From Top to Bottom.
I had always been attracted to cock and very oral, but that was the extent of it, for the most part. Until I got older, that is. Things that were once only fleeting sexual thoughts and interests were now taking center stage. It felt like a sissy side was emerging. Always dominate, always alpha before, but as I aged, I could see the joys of being a beta. I began to understand the thrill of being a submissive, of being used for another man's pleasure. Slowly, steadily, things changed for me. Sometimes, it just felt so right, so arousing. Thoughts of it made my precum flow. This is that journey.
Usually, my flings happened between girlfriends. The lust for cock was always there, building and building. I started to become addicted to facial videos. Most guys and some girls enjoy them, I had found. At first, I just thought that they were sexy. Beautiful cumshots on beautiful, lust filled faces. Slowly, it became more. I met a guy. The urge to feel cum on my face had become overwhelming. Those submissive, almost sissy, lusts had become so strong. I enjoyed sucking cock, but this was different. This was a different kind of need. I wanted to be on my knees that first time. I asked him for it and even that was a thrill. He stroked himself only inches from my face. The anticipation, I thought that I would try it, I'd let him cum on me and then it would be out of my system. How wrong I was. Feeling the first stream of jizz land on my face took my breath away. It was both euphoric and a revelation. The second, the third ropes of cum covered my face and landed in my gaped mouth. My brain and body tingled, raw, blissful.
I felt different somehow, yet I tried to shug it off. At least until my next male encounter. I couldn't resist it and even had a new fantasy. Was it even more submissive? It felt so natural. I layed on my back and pulled him on top of me. Still not ready to give up on being the alpha, just yet, I guess. Even though I was putting myself in such a submissve position. His weight on my chest, my arms almost pinned to my sides, his sexy cock and balls just above me. Why was it such a turn on for me? I could feel my precum flowing as I licked on every inch and curve of him. Stroking him, sucking him. Orgasms building, for both of us. Building, climbing, edging, I felt so close when he finally released his load. Stroking him off, I pointed his tip at my face and he exploded.
With a girlfriend out of town, I knew that I wanted to try something new. I lubed up her dildo and rubbed it's tip on my opening. I was so turned on, it felt so much better than I imagined. I was so hard! I pushed it up my ass and it made my precum run down my hard, throbbing shaft. I came so hard, imagining a real cock inside me, filling me, using me. I knew that I wanted to experience it, for real.
Back to my regular spots and I took home just the sort of man I wanted to be my first. A real top, big, muscular and bearded. I could easily imagine giving myself to him. Even better, I could imagine him just taking me! I had told him that I had never been fucked, he knew exacfly why he was there. I would give him the "Girlfriend" experience, too. I would do everything that a girlfriend would do for her man. Kissing, a massage, a blowjob, then taking cock and getting fucked to orgasm. I loved the role, seeing and feeling his thick dick grow under my lips. Sensually licking his tight balls. The salty taste and musky scent filled my senses, heightning my arousal. Making me want and need him all the more.
I got on top of him and pointed his cock's tip at my hole. Lowering on to him, it was so much better than I even imagined. Warm and pulsing with energy, his cock filled me, stretched me and hit such amazing pleasure points. Again, precum flowed, I thought that I could cum at any second. Such an amazing sensation! I rode his cock until my legs shook and his stomach was wet from so much of my clear, sticky precum. He took over, as a good top should. I was submissive, like a good bottom should be. I layed down and he pushed his cock up my ass. He felt different, this was, "getting fucked!" Pounding me slamming into me, smashing me, he made me a bitch that night. He made me his bitch, that night. When he came and I felt warm cum fill me, I could only whimper and smile. As a friend commented, it was a realization, "Oh wow, I'm a sissy now" and "Wow, I'm such a f*ggot now."
He pretty regularly took me, using my ass as his cum dump. Sometimes, quickies, I'd slobber all over his cock as I sucked it. Then turn around and he would slam into me. Fucking me hard, in a frenzy, until he could shoot his load deep inside. Other times, those amazing, "girlfriend" experiences. No, a better name for them, those "sissy" experiences. Taking my time to kiss and pleasure him. There was such pleasure for me in it, too. He would just lay back and I'd kiss his lips, his neck and breath in his scent. I'd lick his nipples, gently suck on them, heightening his arousal. Kiss down his belly and around his magnificent cock. I knew better than to make him wait for my mouth too long. A few quick kisses, then I'd run my mouth and lips over his length and feel it throb. Such a turn on! After I made him nice and hard, he would fuck me how ever he wanted. My favorite sessions? They were extended encounters where he would give me cum on my face and in my mouth. Then, fuck me like a whore until he could cum once more and fill my ass with his amazing jizz.
