Scar tissue
I’m unstable
My mind revealing my instability
Word crawling on my skin
Verbs lap dancing all over me
Controlling me
Taking hold of me
Got me freaked out and stressed
Rip them off my flesh
Put them together
See how they mesh
Its kind of a test
Lyrically I am destroying myself
Inner demons trying to get out
I think I’m losing myself
Gashes
Whelps
From wounds that I inflict on myself
Skin pasted on paper
And I left the pen on the shelf
The madness continues
My body became a poetical venue
A word menu
I see them
Strange
Deranged
My thoughts are bleeding through
What to do
Theoretically, I may be going insane
There’s no pain
My brain
Telling me to write again an again
I must obey
Have to express
Got much to say
I see an “I” and “It”
Now peeling the skin away
Viscosity of the blood
Makin the words adhere to the page
Body in enraged
Slowly reaching the healing phase
This sickness an issue
But words are official
And only remnants of the act
Is the SCAR TISSUE
My mind revealing my instability
Word crawling on my skin
Verbs lap dancing all over me
Controlling me
Taking hold of me
Got me freaked out and stressed
Rip them off my flesh
Put them together
See how they mesh
Its kind of a test
Lyrically I am destroying myself
Inner demons trying to get out
I think I’m losing myself
Gashes
Whelps
From wounds that I inflict on myself
Skin pasted on paper
And I left the pen on the shelf
The madness continues
My body became a poetical venue
A word menu
I see them
Strange
Deranged
My thoughts are bleeding through
What to do
Theoretically, I may be going insane
There’s no pain
My brain
Telling me to write again an again
I must obey
Have to express
Got much to say
I see an “I” and “It”
Now peeling the skin away
Viscosity of the blood
Makin the words adhere to the page
Body in enraged
Slowly reaching the healing phase
This sickness an issue
But words are official
And only remnants of the act
Is the SCAR TISSUE
14 years ago