When did I find out that I was an Fat Admirer &quo

The first time that I knew when I was different from most men in society, was when I first started going through puberty & started to notice Women in a much different light than before.

I remember it was in early October of 1972 while I was a Freshman in High School. It was a beautiful day that faithful afternoon when school had let out. I remember the sun was shining, all the trees & yards were still green, with a very slight warm breeze. So like I said school just let out & many of the school buses had not yet arrived, so many of the k**s were standing out in the yard waiting.

I was always very quite & shy in school so I was standing by myself. There were 4 or 5 Jocks all standing together talking among each other only a few yards away. I over heard them talking about things when they noticed a Cheerleader walking by in her Cheerleader's outfit. All of them were commenting on her of how they thought she was so so sexy & of course what they would want to do to her. I looked at her titled my head and took a really hard look at her. For the life of Me I couldn't see what was so beautiful & sexy about her. She was skin & bones ! She had No thighs, No hips ! No nothing other than her breasts were huge for her size & rib cage I would say maybe her cup size was BBB or C if that.

Moments later I saw this very short young lady entering her school bus & she was about 5' 2" and weighed approx 220 lbs or, so with medium long blonde hair. OH MY GOSH that very same moment I had instantly a huge lump in my throat, I had the feeling of a spear went through my heart, my palms became clammy & my knees had a sensation of buckling.

She was with out the doubt the most beautiful & sexy Woman I had ever laid eyes on.

I knew right then and there that I was different from the rest of the men in society. I felt if I had ever told anyone about my physical attraction to "Women of Size" that I would be ridicule. So I just kept it held inside right in the very depth of my soul, where I hold all my truth's who I am & that can never, never change about Me.

It wasn't until around 1997 or so I got my first computer & got on the internet, I started to search around & found out to my complete surprise that, not only I was not alone that there were lot's of Men who were attracted BBW's & SSBBW's. But also I had found out that there were a very few select Women that indeed "Embraced who they were" and was so very proudly to show to the whole world how Beautiful & Sensuous they were.

To this day I have never wavered of who I am. And I stand up Proudly to this day and applaud all the Women of Size who like years past and say "I am Beautiful, I am Sexy, I am Sensuous" to the whole world.

Published by HandsomeFA

10 years ago

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thighfan 2 years ago

BBW's....I second that emotion...

hheellss 5 years ago

to jonten37 : He's a wise man...lol

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jonten37 5 years ago

to hheellss : I like your father ??

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MasterEddyandSub 5 years ago

oh yes

gergawy 6 years ago

to HandsomeFA : Mmmmmm I just can't get enough !!<3<3That beauty<3<3

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gergawy 6 years ago

to HandsomeFA : omg

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HandsomeFA Publisher 6 years ago

to gergawy : I also "Thank God" for the Internet as well. Seems like I am the only one locally that is physically attracted to People of Size :-)

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gergawy 6 years ago

to traveler_xxx : Thank God for the internet. I too love the large ladies with sexy curves bbw and ssbbw♥

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shadower01 7 years ago

My first visit to the US was a killer. Id seen fat women at home and was married to one but what i saw there and the way they dressed blew my mind. Thank God for the internet.

cenflbear 7 years ago

Fat Bottom Girls make the Rockin World Go Round - Queen

Cm4me2 7 years ago

In high school , I was walking down the hall by the stairs. I glanced over and this amazing young lady was walking up the stairs wearing a mini skirt. I loved her big full legs, I also ran into a locker and needed stitches

cuckoldsissycock 7 years ago

I am a plumper pumper too

I learned I liked girls, and later boys, early in high school. But was so shy that I never had anyone until I was a junior. There was a larger, curvy girl I met in the 9th grade. She had been held back a year(learned later she had taken a gap year to give birth at the age of 14). I was pulled to her like a magnet. I know now it was raw sex. But at 14 I was just stupid and inexperienced. We became friends, flirted a lot, and I never accepted what I later recognized to be invitations, to bad, she was pretty and HOT. I felt the pull, but was just to scared in a very conservative Setting. Made up for it later, and have known a number of amazing, beautiful, sexy larger women.

biggermanhere 8 years ago

I could never trust another person who's ridiculed me. Why in the world would I trust them with my taste in women. Inspirational. Never would've thought this way had I not read your story. Getting kinda sad & angry now actually. What a life. You couldn't fathom what I could've had stored in the memory bank had I ignored the potential laughingstock.

hheellss 8 years ago

my dad use to say big girls need love too and I'm still loving them. I remember him saying that to one of his friends when I was like 8. 41 years later I'm still loving the juicy mama's.

bbwldreams 8 years ago

Word!