I pretty much stopped pursuing women, at that point. There would be the occasional date, maybe just for appearances. I knew where my desires layed, however.
Now, I am officially a cum slut, taking hard, horny cock, regularly. Getting ass fucked and loving it. I even love saying it. A true cum slut, finding my way into threesomes and foursomes. Taking loads from sometimes anonymous cocks. Sometimes taking multiple loads at once or in the same evening. Older now, I have given into my cravings and desires.
I met a gay couple, very masculine, both what I'd call "Tops," muscular, tattoed. I went home with them that same night. What a night! They pulled off my shirt and nursed at my nipples. It made my knees weak! Licking and sucking them as I stood. All I could do was moan and rub the backs of their heads. They stood and each one kissed me. Deep, tongue kissing. I felt hands on my shoulders guiding me down. That is a thrill on it's own! Eye level with their still covered cocks. I rubbed them and freed them, knowing the pleasure of being on my knees for them. One, thick shafted, veiny, with an almost red head. The other, pale, uncut and smooth looking. Both beautiful, both were devoured. My own cock ached and throbbed in the pleasure of it all, already wet and eager to explode. This was for them, however, as any good sissy would know.
One put his hands on each side of my face and fucked my mouth. I could taste his sweet, stcicky precum. It made me feel intlxicated. The other ripped down my pants, exposing my eager, hungry manpussy. I moaned out and pushed further down his shaft until my nose sank into his shaved pubic mound. Cock down my throat, I felt that wonderful sensation of cool lube being rubbed on my anus. A hand on my hip, then cock up my ass. A fantasy come true!
They shared me that night. Spent, used and satisfied. They took me into the shower afterwards, were it all continued. Fingers up my ass, their mouths on mine.
Back in bed, I simply could not keep my hands and lips off their cocks, like a love sick puppy. Like the total cum slut sissy, I was. They told me that they had a boy toy. They said that we all should get together. The fact that they both seemed like such tops made more sense now. They probably had a stable of bottoms ready to please them. I was happy to be one of them!
Usually, my flings happened between girlfriends. The lust for cock was always there, building and building. I started to become addicted to facial videos. Most guys and some girls enjoy them, I had found. At first, I just thought that they were sexy. Beautiful cumshots on beautiful, lust filled faces. Slowly, it became more. I met a guy. The urge to feel cum on my face had become overwhelming. Those submissive, almost sissy, lusts had become so strong. I enjoyed sucking cock, but this was different. This was a different kind of need. I wanted to be on my knees that first time. I asked him for it and even that was a thrill. He stroked himself only inches from my face. The anticipation, I thought that I would try it, I'd let him cum on me and then it would be out of my system. How wrong I was. Feeling the first stream of jizz land on my face took my breath away. It was both euphoric and a revelation. The second, the third ropes of cum covered my face and landed in my gaped mouth. My brain and body tingled, raw, blissful.
I felt different somehow, yet I tried to shug it off. At least until my next male encounter. I couldn't resist it and even had a new fantasy. Was it even more submissive? It felt so natural. I layed on my back and pulled him on top of me. Still not ready to give up on being the alpha, just yet, I guess. Even though I was putting myself in such a submissve position. His weight on my chest, my arms almost pinned to my sides, his sexy cock and balls just above me. Why was it such a turn on for me? I could feel my precum flowing as I licked on every inch and curve of him. Stroking him, sucking him. Orgasms building, for both of us. Building, climbing, edging, I felt so close when he finally released his load. Stroking him off, I pointed his tip at my face and he exploded.
With a girlfriend out of town, I knew that I wanted to try something new. I lubed up her dildo and rubbed it's tip on my opening. I was so turned on, it felt so much better than I imagined. I was so hard! I pushed it up my ass and it made my precum run down my hard, throbbing shaft. I came so hard, imagining a real cock inside me, filling me, using me. I knew that I wanted to experience it, for real.
