Should I Have A Sissy Night???

So Im thinkin about getting a hotel room tonight and spending some quality time with myself.
I wanna drink a lil and have a sissy play session.
I bought panties, pantyhose and knee highs, a see through bra, sum sexy tops, toy handcuffs, a blindfold, some cucumbers, some condoms, some KY... lol, I went through the self checkout line, but the attendant kept having to come over lol.

But now I'm thinking I should just go to the sex shop and buy a dildo. I want to suck a plastic cock sooo bad. Not because I want to pretend its a real dick, but because I want to pretend its my mistress's strap-on! And I want to fuck it for the same reason. I don't have a mistress, so I dominate myself this way and fantasize...

I downloaded tons of porn onto my flash drive that can plug into the TV's at the hotel. I especially downloaded lots of sissy hypnos!

Im thinking of maybe buying some sexy shoes too... lol

Should I do it???

I really want too...

I remember I saw this video online, they even played it on tosh.o, it was a guy in a maid outfit recording himself sucking a dildo in a hotel room, and he has his eyes closed so he doesn't see housekeeping come open the door. He also has headphones on, I'm assuming he was listening to some hypnosis track, so he didn't hear the lady at all. This has always been in my mind, how embarrassing and humiliating to get caught like that, but yet, its such a turn on lol. The housekeeping at the hotel I go to are all Latinas; I don't think I would do that, but its fun to fantasize about lol...