A Long Story
It took a long time for me to become familiar with my boypussy and its needs, although deep down I think I knew long before I acknowledged it. There are so many ways erogenous zones can be stimulated unintentionally.. The rush from accidental stimulation of my perineum and anus in particular and the shock of how amazing it felt, prior to puberty I was already physically primed for breeding use. Once puberty hit around age 10 I was increasingly attracted to girls especially Tom boys, I also had an easier time making friends with girls than boys up until high school. I realized later that I started having the beginnings of boy crushes about this age, u*********sly admiring their looks etc.
Just before turning 11 I was jerking off and I shot my sticky rice batter on my face and body. I remember I liked the smell, I licked some off my lip then scooped some off my abs to try. From then on if I wasn’t shooting my load for distance I would cum all over myself… I loved being splattered with cum! Precum soaked underwear was a daily condition, often my body would be covered in my dried semen under my clothes. My favorite was having dried cum on my abs with my genitals covered in a huge load tucked in my wet underwear. My patch of soft, semen soaked fur plastered around the shaft of my eager cock, packaged with my balls in the moist crotch of my underwear. Sometimes the scent of my semen soaked sex organs escaped my pants, I wondered if someone would recognize it… The scent of my sweaty genitals, marinating in semen, tucked in precum soaked underwear was a scent I enjoyed and was my dirty lil secret.
Anal exploration began around age 12, along with deciding that nature intended semen to be delivered internally. I began examining myself, bent over in front of a mirror spreading my virgin anatomy. The darker skin tone highlighting my naughty bits stretching to reveal the cherry pink color of my insides. Deliberately stimulating my anus in the shower, probing and caressing with my fingertips, my instincts for pleasing girls were also very effective when used stimulating my anus. I was becoming more comfortable but still didn’t penetrate, it was a supplement to jerking off. I also began admiring boys, many caught my eye… In addition to spying on the girls locker room showers, I was treated to gang showers with the boys I was u*********sly attracted to. I can remember a lot of names and hot bodies.
By high school I was still very horny for girls, but increasingly drawn to the sight of naked boys. I began experiencing girls, I was friend zoned a lot(some are still hot today!) and I was never really the one to make the first move. Looking back, how I went about pleasuring girls reflected what I desired as a primal submissive. I learned I had a sensual, carnal side where most guys gay or straight were different and had different energy. Girls that took the lead learned I wasn’t a kisser but they weren’t interested in that kind of making out either.
I think they thought I was a cute guy friend that they were comfortable with where they could pursue their horny curiosity about dick. At least I was attractive enough anyway lol! I wasn’t a kisser but I liked to leave hickeys, I think I was a lot less heavy handed and clumsy compared to most guys. I squeeze tits, play with/suck on their nips, and tease their clit with a more delicate touch. The furthest I got with girls in high school was licking and biting nipples, playing with their clit and eating their pussy. They got to play with a precum dripping throbbing 5.5” dick, sometimes making me cum. I never really enjoyed getting sucked, maybe licked, but they were much more successful jerking me off. I didn’t get to finger their pussy and they didn’t get to experience getting a 5” rod of steel buried in them, ramming hard and fast, not pulling out until I cum… future experiences would suggest the condom would prolly be lost in her pussy and we’d be bruised from slamming our hips together.
Eating pussy being my first sexual urge with girls, my interest soon included their adjacent anus. By 9th grade my fingers had teased my hairless, dark brown anus and I had gazed at its virgin condition in the mirror. I had found some boys physically attractive, even more so seeing them naked wondering what they were like when horny to fuck. I felt even if 5” is average, that at 5.5” I was still on the small side because I lacked girth being barely 1.5”. Most hard dicks I’ve had in my hands were longer and if a similar length they were thicker although I’ve held two examples that were both shorter and skinnier..
