I guess I am bisexual

Many articles, posts, stories on what male to male thoughts, fantasies or sex means. None should be negative to the various definitions assigned to male on male sex.

I can only speak for myself. I love women, their beautiful, bodies, feminine nature. My clear preference for a partner. However, i have seen situations that do not mean it is a one or other status or classification. There are reasons engaging with a male or men is pleasing.

First, finding women for casual sex can be a complicated situation.

I sucked my first cock two years ago, I wish I had started sooner.

While I could not care less about a man in normal life, fantasies about anonymous sex grew. Completely different. I thought about oral sex and being submissive to men. I wanted to please them, serve them, even make them happy as older, neglected married or single men. It was erotic. I think it would be nice to have a male friend to get naked and play with from time to time. I like hearing their moans and groans as I deepthroat their cocks at the arcade. Now a couple times in stores, in the last year, I have seen a good looking smooth young man, 18+ and thought it would be nice to get naked in bed with him and play.

Bisexual for me has a submissive element. Not an oversexed guy needing to pound something. Being a "bottom" seems more frequent in the M on M talk. I am a tall masculine male but I can be submissive at the arcade or dominate. I enjoy the thought of 4 men surrounding me and me pleasing them. They are grateful often. I am easy going and just there to have some pleasure and give pleasure. While I am enjoying working on a cock with my lips, tongue, mouth and throat, it gives a lot of pleasure to the guy with the cock. A win win. They thank me and I thank them. Yum. I sucked a guy recently very intently, really working on his cock and balls, he was moaning and he came in my mouth, when done he said, whoa, that was intense. That made me feel good and I enjoyed it but it is some work but an enjoyable hobby.

So, bi is not gay, not even preferred usually. It is ok, it has its place, it may have a submissive side, and it is sexual.
But, you may call me anything you want, if you call me a cock sucking phagut, it turns me on.

I copied this from zebra25's page and made a few, a lot of changes. I think it describes my situation well. I think it is interesting being straight for 50 years and now sucking cocks and playing naked with men in booths. What a journey life can be, fun times. It sure is an easy way to get sex, going to the arcade. I think more straight guys should find out sooner, younger that it is okay to play with other men and make each other feel good. At work, the gym, in stores, I am looking at beautiful women, yum. I watch man on man porn here mostly now, watched straight porn for decades and started appreciating the men's cocks as they fucked women or were sucked by women. Peter North, Joey Silva, wow, yum. I think this happens to a lot of guys. I play with a lot of older men at the arcade and many are married. It just feels good and is erotic, kinky, fun. I am not into getting into a romantic relationship with a man, its just feel-good sex, even if I am making out with a guy in a booth, his warm wet lips and tongue feel good to be up against and suck on. Straight guys, please try it, we need more play partners. : )