Anal numbing cream gone wrong
TW: anal fissure
Three months ago I bought new numbing cream. Not one of those where you feel a little less than usual, no. I bought a cream that made the area it's used on totally numb. Like literally nothing, even if you use heat, cold, or anything beyond that.
It wasn't my first experience of that kind. Having a slightly numb opening was a huge turn on. I knew that theres a big dildo or plug in there. I felt the pressure from my insides being pushed away. I felt that my prostate was about to explode. But my hole felt more relaxed and the sharp pain when you come across the widest part of a toy was barely painful. After those sessions I always gaped way more than before, I couldn't hold back any lube that was left in me, it just dripped out because my muscles were not contracting anymore as a result of the reduced sensation. Don't worry, this is not due to damage and it always goes away after about 20 minutes. But in those minutes it was hot as fuck and I enjoyed it so much that Iwanted needed more.
So I bought this overpriced and over-achieving numbing cream from my local pharmacy and HOLY FUCK!!!! it felt so amazing, because I felt absolutely nothing, like at all.
I began stretching my hole with some dildos, some plugs. I went the safe route and to avoid injuries I worked myself up pretty good even before I applied anything. Because if I'm already stretched to the max, nothing can happen, right? WRONG! Oh fuck I was so wrong.
I took the whole package of cream. The first half got injected into my rear (like an enema), then I used the rest on my hole itself and lubed every toy I was about to use with it. While the cream was in me I was plugged with a 3" toy that kept my sphincter wide open like it has to be. After 10 minutes I carefully went to town on a part of my collection, I rode them fast, hard, deep. Let them rest in me for an extra long time. After a while I was satisfied, hollowed out and completely wrecked.
It took me until the next day, when I went to the bathroom to discover a fucking huge anal fissure that was about to cause me pain and massive discomfort until today. Now, I can slowly try to grow up in size again, without having a sudden sharp pain that feels like a razor travelling through your delicate parts.
So please, be safe and think twice. Pain is your body telling you that something is wrong. Numbing it is okay, but never go so much further, don't block it completely because you won't know the difference between this fine line of "expanding your horizon" and "crossing a point of no return".
Three months ago I bought new numbing cream. Not one of those where you feel a little less than usual, no. I bought a cream that made the area it's used on totally numb. Like literally nothing, even if you use heat, cold, or anything beyond that.
It wasn't my first experience of that kind. Having a slightly numb opening was a huge turn on. I knew that theres a big dildo or plug in there. I felt the pressure from my insides being pushed away. I felt that my prostate was about to explode. But my hole felt more relaxed and the sharp pain when you come across the widest part of a toy was barely painful. After those sessions I always gaped way more than before, I couldn't hold back any lube that was left in me, it just dripped out because my muscles were not contracting anymore as a result of the reduced sensation. Don't worry, this is not due to damage and it always goes away after about 20 minutes. But in those minutes it was hot as fuck and I enjoyed it so much that I
So I bought this overpriced and over-achieving numbing cream from my local pharmacy and HOLY FUCK!!!! it felt so amazing, because I felt absolutely nothing, like at all.
I began stretching my hole with some dildos, some plugs. I went the safe route and to avoid injuries I worked myself up pretty good even before I applied anything. Because if I'm already stretched to the max, nothing can happen, right? WRONG! Oh fuck I was so wrong.
I took the whole package of cream. The first half got injected into my rear (like an enema), then I used the rest on my hole itself and lubed every toy I was about to use with it. While the cream was in me I was plugged with a 3" toy that kept my sphincter wide open like it has to be. After 10 minutes I carefully went to town on a part of my collection, I rode them fast, hard, deep. Let them rest in me for an extra long time. After a while I was satisfied, hollowed out and completely wrecked.
It took me until the next day, when I went to the bathroom to discover a fucking huge anal fissure that was about to cause me pain and massive discomfort until today. Now, I can slowly try to grow up in size again, without having a sudden sharp pain that feels like a razor travelling through your delicate parts.
So please, be safe and think twice. Pain is your body telling you that something is wrong. Numbing it is okay, but never go so much further, don't block it completely because you won't know the difference between this fine line of "expanding your horizon" and "crossing a point of no return".
8 months ago
