Am I gay? And who here has slept with a tranny?

I mean, I love women and all. Yet I watch and enjoy so much tranny / shemale porn these days I wonder. It's just so damn arousing, what those ladies do. The sounds they make. Genuine uninhabited calls of arousal. Sounds, like a woman unleashed from all the worldly issues holding her back in the sack for whatever reason (such as "playing the game" lack of a better phrase, the confidence there, sense of self etc etc.)

Was with a tranny back in the day. 2nd base, I was informed, kissed hand, walked out forever. And yet I wonder. Up until the truth she was the hottest woman I've ever made out with. Maybe ever. Just doesn't seem fair you know. All this loyalty. This hetero loyalty. For what? A night on the town or whatever the heck you get that lady you like... for an argument worth absolutely nothing? That came out of absolutely nowhere? As if I don't know what that is ma'am. Fuck the sex for a moment. What am I really getting back here? That tranny, she liked Spike Lee movies. And anime. Fucking anime. In her bed watching Afro Samurai where else am I gonna find that combo I ask. From some entitled hussie? That type of female couldn't keep her sanity if she gave me a 'Combos snack', let alone a list of her favorite movies. Not a list of real ones anyway. Titanic. Gone with the Wind. Suck my Johnson. I did a thousand pushups today bitch give me something! Show me fucking something! Some! Appreciation! Just a little bitch! Screw your laughter in this circumstance, mine, there's minimal ways to type this sort of frustration. Give up the "power" already. Men didn't have any real power either you know. What, our physical strength over you? It's the very reason we gave it up. And we used to be terrible in bed from what I understand. Holy shit and what you hold over us men, the cookie, as Steve Harvey puts it! That's the very thing men want! And just the fact that trannies even fucking exist! And all these genius doctors. Making pussy, willingly! Nobody stopping them from fucking doing this! Not a woman in sight! Hell this site?! You would think once the robots start rising somebody would stand their fucking ground and not just get killed off. Replaced! Shit. Do y'all even have it like that anymore. Do you even care. Nope. You're doomed.

... what the fuck just happened?

And for these reasons I wonder: what does a home run feel like? Warm apple pie? Fudge pie? Haha no disrespect honey but I need to know right away. Is it exactly what you or anyone else for that matter would imagine it to be? Your dick in his ass? If that is the case I am so out. If not - someone let me know something here.