Some of my story

I got married when I was 22. Don't ask me why. Women got married younger then, and I had just graduated college and was ambivalent about what I was to do. And I thought I was in love for life.

Although I had substantial sexual experiences in school (some lesbian, group, and multiple partners) I thought I could commit to a life with one partner, especially if I had c***dren. And I thought I was ready for marriage. So, I eloped with the man I knew for six months in my senior year. He was 30 and I thought he knew lots more than I did, he had a good job, and was very handsome. I believed he adored me.

Shortly after we were married and were living in the townhouse he owned, I noticed that he had some pornographic books in a closet about "cuckolds" and "shared wives", etc. While sex with... to be contd