Dicing with death: Doctor Sleep (part 1)
Doctor Sleep - Part 1
His profile scared and fascinated me in equal measure.
Dr Sleep
Ross (58), Man in Xxx
4 public photos. 4 published verifications.
Status: Right now I need a human punch bag or a throat to fuck mercilessly
You are experienced in at least bondage. You're also prepared to indulge in breath control including strangling and smothering. You have a face photo, and can type sentences. You do not mention your cock or fucking in an opening message. I do not switch, and I fuck when and what I want. I block quickly. Regular play is ideal, but it starts with a one off. I can accommodate or travel. That doesn't mean I'll drive to pick you up. If you don't like my rules, you're not what I want. Make a start by adding 'Choke me master' to your message subject so I can see you have read the profile.
I decided to take the plunge. Subject: Choke me Master
"And breathe.......................... Forgive me Master, but you are such a rare find, I had to compose myself. This sub slut slave is into the more adventurous side of BDSM and you Master, is ideal for the use and abuse I have to suffer. I would do anything for a meet to try and prove myself, Master.
His reply: "I'm free after Monday."
"Thank you so much, Master. My face pic in case this progress to a meet."
"Appreciated slave. I'll chat to you more tomorrow."
Two days went past and nothing. He wasn't even on the dating site during this time so I thought to message again in case he had message alerts on. "Good afternoon, Master. I thought to thank you again for acknowledging me and wanted to wish you a wonderful weekend. A prospective slave." His replied fairly soon much to my delight: "I have a busy weekend slave. I will have a proper chat with you and hopefully meet you soon." I simply replied that I've taken note, but I couldn't get him out of my mind so followed up the next day:
Good morning, Master.
Again, I hope your wk-end was busy with only good things (and that the week ahead will treat you well). I'm chancing my hand with this further msg as I most assuredly don't want to be a nuisance that ends up on the wrong side of your block list - it will finish me off as you are very clearly one in a million. But... ... in the same way you needed either a punch-bag or a throat sleeve to fuck mercilessly last week, I am in heat at the moment (thanks in no small measure to your profile).
A bit about me in case it help move things on with my sincere apologies for taking initiative. New to the BDSM / Slave world I am not, but equally I'm not an old blasé burnout. I'm no body beautiful twink; I bet those are queuing up for you. To 'compete', I am though a lot more focused on pleasing than I bet, most of them are.
I have met w traditional Doms that fuck hard while clamping their hands around my throat; I find they let up too easy/soon. I've met with a Shibari rigger that tied me up fully (on a 1st meet) for impact play; it was a bit disappointing that the marks were gone after a day. I have visited a BDSM Master (twice) & spent a cold night in a cage w. sporadic impact play, CBT and stretching. I found his play lacking sexually. I share this not to criticise any of these wondrous men, but only to show there is much left on my bucket list AND that I won't ask for what I desire - my pleasure is of no consequence, theirs and yours are.
I will be clean inside and out for a meet, but I meet real men because I like the smells and tastes of real men way more than soap & deodorant - I appreciate you in ANY state. I don't want / need safe words; I meet those I trust to know what they're doing. I travel readily and at fairly short notice and test regularly - I'm D&D free (but your status is of no concern to me). And before I bore you to death, just know that I have zero, but zero expectations. A meet just to be your footstool for a half an hour will be met with the same excitement and humility as a meet in which I come to again only to find that I am being fucked or that I sport some teeth marks on me.
My sincerest apologies for going on... Should there be anything I can do or anything else you want to know, I'll be all eager ears. Your prospective slave.
His reply, a mere hour later delighted me: "Hello slave. I have noted the contents of your message. I am unable to accommodate this week, but can travel. Next week I am on holiday. If you can host, we can sort sort something out for tomorrow or Wednesday"
"NOW it is a good morning, Master. It would be a delight to host you on Wednesday. What time did you have in mind and how long should I set aside for it? I'm free any time between 11am and 3pm and in the meantime, my postcode is xxx to allow you to check distance and travel time. I will be totally yours, slave xxx."
He replied and said that he prefers to sort out the details on WhatsApp and gave me his number. Within moments I sent him a message on there. He replied equally quickly: "I'm looking forward to Wednesday and will be at yours for 11am. Meets can last two or three hours." I liked his message and got the following the day before the meet: " Morning slave. I hope you are still looking forward to tomorrow."
