EMASCULATED: The "Perfect" Woman!
I've been a porn addict since puberty, but I don't think I've ever seen a sexier video than this! So HOT! So DARK! So fucking EVIL! I'm sure you can find sexier stuff like this on the dark web, but this is beautiful!
In my case I had it all, a beautiful wife, a good job, respect in my community and church, and I traded it all to enter a life of degradation and servitude to another man! He got to my wife first - they had an affair. She insisted upon my meeting him, and gradually he and I became very close. SO close that my wife began to become jealous of our friendship and insisted that I stop hanging out with him. When our relationship became sexual. He wanted me to tell my wife that we were having sex, but I didn't want to. He pressured me into having sex with him in our house when she was out. He knew that eventually she would catch us, which she did. He was banging me in our bed when she came home, my skinny pale legs up over his dark shoulders and he was slamming me hard when she opened the door. She kicked me out of the house, and I went to live with him.
As time passed, he became more and more dominating - booth psychologically and physically I became a virtual prisoner of his, doing more and more degrading sexual acts - usually in adult bookstores and often in gay dungeon bathhouses. He had cut me off from all outside influences - family, friends, any outsiders. I had to quit my job, so I never really got out. We had television but it wasn't connected to any service, so all we could watch was porn. When he was at home all we did was constantly watch porn and have sex! When he was at work, I kept busy cleaning the house and washing his clothes, then I would usually watch porn and masturbate until he came home, and then we'd cuddle up on the sofa and watch it together.
Because I was small and very slightly built, he wanted me to wear high heels and lipstick and to basically be his wife. As time went on, I became more and more feminine. I naturally have very soft, smooth hairless skin, so it was easy for me to think of myself as a girl, and it made it easy for me to pass as a biological female. Initially going out with Ray dressed, I was a little self-conscious, but no one ever questioned whether or not I was a girl. So, I gained confidence and began dressing sexier at his suggestion. We would go to the mall, and he would have me walk around by myself while he sat on a bench observing me. Usually, I was dressed in short skirts or butt baring short shorts and high heels and he would watch as men hit on me. I understood that under no circumstances was I to give out my number, but a lot of guys gave me their numbers.
Eventually he began taking me out to adult bookstores. He would dress me up in the sexiest outfits - bare legs, high heels, lipstick - and he would always hold my arm to walk me inside. Once we were in the back where the video booths are he would have me take off all my clothes except for my high heels and we'd go in the booths to suck cock through the glory holes. He loved to watch me sucking cock at the holes and would videotape me doing it. Eventually he began inviting men to come over to our side, where i could really attend to all the needs of a horny man! Occasionally a guy would see my penis and get turned off, and that gave him the idea of having me neutered. I was really resistant to that but no matter how much I cried, begged, pleaded with him, eventually I realized that it was going to happen, so I mentally prepared myself for the operation.
We went to several doctors before deciding on the one who would perform the operation - which was to include removal of my penis and testicles, and a boob job. A few of the doctors recognized immediately the hold he had over me, and that I was being forced to undergo the procedure, and these doctors refused to comply. They would get me alone and ask me if it was me who wanted to participate or was it because he wanted me to do it. I always insisted it was my own choice and desire, but I guess I wasn't able to conceal the fear and misery in my eyes.
Finally, we met Dr. X. I won't name him because I don't want to get sued, but he turned out to be a sadist. You could see the excitement in his face when he realized that it was my Man who wanted this for me. He could care less about me or what I wanted. He eagerly agreed to perform the procedures and wanted to get started immediately. I had been taking estrogen to enlarge my breasts ever since moving in with him - at his insistence - he told me he wanted me to be the perfect woman - no periods, no pregnancies, no mood swings, and always ready and eager to participate in lewd sexual acts at his demand.
He made me get both my penis and testicles removed surgically - not a sex change - there was no manufactured vagina - just a smooth bump with a small hole to urinate. I lost my dignity as a human being - but for Him it was totally worth it! He had psychologically emasculated since I met Him, and now I had been totally emasculated. I didn't have a vagina, my anus served that purpose, and once I healed completely, I was a total fuck doll! Smooth sexy feminine body, a nice set of womanly tits for men to fondle during sex - he told me that now no biological woman could compete with me!
