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This is not a story but a question that has always bothered me,a few years ago I gave my virgin black ass to a man I truely care, he really had been so good to me showering me with gift and the one way I thought I could show him how much I appreciated him I submitted tohim and gave him my ass even letting him in me bareback and cumming inside me, then after a few times I told him of my fetish to go to a club dressed as a girl and I wanted to do it with him bt he was happy with what we were doing in our apartments but I had to do it with or without him just to see if i had the nerves to dress in public and be around people.
Well I did it went without him and was surprised by the attention I got from men out especially white men who told me they liked my black round butt, the things they said they would do to me as we danced, well drinking and the joint I smoked before I went in had me so hot that I was talked into going outside wit a guy and well I gave him a blowjob and was so into it I swallowed for the first time, this guy reminded me of my friend Bill so I imagined it was him and did it surprising it wasn't bad going down easy.
We went back in had a few more drinks and I danced with a few other guys eventually going back to my car with another guy was going to give him just a blowjob but he told me after I sucked him for a few minutes he wanted my ass, I said no but he pulled my panties down and I did little to sotp him and he fucked me right in my back seat of my car using spit for lube and it hurt at first, the thing that bothered me the most was I let him in me without a condom and when he came I thought what have I done.
He got out leaving me in my car and I felt cheap and I felt like I had just cheated on Bill, I felt guilty but truefully if he would have went with me this would not have happened I would have went home with him, now he had told me he loved me before but in reality did I cheat.
I did tell him I went away dressed but denied telling him i let not only one guy but two guys have me in one way or another told him only playful touching
Well I did it went without him and was surprised by the attention I got from men out especially white men who told me they liked my black round butt, the things they said they would do to me as we danced, well drinking and the joint I smoked before I went in had me so hot that I was talked into going outside wit a guy and well I gave him a blowjob and was so into it I swallowed for the first time, this guy reminded me of my friend Bill so I imagined it was him and did it surprising it wasn't bad going down easy.
We went back in had a few more drinks and I danced with a few other guys eventually going back to my car with another guy was going to give him just a blowjob but he told me after I sucked him for a few minutes he wanted my ass, I said no but he pulled my panties down and I did little to sotp him and he fucked me right in my back seat of my car using spit for lube and it hurt at first, the thing that bothered me the most was I let him in me without a condom and when he came I thought what have I done.
He got out leaving me in my car and I felt cheap and I felt like I had just cheated on Bill, I felt guilty but truefully if he would have went with me this would not have happened I would have went home with him, now he had told me he loved me before but in reality did I cheat.
I did tell him I went away dressed but denied telling him i let not only one guy but two guys have me in one way or another told him only playful touching
11 years ago
