Niece Cousin Mother Taboo

Susie is my niece but she is 4 years older than me. When we were teenagers, I was sexually attracted to her. I was also sexually attracted to my mother, Susie’s granny. Another woman in my life then was my cousin Linda.
Susie and Linda were very close and I hung out with them a lot.
One time they were in Linda’s bedroom laughing and giggling. They called me into the room. Linda was under a blanket but I got the suspicion that she was naked. I said something to that effect and she said, “Do you want to see?” Then Linda pretended she was going to remove the blanket. I fantasize about that to this day. I would have loved to make love to my cousin.
Right now my sights are set on Susie. She has been staying with me. I’ve been catching glimpses of Susie naked. Her body is just like my mom’s was back then. Susie has a very hairy pussy, like my mom, she doesn’t shave her arm pits, just like my mom. Susie’s titties are saggy. I have been checking out her panties that i’ve found in the laundry basket. I wear them and jack off in them every chance I get
I want to tell Susie how I was sexually attracted to them back then and I want her to pretend to be my mother and let me express my sexual desires for mom to her.