Came for the pr0n, stayed for the friends
Right now I'm taking a break from moving boxes for an emergency pest inspection tomorrow morning that the apartment management just announced yesterday afternoon. But that's trivia.
I am still contemplating everything that's happened in the last 4 months and 10 days on xHamster. It is odd. Just as school is ending, a lot of cool people are leaving, or are planning to stop camming. I am going to miss the community of people I've come to know and our conversations. I know I keep saying this: but I am still amazed at how many delightful acquaintances I've made. Coming to xHamster is like going to a local pub where you know everybody and can sit down at a table with your friends and talk about anything.
I need to get back to getting things done, so I am not going to write the thoughtful and insightful commentary I had planned, but I'd like to make a few observations. After putting my life on hold and running at full speed for 9 months, it's like the battle is over and the smoke is clearing and I'm surrounded by a haunting silence.
1. It's amazing how you can get out of shape by being mostly sedentary for 9 months.
2. I need to start eating better again.
3. I need to get more sleep.
4. Most of all, I want to spend more time on someone who really deserves it. Someone who has been patient, warm, and gentle. Someone who has given my what I need. This is my treasure.
I am still contemplating everything that's happened in the last 4 months and 10 days on xHamster. It is odd. Just as school is ending, a lot of cool people are leaving, or are planning to stop camming. I am going to miss the community of people I've come to know and our conversations. I know I keep saying this: but I am still amazed at how many delightful acquaintances I've made. Coming to xHamster is like going to a local pub where you know everybody and can sit down at a table with your friends and talk about anything.
I need to get back to getting things done, so I am not going to write the thoughtful and insightful commentary I had planned, but I'd like to make a few observations. After putting my life on hold and running at full speed for 9 months, it's like the battle is over and the smoke is clearing and I'm surrounded by a haunting silence.
1. It's amazing how you can get out of shape by being mostly sedentary for 9 months.
2. I need to start eating better again.
3. I need to get more sleep.
4. Most of all, I want to spend more time on someone who really deserves it. Someone who has been patient, warm, and gentle. Someone who has given my what I need. This is my treasure.
13 years ago