Sucking an Older Man

In my early twenties, the first time I got talked into getting down and sucking on an older man’s dick, changed my way of thinking about my feelings towards cocks. He displayed his big, soft cock, it looked delicious lying there. He talked me down on my knees, rubbed it on my face and I opened up. With his hands on my head and his dick in my mouth, I loved hearing his nasty words of encouragement while sucking and bobbing on him until he came deep in my throat. Afterwards, with the taste of his cum in my mouth, he asked “How does it taste”. I felt humiliated and denied to myself what I did. Days later after rerunning the scene over and over in my head I found myself wanting to contact the same guy so I could have him cum in my mouth again and experience those same inner feelings. As time went by, I continued to suck my older Daddy on a daily basis with him cumming and me swallowing, I found I was enjoying the role as a his submissive on my knees especially when he dressed me up in bra and panties, had my toenails polished, and had me kneel in front of him, between his legs, with his big cock stuffed in my mouth. He’d have his hand pressing on the back of my head, told me to moan and make noise, and would often call me his bitch and whore as he watched my mouth preform on his cock. After he came, he demanded I hold my mouth open and showing him his cum on my tongue before swallowing. It was those few years that defined my sissy label and I couldn't be happier.