In my case I had it all, a beautiful wife, a good job, respect in my community and church, and I traded it all to enter a life of degradation and servitude to another man! He got to my wife first - they had an affair. She insisted upon my meeting him, and gradually he and I became very close. SO close that my wife began to become jealous of our friendship and insisted that I stop hanging out with him. When our relationship became sexual. He wanted me to tell my wife that we were having sex, but I didn't want to. He pressured me into having sex with him in our house when she was out. He knew that eventually she would catch us, which she did. He was banging me in our bed when she came home, my skinny pale legs up over his dark shoulders and he was slamming me hard when she opened the door. She kicked me out of the house, and I went to live with him.
As time passed, he became more and more dominating - booth psychologically and physically I became a virtual prisoner of his, doing more and more degrading sexual acts - usually in adult bookstores and often in gay dungeon bathhouses. He had cut me off from all outside influences - family, friends, any outsiders. I had to quit my job, so I never really got out. We had television but it wasn't connected to any service, so all we could watch was porn. When he was at home all we did was constantly watch porn and have sex! When he was at work, I kept busy cleaning the house and washing his clothes, then I would usually watch porn and masturbate until he came home, and then we'd cuddle up on the sofa and watch it together.
Because I was small and very slightly built, he wanted me to wear high heels and lipstick and to basically be his wife. As time went on, I became more and more feminine. I naturally have very soft, smooth hairless skin, so it was easy for me to think of myself as a girl, and it made it easy for me to pass as a biological female. Initially going out with Ray dressed, I was a little self-conscious, but no one ever questioned whether or not I was a girl. So, I gained confidence and began dressing sexier at his suggestion. We would go to the mall, and he would have me walk around by myself while he sat on a bench observing me. Usually, I was dressed in short skirts or butt baring short shorts and high heels and he would watch as men hit on me. I understood that under no circumstances was I to give out my number, but a lot of guys gave me their numbers.
Eventually he began taking me out to adult bookstores. He would dress me up in the sexiest outfits - bare legs, high heels, lipstick - and he would always hold my arm to walk me inside. Once we were in the back where the video booths are he would have me take off all my clothes except for my high heels and we'd go in the booths to suck cock through the glory holes. He loved to watch me sucking cock at the holes and would videotape me doing it. Eventually he began inviting men to come over to our side, where i could really attend to all the needs of a horny man! Occasionally a guy would see my penis and get turned off, and that gave him the idea of having me neutered. I was really resistant to that but no matter how much I cried, begged, pleaded with him, eventually I realized that it was going to happen, so I mentally prepared myself for the operation.
We went to several doctors before deciding on the one who would perform the operation - which was to include removal of my penis and testicles, and a boob job. A few of the doctors recognized immediately the hold he had over me, and that I was being forced to undergo the procedure, and these doctors refused to comply. They would get me alone and ask me if it was me who wanted to participate or was it because he wanted me to do it. I always insisted it was my own choice and desire, but I guess I wasn't able to conceal the fear and misery in my eyes.
Finally, we met Dr. X. I won't name him because I don't want to get sued, but he turned out to be a sadist. You could see the excitement in his face when he realized that it was my Man who wanted this for me. He could care less about me or what I wanted. He eagerly agreed to perform the procedures and wanted to get started immediately. I had been taking estrogen to enlarge my breasts ever since moving in with him - at his insistence - he told me he wanted me to be the perfect woman - no periods, no pregnancies, no mood swings, and always ready and eager to participate in lewd sexual acts at his demand.
He made me get both my penis and testicles removed surgically - not a sex change - there was no manufactured vagina - just a smooth bump with a small hole to urinate. I lost my dignity as a human being - but for Him it was totally worth it! He had psychologically emasculated since I met Him, and now I had been totally emasculated. I didn't have a vagina, my anus served that purpose, and once I healed completely, I was a total fuck doll! Smooth sexy feminine body, a nice set of womanly tits for men to fondle during sex - he told me that now no biological woman could compete with me!
4 months ago