I never got to see any of those cute guys hard dicks but they were pleasing to the eye naked, fit young men. There were easily 8-10 guys older and younger in high school that had decent looks and a nice body that I thought also looked good naked. I’d wanna see their throbbing dick just out of curiosity, prolly would have hastened my dick riding boypussy development! I know if I was alone in the shower with one of them and they told me they wanted to fuck me while feeling me up they would have their way with me…. All 8-10 boys in a breeding club would have been a dream come true in a perfect world… a shared concubine for casual and convenient unprotected sex, mutual sexual attraction between us, no need to make out there are better ways to use your mouth than kissing. Half of them I would have known from 7th grade, our teen loins would have been so happy enjoying each others sweaty pleasures.
Teasing a little while jerking off progressed to wondering what it would be like if one of those nice dicks from the locker room inseminated me doggystyle. No condom the same way I would fucking a girl. Anal sex must be satisfying somehow if girls find it enjoyable… I noticed how hot and sweaty my perineum/anus got jerking off and how muscle contractions there shot each spurt of cum when ejaculating. Band camp where sweaty teens spend lots of time together also aided my boypussy exploration. At my first band camp before starting 9th grade I discovered magnum condoms in a semi sexual context, opening/unrolling and handling them. My bday was always during the first week of school I finally decided at 14 I was going to penetrate myself! A few weeks in at the beginning of football season we had a lot of marching band practices, I found a pair of drumsticks someone on the drumline misplaced and took them home. When I had some time alone they were picked for the task due to their shape and length.
For whatever reason I’ve always been length oriented, I didn’t want to use my fingers and I thought pens were not enough. Drumsticks weren’t going to brutally pop my cherry like some objects but offered deep potential and a contoured tip. Alone with a throbbing erection, fingertips teasing the hot, sticky, spasming area from my balls to my anus, I get on my hands and knees in front of the long mirror on the bathroom door. I get in a few positions and look at myself with another mirror to admire my natural form without twisting around. My fingertips feel my humid stickiness, I wiggle and my throbbing dick flings precum on my inner thighs. Kneeling to look at the wet spots I see between my open thighs the unnoticed wet spot on the carpet I made while posing. I get back down on my elbows with my ass popped out thinking how I was going to do it..
I didn’t have anything for lube except cork grease/chap stick, sun screen, various cooking oils… then it dawned on me, vaseline! But it’s bad for you… Nonsense once won’t hurt you, plus you’re a freaky, horny slut and vaseline is a dirty sex starved slut’s only choice! I coated half the drumstick and put a glob on my taut, muscular ring. Slowly I eased the tip in, probing gently then applying pressure till it popped through. It was a bit uncomfortable passing just the tip through but I was tightly gripping where the drumstick began to taper to its full width. The vaseline felt warm and squishy coating my anus and down inside it, I sat up on my knees and began slowly bouncing lower little by little. My tight pucker was scr****g Vaseline off and it was building up so I started using slow, long strokes trying to coat the drumstick to carry it deep inside me. I was still hard but not throbbing, discomfort was sometimes also pleasurable but what turned me on the most was my Vaseline smeared rectum, the oily warm sensation of my completely coated anus and the slathered open gap between my tight lil twink buns. The drumstick began to slip out when I moved so I took it out, it was a bit dirty and I wasn’t going in to clean it but I put it back in to stroke a bit more. I finally threw it away, then with a vaseline slathered asshole and rectum jerked off on my hands and knees till I blew my load on the carpet while my anal contractions had churned the vaseline into a creamy clinging mess. I knew my mom was coming home soon and I took so long in the shower washing off the Vaseline and flushing it down the drain, but I loved the idea of being a fucked greased up whore.
Things still progressed slowly after my first time where I penetrated myself only 3-4 times a year, I used bigger drumsticks than some household objects including some quite large ones. The lowfrequency of use meant I always recovered to normal but anal penetration wasn’t out of the question. Before graduating I did a lot more exploring different things, I liked vacuum cleaner blowjobs more than female blowjobs! I definitely was serious in my approach to possibly being sodomized in the future, I repeatedly thrust objects inside my very rarely penetrated rectum 6+ inches deep and or up to about 2” in unyielding diameter. Most times though I used an LA angels mini bat about an inch in diameter, it saw use from high school till I lost it about 14 years later. That was the only object I had that was in use prior to deciding I wanted a real dick to inseminate me… That decision was made when a large turd nearly made me cum and left me bent over sitting on the toilet, drooling from my mouth and dick, sweaty and panting, embarrassed yet turned on that the uninhibited noise I made was probably heard.
