why, but I put it to my nose. I came out of my detached state at that point, as the overwhelming smell of piss hit me for the first time. I was so disgusted with what I had done, and now terrified that someone would find out. :-) I must have spent 20 minutes cleaning the tub and my lower body over and over. I could still smell it, and it took me a while to realize that the back of my hair had gotten wet as I slid forward earlier.

Funny the detail you can remember so many years later.