"Looking forward is an understatement, Master! As all first meetings can be a bit tentative (testing & checking what works etc.) and while I have no expectations, I hope this helps for a much more adventurous first meet: I <my name> of <my address>, being of sane mind and body, and being under no duress, hereby give total dominion and control over my body to the recipient of this message, a Master from Xxx due to visit me tomorrow (18.10.23). He will be allowed, in fact he is invited and requested, to engage in any form of physical abuse and impact play of his choosing with me and no limits will apply and no restrictions will be placed on him in this respect. I give up all my rights to complain or to seek redress in any form whatsoever irrespective of any physical damage or injury I might suffer. I consider this disclaimer fully legally binding."
My heart raced as I typed this out and my cock was straining against my jeans. I could feel precum coating the inside of the jeans as much as the anxiety that slowly started to wash over me. Both of these things doubled when his reply came back: The hard bit for you slave is mastering your panic instinct... I look forward to hitting you for the first time as well."
Part 2 to follow...
Ps. I am a rather kinky bastard and according to my BDSM Test results an Experimentalist (83%) - this resonates as I would try anything at least once. Or twice to be more accurate as I am a quick study and wouldn't want to judge a book just on the first chapter. I have also got a temp (I hope!!!) - literal - death wish, so disclaimers and cautions are in order.
Erotic asphyxiation "EA") is very dangerous. Really, really dangerous in fact and I strongly advised against it. Autoerotic asphyxiation (EA without a partner) even more so... Just don't. Even worse... many studies now suggest it can be addictive and we all know that which you become addicted to, is likely to end very, very badly.
“EA is truly very risky and may lead to serious injury, including cardiac arrest, brain damage from lack of oxygen, and death.” Janet Brito, PhD. “Breath play in BDSM is, to me, the most dangerous form of play. It is the only play that even if you make no 'mistake,' it can cause severe damage or death. Many dungeons will not allow breath play to be done under any circumstance.” David Pillow (aka Master Kyros), a BDSM Instructor.
His profile scared and fascinated me in equal measure.
Dr Sleep
Ross (58), Man in Xxx
4 public photos. 4 published verifications.
Status: Right now I need a human punch bag or a throat to fuck mercilessly
You are experienced in at least bondage. You're also prepared to indulge in breath control including strangling and smothering. You have a face photo, and can type sentences. You do not mention your cock or fucking in an opening message. I do not switch, and I fuck when and what I want. I block quickly. Regular play is ideal, but it starts with a one off. I can accommodate or travel. That doesn't mean I'll drive to pick you up. If you don't like my rules, you're not what I want. Make a start by adding 'Choke me master' to your message subject so I can see you have read the profile.
I decided to take the plunge. Subject: Choke me Master
"And breathe.......................... Forgive me Master, but you are such a rare find, I had to compose myself. This sub slut slave is into the more adventurous side of BDSM and you Master, is ideal for the use and abuse I have to suffer. I would do anything for a meet to try and prove myself, Master.
His reply: "I'm free after Monday."
"Thank you so much, Master. My face pic in case this progress to a meet."
"Appreciated slave. I'll chat to you more tomorrow."
Two days went past and nothing. He wasn't even on the dating site during this time so I thought to message again in case he had message alerts on. "Good afternoon, Master. I thought to thank you again for acknowledging me and wanted to wish you a wonderful weekend. A prospective slave." His replied fairly soon much to my delight: "I have a busy weekend slave. I will have a proper chat with you and hopefully meet you soon." I simply replied that I've taken note, but I couldn't get him out of my mind so followed up the next day:
Good morning, Master.
Again, I hope your wk-end was busy with only good things (and that the week ahead will treat you well). I'm chancing my hand with this further msg as I most assuredly don't want to be a nuisance that ends up on the wrong side of your block list - it will finish me off as you are very clearly one in a million. But... ... in the same way you needed either a punch-bag or a throat sleeve to fuck mercilessly last week, I am in heat at the moment (thanks in no small measure to your profile).