Just before turning 11 I was jerking off and I shot my sticky rice batter on my face and body. I remember I liked the smell, I licked some off my lip then scooped some off my abs to try. From then on if I wasn’t shooting my load for distance I would cum all over myself… I loved being splattered with cum! Precum soaked underwear was a daily condition, often my body would be covered in my dried semen under my clothes. My favorite was having dried cum on my abs with my genitals covered in a huge load tucked in my wet underwear. My patch of soft, semen soaked fur plastered around the shaft of my eager cock, packaged with my balls in the moist crotch of my underwear. Sometimes the scent of my semen soaked sex organs escaped my pants, I wondered if someone would recognize it… The scent of my sweaty genitals, marinating in semen, tucked in precum soaked underwear was a scent I enjoyed and was my dirty lil secret.
Anal exploration began around age 12, along with deciding that nature intended semen to be delivered internally. I began examining myself, bent over in front of a mirror spreading my virgin anatomy. The darker skin tone highlighting my naughty bits stretching to reveal the cherry pink color of my insides. Deliberately stimulating my anus in the shower, probing and caressing with my fingertips, my instincts for pleasing girls were also very effective when used stimulating my anus. I was becoming more comfortable but still didn’t penetrate, it was a supplement to jerking off. I also began admiring boys, many caught my eye… In addition to spying on the girls locker room showers, I was treated to gang showers with the boys I was u*********sly attracted to. I can remember a lot of names and hot bodies.
By high school I was still very horny for girls, but increasingly drawn to the sight of naked boys. I began experiencing girls, I was friend zoned a lot(some are still hot today!) and I was never really the one to make the first move. Looking back, how I went about pleasuring girls reflected what I desired as a primal submissive. I learned I had a sensual, carnal side where most guys gay or straight were different and had different energy. Girls that took the lead learned I wasn’t a kisser but they weren’t interested in that kind of making out either.
I think they thought I was a cute guy friend that they were comfortable with where they could pursue their horny curiosity about dick. At least I was attractive enough anyway lol! I wasn’t a kisser but I liked to leave hickeys, I think I was a lot less heavy handed and clumsy compared to most guys. I squeeze tits, play with/suck on their nips, and tease their clit with a more delicate touch. The furthest I got with girls in high school was licking and biting nipples, playing with their clit and eating their pussy. They got to play with a precum dripping throbbing 5.5” dick, sometimes making me cum. I never really enjoyed getting sucked, maybe licked, but they were much more successful jerking me off. I didn’t get to finger their pussy and they didn’t get to experience getting a 5” rod of steel buried in them, ramming hard and fast, not pulling out until I cum… future experiences would suggest the condom would prolly be lost in her pussy and we’d be bruised from slamming our hips together.
Eating pussy being my first sexual urge with girls, my interest soon included their adjacent anus. By 9th grade my fingers had teased my hairless, dark brown anus and I had gazed at its virgin condition in the mirror. I had found some boys physically attractive, even more so seeing them naked wondering what they were like when horny to fuck. I felt even if 5” is average, that at 5.5” I was still on the small side because I lacked girth being barely 1.5”. Most hard dicks I’ve had in my hands were longer and if a similar length they were thicker although I’ve held two examples that were both shorter and skinnier..
I never got to see any of those cute guys hard dicks but they were pleasing to the eye naked, fit young men. There were easily 8-10 guys older and younger in high school that had decent looks and a nice body that I thought also looked good naked. I’d wanna see their throbbing dick just out of curiosity, prolly would have hastened my dick riding boypussy development! I know if I was alone in the shower with one of them and they told me they wanted to fuck me while feeling me up they would have their way with me…. All 8-10 boys in a breeding club would have been a dream come true in a perfect world… a shared concubine for casual and convenient unprotected sex, mutual sexual attraction between us, no need to make out there are better ways to use your mouth than kissing. Half of them I would have known from 7th grade, our teen loins would have been so happy enjoying each others sweaty pleasures.
