Trained well from the start

Before I was married to my wife of many years she jerked me off in a park in the car. It took her just a few seconds of just rubbing my very tiny dick and I shot cum in my pants and on her hand. SHe pulled it out and I remember her words were oh my god you are the smallest penis I have ever touched and god you ejaculated so fast I could never have intercourse with something like you. She set me up for my future with her and then wiped her hand on my pants. Her I was sitting with a load in my underwear and on my pants too. I never felt so low in my life. She used this as a way to make me do everything she wanted from me. First she would have me take her places and make me stay in the car for hours as she would go inside someones house or apartment and come back to me looking like she had just had sex. Then she would make me buy her supper and take her home. Sometime she would allow me to kiss her and when she felt like it would have me jerk off my useless penis as she called it, so she could watch and have me eat my cum for her to enjoy and tell me that is as good as it will every get for you and your pinky dicklette. The first time I saw her kiss another man he was a huge black man and they came out on the porch and she was french kissing him deeply, his hands were all over her body as they kissed for severl minutes. She reach over and rubbed his cock and turned to make sure I saw everything. I had been sitting in a hot car for several hours and I almost lost my weak mind. Before long she gave me cloths to wear like this all pink outfit that was a long pair of pink socks that came up to my knees, a pair of pink fluffy rabbit shoes, a pair of pink Terri-cloth short shorts, and a pink net tank top. She told me to wear them and I said no please don't make me wear them so she got out of the car and said strip and put them on or never see her again, but she had me hooked and I did what she told me to. That was the first time I got to see her naked and fuck a big black man that day. We went to this house and we usually went to everyday and I was to wait as usual in the car. After about an hour these two big black men came out and told me to get the fuck out of the car and come in the house. Of course when I did they laughed there asses off at me the way I was dressed. I was completely degraded inside and out as I felt lower that a piece of dog poop. I wonder if she had gone to far with me but she was setting me up for more disappointments ahead. When we went into the house there she was butt naked riding on a black man's huge cock like it was the best thing she had ever done in her life. With several other men watching her fuck I was told to stand where they could all see me too. She told everyone that this is her new boi toy. Dan it made my tiny 2 inch penis tent in the soft Terri-cloth and she said see I told you guys he would love this. He is nothing but a useless boi cunt. Then I soak the pants and was her cuckold for life.