Why is it?

Why is it I enjoy having a woman, grind her wet lips onto mine, why is it I enjoy her juices flowing down my cheeks, as she cums, why is it that I seek a woman to use me for my tongue, and leave me blue balled afterwards, why is it that every time I pass a older woman, all I can think about is what does she sound like during an orgasm, and why is it that you aren't here?