Teasing a little while jerking off progressed to wondering what it would be like if one of those nice dicks from the locker room inseminated me doggystyle. No condom the same way I would fucking a girl. Anal sex must be satisfying somehow if girls find it enjoyable… I noticed how hot and sweaty my perineum/anus got jerking off and how muscle contractions there shot each spurt of cum when ejaculating. Band camp where sweaty teens spend lots of time together also aided my boypussy exploration. At my first band camp before starting 9th grade I discovered magnum condoms in a semi sexual context, opening/unrolling and handling them. My bday was always during the first week of school I finally decided at 14 I was going to penetrate myself! A few weeks in at the beginning of football season we had a lot of marching band practices, I found a pair of drumsticks someone on the drumline misplaced and took them home. When I had some time alone they were picked for the task due to their shape and length.
For whatever reason I’ve always been length oriented, I didn’t want to use my fingers and I thought pens were not enough. Drumsticks weren’t going to brutally pop my cherry like some objects but offered deep potential and a contoured tip. Alone with a throbbing erection, fingertips teasing the hot, sticky, spasming area from my balls to my anus, I get on my hands and knees in front of the long mirror on the bathroom door. I get in a few positions and look at myself with another mirror to admire my natural form without twisting around. My fingertips feel my humid stickiness, I wiggle and my throbbing dick flings precum on my inner thighs. Kneeling to look at the wet spots I see between my open thighs the unnoticed wet spot on the carpet I made while posing. I get back down on my elbows with my ass popped out thinking how I was going to do it..
I didn’t have anything for lube except cork grease/chap stick, sun screen, various cooking oils… then it dawned on me, vaseline! But it’s bad for you… Nonsense once won’t hurt you, plus you’re a freaky, horny slut and vaseline is a dirty sex starved slut’s only choice! I coated half the drumstick and put a glob on my taut, muscular ring. Slowly I eased the tip in, probing gently then applying pressure till it popped through. It was a bit uncomfortable passing just the tip through but I was tightly gripping where the drumstick began to taper to its full width. The vaseline felt warm and squishy coating my anus and down inside it, I sat up on my knees and began slowly bouncing lower little by little. My tight pucker was scr****g Vaseline off and it was building up so I started using slow, long strokes trying to coat the drumstick to carry it deep inside me. I was still hard but not throbbing, discomfort was sometimes also pleasurable but what turned me on the most was my Vaseline smeared rectum, the oily warm sensation of my completely coated anus and the slathered open gap between my tight lil twink buns. The drumstick began to slip out when I moved so I took it out, it was a bit dirty and I wasn’t going in to clean it but I put it back in to stroke a bit more. I finally threw it away, then with a vaseline slathered asshole and rectum jerked off on my hands and knees till I blew my load on the carpet while my anal contractions had churned the vaseline into a creamy clinging mess. I knew my mom was coming home soon and I took so long in the shower washing off the Vaseline and flushing it down the drain, but I loved the idea of being a fucked greased up whore.
Things still progressed slowly after my first time where I penetrated myself only 3-4 times a year, I used bigger drumsticks than some household objects including some quite large ones. The lowfrequency of use meant I always recovered to normal but anal penetration wasn’t out of the question. Before graduating I did a lot more exploring different things, I liked vacuum cleaner blowjobs more than female blowjobs! I definitely was serious in my approach to possibly being sodomized in the future, I repeatedly thrust objects inside my very rarely penetrated rectum 6+ inches deep and or up to about 2” in unyielding diameter. Most times though I used an LA angels mini bat about an inch in diameter, it saw use from high school till I lost it about 14 years later. That was the only object I had that was in use prior to deciding I wanted a real dick to inseminate me… That decision was made when a large turd nearly made me cum and left me bent over sitting on the toilet, drooling from my mouth and dick, sweaty and panting, embarrassed yet turned on that the uninhibited noise I made was probably heard.
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