A bit about me in case it help move things on with my sincere apologies for taking initiative. New to the BDSM / Slave world I am not, but equally I'm not an old blasé burnout. I'm no body beautiful twink; I bet those are queuing up for you. To 'compete', I am though a lot more focused on pleasing than I bet, most of them are.
I have met w traditional Doms that fuck hard while clamping their hands around my throat; I find they let up too easy/soon. I've met with a Shibari rigger that tied me up fully (on a 1st meet) for impact play; it was a bit disappointing that the marks were gone after a day. I have visited a BDSM Master (twice) & spent a cold night in a cage w. sporadic impact play, CBT and stretching. I found his play lacking sexually. I share this not to criticise any of these wondrous men, but only to show there is much left on my bucket list AND that I won't ask for what I desire - my pleasure is of no consequence, theirs and yours are.
I will be clean inside and out for a meet, but I meet real men because I like the smells and tastes of real men way more than soap & deodorant - I appreciate you in ANY state. I don't want / need safe words; I meet those I trust to know what they're doing. I travel readily and at fairly short notice and test regularly - I'm D&D free (but your status is of no concern to me). And before I bore you to death, just know that I have zero, but zero expectations. A meet just to be your footstool for a half an hour will be met with the same excitement and humility as a meet in which I come to again only to find that I am being fucked or that I sport some teeth marks on me.
My sincerest apologies for going on... Should there be anything I can do or anything else you want to know, I'll be all eager ears. Your prospective slave.
His reply, a mere hour later delighted me: "Hello slave. I have noted the contents of your message. I am unable to accommodate this week, but can travel. Next week I am on holiday. If you can host, we can sort sort something out for tomorrow or Wednesday"
"NOW it is a good morning, Master. It would be a delight to host you on Wednesday. What time did you have in mind and how long should I set aside for it? I'm free any time between 11am and 3pm and in the meantime, my postcode is xxx to allow you to check distance and travel time. I will be totally yours, slave xxx."
He replied and said that he prefers to sort out the details on WhatsApp and gave me his number. Within moments I sent him a message on there. He replied equally quickly: "I'm looking forward to Wednesday and will be at yours for 11am. Meets can last two or three hours." I liked his message and got the following the day before the meet: " Morning slave. I hope you are still looking forward to tomorrow."
"Looking forward is an understatement, Master! As all first meetings can be a bit tentative (testing & checking what works etc.) and while I have no expectations, I hope this helps for a much more adventurous first meet: I <my name> of <my address>, being of sane mind and body, and being under no duress, hereby give total dominion and control over my body to the recipient of this message, a Master from Xxx due to visit me tomorrow (18.10.23). He will be allowed, in fact he is invited and requested, to engage in any form of physical abuse and impact play of his choosing with me and no limits will apply and no restrictions will be placed on him in this respect. I give up all my rights to complain or to seek redress in any form whatsoever irrespective of any physical damage or injury I might suffer. I consider this disclaimer fully legally binding."
My heart raced as I typed this out and my cock was straining against my jeans. I could feel precum coating the inside of the jeans as much as the anxiety that slowly started to wash over me. Both of these things doubled when his reply came back: The hard bit for you slave is mastering your panic instinct... I look forward to hitting you for the first time as well."
Part 2 to follow...
Ps. I am a rather kinky bastard and according to my BDSM Test results an Experimentalist (83%) - this resonates as I would try anything at least once. Or twice to be more accurate as I am a quick study and wouldn't want to judge a book just on the first chapter. I have also got a temp (I hope!!!) - literal - death wish, so disclaimers and cautions are in order.
Erotic asphyxiation "EA") is very dangerous. Really, really dangerous in fact and I strongly advised against it. Autoerotic asphyxiation (EA without a partner) even more so... Just don't. Even worse... many studies now suggest it can be addictive and we all know that which you become addicted to, is likely to end very, very badly.
“EA is truly very risky and may lead to serious injury, including cardiac arrest, brain damage from lack of oxygen, and death.” Janet Brito, PhD. “Breath play in BDSM is, to me, the most dangerous form of play. It is the only play that even if you make no 'mistake,' it can cause severe damage or death. Many dungeons will not allow breath play to be done under any circumstance.” David Pillow (aka Master Kyros), a BDSM Instructor.
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