2 finding their true love

state raised from birth and always finding trouble along the way. simple small theft's like candy to hide from everyone else. not toys because they'd find it take it away and punished knowing it had been stolen. my day's started tired. there was breakfast before school in and at the same place. nothing but boy's living there. we dad a few women working there doing teaching and kitchen. we did our schooling like everyone else morning classes a lunch and play time. we all had chores after class and time to play before dinner. cleaned up before heading to the food hall. we all had a assigned tables and chairs. there was about a hundred of us. after dinner everyone cleaned up after themselves and the older k**s had trash duties on a rotating schedule. we had movie nights game nights art nights. before i was apart of all that i don't remember a thing but seeing the other baby's that came threw im sure i wasn't any different. keep away from everyone else until guessing 5 ish. i dont recall there being 50 of them lasting 5yrs before being adopted. i on the other hand wasn't so lucky maybe. i was given to others that got paid to care for me. never cared for any of them. when i wanted to leave i knew that all i had to do was steal get caught by the store and i'd be returned to the boy's home. i never made 3 months outside the place. i knew when i was going eat i knew the schedule and liked it. i had my friends and i missed them. by the time i was no longer being sent to live elsewhere i was 10. now the dark side was that more than a few of the old k**s there like messing with the younger ones. i ended friending with a 16yr old and got me to jerk him off and i wasn't into it but afraid to tell. believing he was my friend. before i was 12 i was talked into licking and kissing his dick. now that i liked. i liked it a lot. he aged out just months after i started. soon after he left another k** 17 let me know that he knew that i like playing with steve's dick. while hiding in a closet he pulled it out and i took to it like a fish to water. he talked me threw sucking it and i loved it more. the first time i sucked his dick was also the first time i swallowed. he aged out as well but no one came forward again letting me know that they knew i like playing with dick. for the rest of my time there i was feeling different from everyone else. at 18 i aged out as well. given the same exit package ( $1k a list of jobs military being one of them places to live like rooms to rent and jobs with a residents. not a military guy and not wanting to live and work needing a car which i didn't have or a licence to drive it if i did. i went to a farm and had my 3 meals a day worked slept and got paid. the farm was a produce farm. corn vegetables and fresh eggs. 2 shifts and you worked one one day and the other the next. up at it by 5am and done at 1pm. the other was 12 to 7. the living quarters was 2 4 bedroom 2 bath homes. had our own rooms but shared the rest of the house. whatever room was available was what you got. we had men and women living together. the women did have there own bathroom as did the men. the owner was a 38yr old woman that had inherited it from her dad. she was 38 and looked late 50's. i was the youngest there and she seemed to enjoy me being there. accustom to helping to cleaning up she treated me nicer than the rest. about a year later with everything going good and i being the only one left out of those that had been there when i got there she was a bit more trustworthy. i had a freak rainstorm lasting a week. while the others remained in our quarters i was invited to hang with Ms Sally. we played games cooked watched movies. the second day i was helping in the house she was drinking and looking frustrated. she asked if i was or had been with anyone on the farm. i told her no and that i hadn't been with anyone ever. she took me to her room stripped me naked and then herself. had me lay on her bed and just sent me to the moon. she had me cum 3 times in her in 90 minutes time. she told me to stay and past out. i was awakened in the middle of the night with her on top of me telling me to fucker again. we cooked watched movies and played games from morning till evening and fucked the rest of the time. when the rain stopped and i returned to my quarters i felt alone again. Sally came to me a week later and told me she wanted me in the house. with nothing but a bag of clothing i was moved in in 30 minutes. about 6 months in she was laying in bed looking at photos with sad eyes. when questioned she just closed it and said make me happy sonny !! not my name just what she called me. after 6 more months i second in charge and i had gotten my driver's licence and had the pleasure of driving the trucks where and when i wanted. life was great. i had a good roof over my head a job money and the love of a woman that i felt was meant to be and had be told that she loved me and felt me had the best connection. i found her laying on the bed again looking at a photo album sadly. this time she let me look at them with her. i took the time to ask questions. whos this when was that and so on. we ended up closing the book and ending our day as we usually did which was having great sex. she loved sex !!! she loved it just about everywhere. every room in the house the 2 barns in the fields. she loved porn !!! she loved watching gangbang movies. always said she'd never do it but that it was exciting to her. i never shared that had once been enjoying give blowjobs. we all have secrets and mine was one i was terrified to tell. i knew i had a real woman that wanted to be taken by many but wasn't going to act on it. she loved toys as well. from small vibraters to big old dildos. one night in the middle of the night i woke up in a sweat. i opened her photo album and went to a picture of her in her teens. it was when my figured out her sadness. i woke her up with a frightened look on my face and she just looked at me like a deer in headlights. i went to my drawer and handed her something that i never understood. she laying naked with me now having her knees spread around my hips leaning over her a ft from nose to nose and i placed a charm on her chest. she took the charm and freaked. she jumped off the bed grabbed her robe and started pacing the house. i went to her and she asked me to give her space. i returned to the room and just layed there alone for hours and hours. the sun had risen and i was wide awake and wanted to go out to the kitchen for coffee. i peeked around the corner seeing her at the kitchen table with her head down. i asked if i could make coffee and she said yes and to bring her a cup to the room when it was ready. i walked in 10 minutes later and she had me place our coffee on her night stand. she had me lay down and she sat on my waste and handed me the other side of the charm. my love was true and she loved me the same. we've made it work now for 45yrs. a mother and sons love is forever