As a boy I ruined all my Orgasms the first 3 years
I remember I hit puberty and had my sexual awakening soon after turning 12, I started waking up with my Dick all sticky and not long after that I started touching myself down there. At first I would just gently fondle my Cock and Balls, it took me a while before I discovered jerking off. I remember that the first time I jerked off long enough to feel my first ever Orgasm building my thought were something like "What is this sensation?! God my Cock feels sooo GOOD!!! Too good almost! This feeling is way too intense! It's SCARY!!" the pleasure was too intense to keep masturbating, so I stopped jerking and let go of my Penis. About 5 seconds later this slimy white stuff came oozing and spurting out of my Dick and it felt REALLY good! I was immediately hooked! It became a regular thing for me to jerk off atleast every 3rd day or so, Orgasms were AMAZING but scary at the same time. Every time it was like my Cock felt too good, so I always had to let go as soon as I could feel the Orgasm coming. I kept up this routine every single time I masturbated when I was 12, 13 & 14. For 3 years this was normal for me.
Not until the age of 15 did I have a proper full on Orgasm. I still remember it clear as yesterday, I was walking down the hallway during a break when one of the hottest girls in school passed me by (this Chubby Iranian girl with long black hair who at that age already had HUGE natural DD Tits, a gorgeous Big FAT juicy Ass, THICC thighs, and a pair of extremely seductive plump Cocksucking lips) Looking at her perfect body I could feel my Cock getting rock HARD in mere seconds, even though I was wearing jeans my Dick was so hard that if I hadn't covered my crotch everyone in the hallway would have seen my boner. I rushed to the bathroom and after locking the door behind me immediately started furiously beating my meat!
For the next 15-20 minutes I was pounding the absolute FUCK out of my Cock while thinking of that girls body and how badly I wanted to fuck her! Imagining how incredible her naked body must look and how good it would feel to touch, what her Breasts would look like without a bra, the size shape and colour of her nipples and what it would feel like to suck on them. Screaming her name in my head over and over again as my fist with a firm grip around the shaft of my Penis kept pummeling HARD against my crotch with every thrust! Eventually I could feel the Orgasm building, but instead of letting go of my Dick like I had done for the past 3 years the grip on my shaft stayed firm and I just kept on POUNDING my Cock like an animal in heat! Thinking to myself "Fuck it! The pleasure might get too intense, but I'm not scared! This time I'm gonna keep beating my meat the whole time as I Orgasm!!"
And so I did, my Cock started spurting Cum as I pointed it down into the toilet bowl. Still jerking off as hard and fast as I was when I felt the Orgasm building. I was right about the pleasure feeling almost too intense by masturbating during the Orgasm, yet as the Sperm ropes flew I just kept going. Feeling sooo FUCKING GOOD while dreaming about fucking the girl all the boys at school was drooling over and imagining blowing my load Balls deep inside her Pussy!! I remember I kept pounding my Dick even after the Cum had stopped spurting and the Orgasm was winding down. I was close to tears from the insane pleasure of my first ever proper non-ruined Orgasm! Once I started to regain my mind after the Orgasm had finished I thought to myself "So that's what a real Orgasm feels like?! Fuck it was INTENSE!! Think I'm gonna keep ruining most of my Orgasms, but this might not be too bad once in a while."
That was the story about how I unknowingly ruined all of my Orgasms for the first 3 years masturbating as a young boy and the experience of my first ever non-ruined Orgasm. For the rest of my teenage years I kept ruining the vast majority of my Orgasms, if I had to guess I would say until I reached age 20 I must have ruined about 80% of all my Orgasms, and I still LOVE to "ruin" my Orgasms to this day. Though nowadays it's probably like a 50/50 if I ruin them or not. <3
Not until the age of 15 did I have a proper full on Orgasm. I still remember it clear as yesterday, I was walking down the hallway during a break when one of the hottest girls in school passed me by (this Chubby Iranian girl with long black hair who at that age already had HUGE natural DD Tits, a gorgeous Big FAT juicy Ass, THICC thighs, and a pair of extremely seductive plump Cocksucking lips) Looking at her perfect body I could feel my Cock getting rock HARD in mere seconds, even though I was wearing jeans my Dick was so hard that if I hadn't covered my crotch everyone in the hallway would have seen my boner. I rushed to the bathroom and after locking the door behind me immediately started furiously beating my meat!
For the next 15-20 minutes I was pounding the absolute FUCK out of my Cock while thinking of that girls body and how badly I wanted to fuck her! Imagining how incredible her naked body must look and how good it would feel to touch, what her Breasts would look like without a bra, the size shape and colour of her nipples and what it would feel like to suck on them. Screaming her name in my head over and over again as my fist with a firm grip around the shaft of my Penis kept pummeling HARD against my crotch with every thrust! Eventually I could feel the Orgasm building, but instead of letting go of my Dick like I had done for the past 3 years the grip on my shaft stayed firm and I just kept on POUNDING my Cock like an animal in heat! Thinking to myself "Fuck it! The pleasure might get too intense, but I'm not scared! This time I'm gonna keep beating my meat the whole time as I Orgasm!!"
And so I did, my Cock started spurting Cum as I pointed it down into the toilet bowl. Still jerking off as hard and fast as I was when I felt the Orgasm building. I was right about the pleasure feeling almost too intense by masturbating during the Orgasm, yet as the Sperm ropes flew I just kept going. Feeling sooo FUCKING GOOD while dreaming about fucking the girl all the boys at school was drooling over and imagining blowing my load Balls deep inside her Pussy!! I remember I kept pounding my Dick even after the Cum had stopped spurting and the Orgasm was winding down. I was close to tears from the insane pleasure of my first ever proper non-ruined Orgasm! Once I started to regain my mind after the Orgasm had finished I thought to myself "So that's what a real Orgasm feels like?! Fuck it was INTENSE!! Think I'm gonna keep ruining most of my Orgasms, but this might not be too bad once in a while."
That was the story about how I unknowingly ruined all of my Orgasms for the first 3 years masturbating as a young boy and the experience of my first ever non-ruined Orgasm. For the rest of my teenage years I kept ruining the vast majority of my Orgasms, if I had to guess I would say until I reached age 20 I must have ruined about 80% of all my Orgasms, and I still LOVE to "ruin" my Orgasms to this day. Though nowadays it's probably like a 50/50 if I ruin them or not. <3
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