Welcome to my world
I used to be a Dom, then I met the right women. She expanded my experiences. She took control of my arrogance and my selfish nature. She taught me that what I really was doing was overcompensating for being a small man with a tiny cock. I surrendered to her wisdom and her love. Now I am locked in chastity 18 hours a day. I have learned to give up all control. I have no monies of my own. I own no car. I have access to fetish sites like XHamster and FetLife only with my keyholder's blessing.
I have not had any pussy since 2020, no BJs since 1999. I only give BJs Now. I have been on low levels of a hormone treatment and my breasts are real and noticeable. I must wear a bra every time I leave home. Her home. My nipples are larger and much more sensitive than ever before. Our goal is that I will never wear male clothing ever again ( that's the goal for 2024)
I have come to accept the pleasure in being teased, edged, and denied. To be in chastity. To be treated like a bitch. To be used as a sissy slut. I feel a rush when I am called cocksucker, faggot, or fuck twat. My Mistress knows how to play my emotions and to tell me how much she loves me for the way I have grown into being a full time sissy.
I accept that my place is on my knees before Real Men and All Women, and I love to eat pussy and to be made to eat cum. To be used for the amusement of her friends. To be tied up, caged up, or made to simply watch as the woman I love seeks and obtains the attention for anyone she chooses. I still get hard in my chastity cage by being humiliated. I have come to learn that my wife loves me more the more feminine I can become. This is my normal now. And while I have come to accept I don't cum without permission, it is much more pleasurable to have my butt fucked with her strapon than it was to play with myself.
Yes, It is still hard to interact with old friends who knew me as I once was: A Dom. Soon there will be laser treatments to rid my face of what little facial hair I can still grow. Stay tuned. By the way, did I mention that I have never been happier?
I have not had any pussy since 2020, no BJs since 1999. I only give BJs Now. I have been on low levels of a hormone treatment and my breasts are real and noticeable. I must wear a bra every time I leave home. Her home. My nipples are larger and much more sensitive than ever before. Our goal is that I will never wear male clothing ever again ( that's the goal for 2024)
I have come to accept the pleasure in being teased, edged, and denied. To be in chastity. To be treated like a bitch. To be used as a sissy slut. I feel a rush when I am called cocksucker, faggot, or fuck twat. My Mistress knows how to play my emotions and to tell me how much she loves me for the way I have grown into being a full time sissy.
I accept that my place is on my knees before Real Men and All Women, and I love to eat pussy and to be made to eat cum. To be used for the amusement of her friends. To be tied up, caged up, or made to simply watch as the woman I love seeks and obtains the attention for anyone she chooses. I still get hard in my chastity cage by being humiliated. I have come to learn that my wife loves me more the more feminine I can become. This is my normal now. And while I have come to accept I don't cum without permission, it is much more pleasurable to have my butt fucked with her strapon than it was to play with myself.
Yes, It is still hard to interact with old friends who knew me as I once was: A Dom. Soon there will be laser treatments to rid my face of what little facial hair I can still grow. Stay tuned. By the way, did I mention that I have never been happier?
2 years ago
