Giving in. Part one
Okay, I'm admitting to doing some "not smart" things here. I think that maybe it is because I had denied my lusts for so long, that they had become so overpowering. They had begun to control me. I should say that I am 57, now. That is a long time to wait, to deny my lust for cock.
This, these, posts are a sort of confession for me. I might as well be honest, with you, with myself. I am attracted to black cock. Maybe it goes back to my youth. So many amazing firsts were with black guys, some older, one younger. For me, it's not even about size. I usually don't really care. (Although, I will admit to a few jaw drops, here and there!) I just find dark cock so much more alluring. Knowing that, it might help to understand that when another guy recently asked me to meet him in a parking lot, I did not hesitate to agree. He assured me that the area was very friendly to the life style, very blue and very liberal.
Driving to the location, I was struck by the amount homeless, open drug use and prostitution. Why is it that the more liberal an area, the more crime ridden and dirty it is? Why is it that the seediness of it all was somehow turning me on? Why would he want to meet in such an environment? I saw him and recognized him immediately. I got out and was struck by the scent of urine. Is this how deserpate I had become? Wait before you answer that!
"You ready to suck dick?" I was shocked, not only by the boldness but also at the volume. He could see it on my face, saying, "These fools don't care." I asked, "What? Here?" I cooly responded, "Yeah, man. I like showing off," and promptly took out his massive black cock. The sight made my knees weaken, as if they knew my quick descent would happen before my brain did. My head fizzed and popped, stuck between the the beauty of his cock and the absurdity of situation and location. In the middle of the day, in the back of a dirty parking lot, I felt myself succumb to my sexual desires. So kiny, so filthy and so much fun!
I went to my knees in front of him and slowly ran my tongue all over the length of his hanging, black dick. The way it looked! The way kt felt on my lips and tongue! Why not make a show out of it? I felt on display anyways! Licking his girthy, long shaft like a complete sissy. Fuck, it was such a turn on! I imagined eyes on me, real or not. What a thrill. I had his hard dick in my hand and my lips wrapped around his glans when the corner of my eye caught a passer by. I think he stopped, I think he watched for a second, then moved on. I heard hoots and hollers and looked over to see a guy recording me on his cell phone. I waved him off, but was too drunk on black dick to stop.
I could tell that my man was grooving on it. Slow, rhythmic moves and gyrations. Clearly, he loved having his cock sucked in public by a muscular, white man! I clearly loved sucking black cock, in public, just as much. "Yeah man!" he pulled his cock from me and slapped my face with it. All I could mutter was, "Yes, yes!" I dove forward and licked, mouthed and sucked his musky balls. The scent, the sensation made my precum flow! More people walked by, more stopped, but I no longer cared. On my knees, I asked for his cum as he stroked himself. He held my head, as a stud does with his bitch. And yelled out, for all to hear as he came on my face and in my mouth. I made loud, lewd sucking sounds the second I could get my mouth back on him!
After several more minutes, I got up and seemed to stagger, drunk on black cum. "Maybe next time, I'll fuck that ass," he said, loud enough for all to hear. I did not answer, but couldn't wait!
This, these, posts are a sort of confession for me. I might as well be honest, with you, with myself. I am attracted to black cock. Maybe it goes back to my youth. So many amazing firsts were with black guys, some older, one younger. For me, it's not even about size. I usually don't really care. (Although, I will admit to a few jaw drops, here and there!) I just find dark cock so much more alluring. Knowing that, it might help to understand that when another guy recently asked me to meet him in a parking lot, I did not hesitate to agree. He assured me that the area was very friendly to the life style, very blue and very liberal.
Driving to the location, I was struck by the amount homeless, open drug use and prostitution. Why is it that the more liberal an area, the more crime ridden and dirty it is? Why is it that the seediness of it all was somehow turning me on? Why would he want to meet in such an environment? I saw him and recognized him immediately. I got out and was struck by the scent of urine. Is this how deserpate I had become? Wait before you answer that!
"You ready to suck dick?" I was shocked, not only by the boldness but also at the volume. He could see it on my face, saying, "These fools don't care." I asked, "What? Here?" I cooly responded, "Yeah, man. I like showing off," and promptly took out his massive black cock. The sight made my knees weaken, as if they knew my quick descent would happen before my brain did. My head fizzed and popped, stuck between the the beauty of his cock and the absurdity of situation and location. In the middle of the day, in the back of a dirty parking lot, I felt myself succumb to my sexual desires. So kiny, so filthy and so much fun!
I went to my knees in front of him and slowly ran my tongue all over the length of his hanging, black dick. The way it looked! The way kt felt on my lips and tongue! Why not make a show out of it? I felt on display anyways! Licking his girthy, long shaft like a complete sissy. Fuck, it was such a turn on! I imagined eyes on me, real or not. What a thrill. I had his hard dick in my hand and my lips wrapped around his glans when the corner of my eye caught a passer by. I think he stopped, I think he watched for a second, then moved on. I heard hoots and hollers and looked over to see a guy recording me on his cell phone. I waved him off, but was too drunk on black dick to stop.
I could tell that my man was grooving on it. Slow, rhythmic moves and gyrations. Clearly, he loved having his cock sucked in public by a muscular, white man! I clearly loved sucking black cock, in public, just as much. "Yeah man!" he pulled his cock from me and slapped my face with it. All I could mutter was, "Yes, yes!" I dove forward and licked, mouthed and sucked his musky balls. The scent, the sensation made my precum flow! More people walked by, more stopped, but I no longer cared. On my knees, I asked for his cum as he stroked himself. He held my head, as a stud does with his bitch. And yelled out, for all to hear as he came on my face and in my mouth. I made loud, lewd sucking sounds the second I could get my mouth back on him!
After several more minutes, I got up and seemed to stagger, drunk on black cum. "Maybe next time, I'll fuck that ass," he said, loud enough for all to hear. I did not answer, but couldn't wait!
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