Cuck reflects on recent divorce
September 2014
It likely won't come as a shock to most knowledgeable cuckolds, hotwives or bulls, but my beautiful hotwife divorced me this year. I've read enough about cuckold relationships to know that when the hotwife is not 100% committed to cuckolding her small dicked husband, then the survival of the marriage is unlikely. My beautiful and highly sexed hotwife finally decided that it was best to get me out of our home so that she and her owner didn't have to be distracted by the needy cuckold that I've become. I've cried, I've begged for her to not leave me, but she wouldn't change her mind. It tears me up, but the cuck part of me understands her need to give all her attention to the bull that owns her. Deep down I knew this day would come when Nick, her owner, tattooed his brand on her shoulder...a wolf paw tattoo the size of the palm of my hand that said NBIH (Nick's Bitch In Heat) inside of it. I was and still am so turned on that he would place his ownership brand on her and I was so proud that she never questioned whether she should be branded, the size of the tattoo, the meaning of the tattoo, nor the very visible location it was placed (high on her right back)...as the complete Cuck I've become, I praised her for being so submissive to her owner. Mentally it's hard to understand how, while I've lost the most important person in my life, I still stroke my little cock with the humiliating pride of knowing that my bride chose to serve an Alpha Male with a Huge Cock and has now closed the door on our relationship forever. Short of being bred and giving birth to her lover's baby, this is probably the next closest ultimate cuckolding.
I grew so much in my 12 year marriage, I fully understand and openly accept my need to be cuckolded. I know in time I will possibly marry again... I'm a good looking guy with a good professional career...a good catch for the right woman. However, I know now that when I go into my next serious long term relationship, it will be clear to both me and my lover (future wife?) that ours will be a loving, close relationship with cuckolding as an integral foundation. At this point, I can't see me marrying a woman unless she respects my needs to be cuckolded and shares a need to be a hotwife...not just as a kinky on the side kind of thing, but as a regular part of our daily lives.
I miss my ex-wife so much, but I'm thankful to her for helping me develop into the complete cuckold that I am and likely was always meant to be.
It likely won't come as a shock to most knowledgeable cuckolds, hotwives or bulls, but my beautiful hotwife divorced me this year. I've read enough about cuckold relationships to know that when the hotwife is not 100% committed to cuckolding her small dicked husband, then the survival of the marriage is unlikely. My beautiful and highly sexed hotwife finally decided that it was best to get me out of our home so that she and her owner didn't have to be distracted by the needy cuckold that I've become. I've cried, I've begged for her to not leave me, but she wouldn't change her mind. It tears me up, but the cuck part of me understands her need to give all her attention to the bull that owns her. Deep down I knew this day would come when Nick, her owner, tattooed his brand on her shoulder...a wolf paw tattoo the size of the palm of my hand that said NBIH (Nick's Bitch In Heat) inside of it. I was and still am so turned on that he would place his ownership brand on her and I was so proud that she never questioned whether she should be branded, the size of the tattoo, the meaning of the tattoo, nor the very visible location it was placed (high on her right back)...as the complete Cuck I've become, I praised her for being so submissive to her owner. Mentally it's hard to understand how, while I've lost the most important person in my life, I still stroke my little cock with the humiliating pride of knowing that my bride chose to serve an Alpha Male with a Huge Cock and has now closed the door on our relationship forever. Short of being bred and giving birth to her lover's baby, this is probably the next closest ultimate cuckolding.
I grew so much in my 12 year marriage, I fully understand and openly accept my need to be cuckolded. I know in time I will possibly marry again... I'm a good looking guy with a good professional career...a good catch for the right woman. However, I know now that when I go into my next serious long term relationship, it will be clear to both me and my lover (future wife?) that ours will be a loving, close relationship with cuckolding as an integral foundation. At this point, I can't see me marrying a woman unless she respects my needs to be cuckolded and shares a need to be a hotwife...not just as a kinky on the side kind of thing, but as a regular part of our daily lives.
I miss my ex-wife so much, but I'm thankful to her for helping me develop into the complete cuckold that I am and likely was always meant to be.
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