Back to my regular spots and I took home just the sort of man I wanted to be my first. A real top, big, muscular and bearded. I could easily imagine giving myself to him. Even better, I could imagine him just taking me! I had told him that I had never been fucked, he knew exacfly why he was there. I would give him the "Girlfriend" experience, too. I would do everything that a girlfriend would do for her man. Kissing, a massage, a blowjob, then taking cock and getting fucked to orgasm. I loved the role, seeing and feeling his thick dick grow under my lips. Sensually licking his tight balls. The salty taste and musky scent filled my senses, heightning my arousal. Making me want and need him all the more.
I got on top of him and pointed his cock's tip at my hole. Lowering on to him, it was so much better than I even imagined. Warm and pulsing with energy, his cock filled me, stretched me and hit such amazing pleasure points. Again, precum flowed, I thought that I could cum at any second. Such an amazing sensation! I rode his cock until my legs shook and his stomach was wet from so much of my clear, sticky precum. He took over, as a good top should. I was submissive, like a good bottom should be. I layed down and he pushed his cock up my ass. He felt different, this was, "getting fucked!" Pounding me slamming into me, smashing me, he made me a bitch that night. He made me his bitch, that night. When he came and I felt warm cum fill me, I could only whimper and smile. As a friend commented, it was a realization, "Oh wow, I'm a sissy now" and "Wow, I'm such a f*ggot now."
He pretty regularly took me, using my ass as his cum dump. Sometimes, quickies, I'd slobber all over his cock as I sucked it. Then turn around and he would slam into me. Fucking me hard, in a frenzy, until he could shoot his load deep inside. Other times, those amazing, "girlfriend" experiences. No, a better name for them, those "sissy" experiences. Taking my time to kiss and pleasure him. There was such pleasure for me in it, too. He would just lay back and I'd kiss his lips, his neck and breath in his scent. I'd lick his nipples, gently suck on them, heightening his arousal. Kiss down his belly and around his magnificent cock. I knew better than to make him wait for my mouth too long. A few quick kisses, then I'd run my mouth and lips over his length and feel it throb. Such a turn on! After I made him nice and hard, he would fuck me how ever he wanted. My favorite sessions? They were extended encounters where he would give me cum on my face and in my mouth. Then, fuck me like a whore until he could cum once more and fill my ass with his amazing jizz.
I pretty much stopped pursuing women, at that point. There would be the occasional date, maybe just for appearances. I knew where my desires layed, however.
Now, I am officially a cum slut, taking hard, horny cock, regularly. Getting ass fucked and loving it. I even love saying it. A true cum slut, finding my way into threesomes and foursomes. Taking loads from sometimes anonymous cocks. Sometimes taking multiple loads at once or in the same evening. Older now, I have given into my cravings and desires.
I met a gay couple, very masculine, both what I'd call "Tops," muscular, tattoed. I went home with them that same night. What a night! They pulled off my shirt and nursed at my nipples. It made my knees weak! Licking and sucking them as I stood. All I could do was moan and rub the backs of their heads. They stood and each one kissed me. Deep, tongue kissing. I felt hands on my shoulders guiding me down. That is a thrill on it's own! Eye level with their still covered cocks. I rubbed them and freed them, knowing the pleasure of being on my knees for them. One, thick shafted, veiny, with an almost red head. The other, pale, uncut and smooth looking. Both beautiful, both were devoured. My own cock ached and throbbed in the pleasure of it all, already wet and eager to explode. This was for them, however, as any good sissy would know.
One put his hands on each side of my face and fucked my mouth. I could taste his sweet, stcicky precum. It made me feel intlxicated. The other ripped down my pants, exposing my eager, hungry manpussy. I moaned out and pushed further down his shaft until my nose sank into his shaved pubic mound. Cock down my throat, I felt that wonderful sensation of cool lube being rubbed on my anus. A hand on my hip, then cock up my ass. A fantasy come true!
They shared me that night. Spent, used and satisfied. They took me into the shower afterwards, were it all continued. Fingers up my ass, their mouths on mine.
Back in bed, I simply could not keep my hands and lips off their cocks, like a love sick puppy. Like the total cum slut sissy, I was. They told me that they had a boy toy. They said that we all should get together. The fact that they both seemed like such tops made more sense now. They probably had a stable of bottoms ready to please them. I was happy to be one of them!
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