My sex life

Before I met my wife I had been with two guys, both significantly older than I was. The second one encouraged me to cross dress for him and I never looked back. I married young, to a girl who had a bit of a reputation. She had mainly been in relationships with older guys, in their forties. Anyway we married but she never knew that I dressed or was sexually attracted to men, particularly mature men. We seemed happy but I constantly felt inferior to her and she was always the dominant one, in and out of the bedroom. Our sex life was good for a while then came her first affair. I knew something was up when she didn’t come home after a night out. When I challenged her she denied everything at first but I knew something was up. Then one day I managed to get into her emails when her laptop was unlocked. There was an email exchange with a guy she worked with. I read it with shock as she described how he was the biggest she had fucked and couldn’t believe it fitted in her ass. (I hadn’t and still haven’t had anal sex with her). She said how amazing it was being screwed hard over a table in a hotel room with him replying that his blowjob in the shower was horny. I debating confronting her with this but I couldn’t believe how much reading it and imagining them together was turning me on. I decided to let it develop for a while as she seemed happy, was obviously glowing, and was indulging in an obvious increase in sexy lingerie shopping. Sex between us changed however. I started only being able to think about his hard cock in her as we fucked. Her pussy and ass stretched beyond the limits of my small and thin cock. Then I would prematurely ejaculate as I was so turned on with the idea of her being seeded by another man. Sex became non penetrative eventually. I would lick her pussy to orgasm, dreaming of her lovers cum. Then she would wank my cock, often between finger and thumb as I sucked on her tit. I would cum so quickly particularly seeing how pathetic my cock looked being wanked like this. I came to adore this humiliation.

Over the years she has had three more affairs that I know of, all discreet and she doesn’t acknowledge them with me or share any details, and unfortunately I no longer have access to her emails. However I am happy that she is being satisfied by real men. I have learnt my place in the world as a cross dressing cock slave and I am now almost totally pussy free. I am generally only aroused by cuckold thoughts and being in the service of dominant daddies. I’d love her to be of use to a dominant black man as IR cuckold porn seems so much more powerful.

I remain a pussy free sissified cum dump for dirty daddies. I’m so happy we both have the sex lifes we need.