Details About my Emancipation from DomMaster81

Many folks have asked me to reveal what happened to cause me to emancipate from DomMaster81. The short answer is that this is a private matter, between me and DomMaster81. However, questions continued both to me and DomMaster81 and He has asked me to set the record straight.

First, let me say that i am not the perfect slave for most Masters and Mistresses. i am happily married and my Husband and i both work from home leaving precious little free time for online chat and role play, and even less "alone time" to complete real life tasks. Some tasks can be completed within days, others might require months before the time and conditions to be right. i don't share most tasks with my Husband, because while He is supportive of my online play (and often is the beneficiary of a very horny wife because of such play), there are intensely humiliating and degrading things i have done for online Dom/mes that would inevitably cause Him to see me in a different light

i am also intensely private. i do not meet online contacts outside of the online space, and the only images i share of myself are ones that Hubby and i decided long ago would be appropriate to share online to give folks a feel for the woman with whom they are chatting and playing.

The training i have received since i started role playing in the late 90s does not allow me to tell made up stories about what i have done for a Dom/me (which would often be faster and much easier), rather i must complete tasks to the best of my ability then report accurately on my completion, regardless of my successes or failures.

This brings U/us to a critically important facet of any BDSM relationship... honesty and trust. i have given 100% honesty and trust to every Dom/me i have served over the past 25+ years and as far as i know, i have received the same in return, until now. The falling out with DomMaster81 related to trust, and has caused me to question whether i will ever be able to serve another online Master or Mistress in this way.

i was given a task that i knew would take a while to complete. i told DomMaster81 that it would take some time to complete the task, but He repeatedly asked me about it, then grew impatient and forbid me from logging into to xHamster of FetLife until the task was complete. i obediently followed His orders, though it was painful to be ostracized from so many good friends here. He then grew more impatient and took further actions that sought to completely alienate me from friends i have communicated with for over a decade. This was the last straw, violating my trust in Him and showing a side that i had not seen before, a petulant, imature side that sought not to protect and cherish His property, but rather to banish it.

With that said, i know deep down i am a pleasure slut, and my greatest joys online come from pleasing Masters and Mistresses, most often by giving Them orgasms, or suffering for Their amusement. This will not stop. i will continue to post available times to serve and role play online on my "Virtual whore Available For Use and Service" post/writing at xHamster and FetLife. As explained in the post/writing, my service is given freely, i only ask that clients comment on the post/writing with honest ratings and feedback about the virtual service i provide. This will allow Others to know what to expect when using me, and will also allow me to grow and learn to serve better.

submissively, n