kevjar 8 years ago

Awesome post. I can relate to your story, as I too love the large ladies with sexy curves. Thanks for your post

explorer_3x69 9 years ago

Great post and I was much the same growing up. Since late high school BBW and SSBBW gals always have gotten my attention. I married a SSBBW and sex was awesome for years until about 2000 when she grew cold to me and wanted big cocks! Mine of course was about 4.5". I found online like AFF, ALT and Fetlife and met BBW's and SSBBW and I was in hog heaven! Then I found I wanted to explore my bi/CD/sissy side and lo and behold I found some BBW/SSBBW that want to meet and play and I never looked back except to duck some sexy looking cocks with them! Thanks for the post!

kishell 9 years ago

Love the post I can surely relate

luvbiggirls 9 years ago

HERE! HERE brother

jrinbendor 9 years ago

Great post.....I was very shy in high school.......wish I knew then what I know now......we had some great plus sized gals....

bobromil 9 years ago

Thanks a lot for this blog. I hope that also some BBW girls and ladies will read it, to know that number of men who find them as pretty and sexy is not so small as it seems, because of "ideals of female beauty", presented by media! I was more than 20 when I recognized that BBWs looks beautiful for me, and I was around 40 when I have found that even SSBBWs are attractive for me, too. But since my teenage times I was attracted by female curves - the bigger, the better! But unlike the most guys in my country, I liked not only the big boobs but also (and even more!), the big butts. More about this pASSion of me I wrote here: http://xhamster.com/user/bobromil/posts/187621.html Back to the BBWs, I wrote that I like them because I am attracted by their curves, but i described it in greater details here: http://xhamster.com/user/bobromil/posts/387864.html At last but not at least, I would like to say that despite the fact that media in our country prefered the skinny ideal of beauty, number of BBWs and SSBBWs (with pretty faces!) is high! Even in porn industry see my blog about Czech BBW pornstars, here: http://xhamster.com/user/bobromil/posts/440690.html

chuy2 9 years ago

I also Love a woman of size..... I've dated a few slime lady's .. I know not every body is the same but I've found out that the fun cum's from an BBW.. or a SSBBW... as they say The bone is for the dog and meat is for Me....mainly whan there's those huge breasts (D's) or bigger

HandsomeFA Publisher 10 years ago

to jacyonelove : Thanks for an truly amazing story of how You first became aware that You were so different from all the rest of the Men in the world. Isn't truly Amazing how a "Woman of Size" transforms her figure into a most amazing, incredibly soft & round Mountain of Love & Affection. :-)

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jacyonelove 10 years ago

I didnt know until my senior year. I had always dated slim girls and was still almost a virgin. Then I started talking to this really cute girl, who just happened to be over 200 pounds. It never occurred to me to NOT date her because if her size, but the generally accepted social conviction was that you dated skinny girls. Anyway-we were touching eachother, like kids do, and I went to slid my hand diwn her pants. I went slow, but it took FOREVER! Her belly was so round that my hand seemed to just keep going and going. And finally i reached her belly button and thought " OMG! Im only at her belly button!" And that got me hard as a rock. I realized thst skinny girls dont feel like this. I met my wife shortly after that and we have been together ever since. Big girks rock. And it is slowly starting to dawn on the rest of the world as we get more plus sized models and plus size actresses.

HandsomeFA Publisher 10 years ago

to traveler_xxx : Terry We do think so much alike. I too have always thought it's the "Media" & when saying that I mean it's the big wigs in Hollywood & Print who really decides who is sexy & who is not. I so many times in My life wished things were so different & turned around

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traveler_xxx 10 years ago

to HandsomeFA : I agree with you. Too many lives are damaged by these ridiculous notions of "normal." Often, I find greed to be at the core of this, i.e., businesses pushing a certain "look" - which they'll be happy to help you with ...for a price. Further, seems some folks have a need to have someone to look down upon, someone "less perfect" than they perceive themselves to be, even when they degrade their own integrity by doing so. Of course, that applies to more than size; race comes to mind... I'll be waiting to see further posts by you here.

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HandsomeFA Publisher 10 years ago

to traveler_xxx : I know exactly what You mean about Society & how incredibly powerful it is to sway people to follow what they think is Normal. But I ask You what is Normal anyways & why should We fit in a certain size of box as well. I am planning to write on Society & Size Acceptance in the future.

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traveler_xxx 10 years ago

Great post. So many of us could post a similar story; I know I could. One of my regrets is that I didn't become more emboldened regarding my lifelong lust for (what we now call) BBWs and SSBBWs until later in life. Societal pressure is a bitch and probably worse for the women we admire. While it seems the prejudice will always be present, things are looking better if only due to the realization that there are many like-minded, both male and female.