What happens to a sissy under the influence

So there is a guy who has been talking with me for awhile and I wasn't too interested because I was still on the edge about meeting up and taking cock. About a week ago I was under the influence, dressed like a sissy, and horny as hell, and I sent him a message.
"I have recently been dressing more because my family have been busy and I have been eating my cum all dressed up like a sissy! I have been eating my cum/cumming in my mouth all dressed up frequently so I will be familiar when someone cums in my mouth, maybe when you cum in my mouth??? Or even better how about you cum in my mouth after you fuck my tight little sissy ass? How does that sound? I know you want it ;) Humiliate me and take away any manhood I have left by taking your hard cock in my ass! I am a sissy and sissy's should have no manhood, but to lose it all they need a strong real man to put their cock in their asspussy. At this point there is almost no man left in the sissy! To strip them of their last manhood they need to be degraded fully by having a man's sperm released into their mouth."
Now we have a date later this week! I'm not sure how it happened, but it's happening. It's far too late to back out now, and besides I don't want to. I honestly can't wait to have him turn me into a sissy fagget cum whore! Here is the pic I sent him along with the message http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=2wc0hew&s=5
Wish me luck as I take my first cock and have his cum down my throat ;)Don't worry I will share some pics ;)
xoxo Lucy ;)