I Need Some Dick

I just need to get some things off my chest and this is the only place I have a voice. It’s been 4 weeks since I had my baby and I am ready to fuck. Lew wants nothing in my pussy not even a fucking tampon. I get it. It has to be exciting to let that pussy tighten back up knowing you’re going to be the one to bust it open but I am going crazy. I want some dick in me now. I want a big dick to loosen me back up. I want to feel that shit all up in my stomach bouncing off of my fucking cervix but no.

I am tired of sucking dick and getting my pussy licked. It’s not fair. I can taste pussy on Lew’s dick more since I haven’t been fucking. I never cared before because that shit use to turn me on like you gonna get some better pussy than this. Now I can’t do my thing and I am jealous. Why should they get the pleasure of wrapping their walls around that big ass juicy dick when I can’t? I need to get my head straight. I don’t remember it being this intense last time.

I am tired of getting my mouth used like it’s a pussy. Thank God I learned how to control my gag reflex years ago. Shit I don’t even know if I still have one. I know when I married Lew I promised to take care of every sexual need and fantasy he could have but I am starting to feel used. Especially, thinking that he wants his son to knock me up next. I was fucking L.J. and like his dick game a lot. He is so fucking rough and I like that shit but I am not sure I want his baby. I don’t feel I have to do that to prove my freak game is above every one else’s. I am not saying I don’t want to be bred again but if I had my choice it would be Lew. If not Lew I would let Pops do it again. Anyway I’ll be dealing with that situation soon.

I can’t wait to get back in the game. I know as soon as Lew gives me some dick my head will be straight again. As soon as I feel his big ass balls shoot some nut up in me I’ll be okay. I am just tired of waiting. I hope someone doesn’t get to me before he does cause I am ready to fuck right now.