You win some, you lose some (First dildo!)
So the sissy night didn't happen. Too many things came up and nothing went as planned. And believe me I tried, that day and every day after this week lol. So you lose some...
On the flip side, you win some. This morning before work I finally decided to go into the sex shop in town and take a look around. It was awesome! So many kinky and perverted things, I was getting turned on just being in there. I knew what I wanted, but I spent about almost an hour just looking around. If your having fears, doubts, nervousness or embarrassment about going in to one of these stores, don't feel that way, just go, its completely kool. After a few seconds of looking around you realize anyone else in the store has to be just has kinky and perverted as you to be looking around and shopping in there lol. So when I walked in theres this old guy looking at the porn vidz, and a lady and man behind the counter. This was my first time so I admit I was kinda nervous just cuzz I didn't know what to expect, but becuz of all the porn I've viewed and kinky knowledge Ive attained, it didn't take long for me to get the feeling that I was in a world I was familiar with. I knew what everything I saw was, just never saw any of it in person, it was exicting. But I walked in, didn't know what to do, couldn't just freeze, so I had to break the ice. I walk up to the counter and tell the couple some line like "this is my first time here, or in a store like this... and im looking to buy something for my "girl", maybe some kind of toy as a gift... can u point me in the right direction, or give me some ideas". Of course I meant my "inner" girl lol. I saw the wall with the dildos, but decided to look at everything else first then go there last. Awesome BDSM gear (fyi, I'm really dominant in my relationships, I make 50 shades look weak, but in my private and secret life I'm a submissive sissy) all over one wall, porn vidz on another, masturbation toys, all kinds of kool stuff. So meanwhile this latina lady walks in, I look back and kinda get embarrassed about a girl seeing me in here looking at this kinda stuff, but I just go back to browsing and play it kool. Then another guy walks in and is looking at the same stuff so I feel better, then I see her looking at some kinky stuff and I feel completely at ease. It dawned on me, she cant judge me, well she can, but shes in the same store I'm in looking at the same stuff so it wouldn't really matter. So at this point I started judging her, I would glance over to see what she was looking at and what she was picking up. I started checking her out too, I would move and act like I was looking at something else just to see her. She was fine, and at this point I was really turned on. It turned me one that she saw me looking at all this stuff, and it turned me on looking at her browse imagining what she would do with whatever item she picked up or was looking at. She had titties, and big azz, was a really good height (I like short Latinas), and was nicely dressed looking classy. She kept bending down looking at things, and then would squat down like she was reading something. I began to think she was doing it on purpose, so I would stare. Normally I would be more discreet, but I thought ehh what better place to be a pervert lol. Then when I finally saw her face I realized she was older than I thought, not old, but not as young as I thought judging from her body, and this turned me on even more. A couple of times I saw her looking over at me, and a few times we were facing each other with am aisle or rack of things between us. I could see her looking through the items shooting glances at me, and I was doing the same. I could tell by the smile on her face that she was feeling naughty, this just turned me on more. I could somehow literally feel that she was getting aroused by having men watch her in this store looking at all this kinkiy stuff, and that she was getting more aroused looking at me browsing through the dildos. Just as I was wandering what she was gonna do with that and this and what was her interest in it, was she gonna use it on herself, her husband, lesbian lover, does she have a sissy submissive; and I felt she was doing the same to me. Wandering if I was looking at the dildos for my girl, me, etc. The old guy bought some vidz and left, the other guy bought some kind of pocket pussy (I bought one too!) and then left, so it was just be and her in the store; and that's when all that exchanging glances and smiling was taking place. At that moment I felt like she was kinda stalking me like I was doing her at first lol. Man I wanted so bad to tell her "Excuse me miss, but I'll buy you any toy you want if you let me use it on you" lol, but I was running late and I only had a lil time left before work, literally 20 minutes. So I grabbed the dildo I had my eye on, a 7inch realistic dildo named Duke, and made my way past her to the register. On my way I made sure to hold the dildo so she could see it when I walked right beside her and all the way around the front counter. She had asked the lasy a question right before I got to the register, so when the lady turned to me I looked at her and she gave me this sexy naughty kinda mischievous smile that made me wanna cum from just imagining what she was thinking, I was wishing I could read minds right then lol. But I just smiled back and laughed casually. I left thinking omg shes so fine, that was so sexy, great first experience in a sex shop. It was such an amazing tease. Definitely wanna go back, and I actually want there to be women in there, so I can watch them and they can watch me lol... So I got a "Vulcan ripe vagina", feels amazing, and my very first dildo... Cucumbers are nice disposable dildos to fuck your ass with, but there not good to suck, I wanted something more realistic, a real dildo, that looks and feels like a cock, to suck on. Not cuz I wanna fantasize about it being a real cock, but to fantasize about it being the strap-on of a beautiful and sexy dominant Mistress (position available, anyone?)...
However, I love BDSM hypnosis, I even make my own to use on my sub(s), so I fantasize that my imaginary "Mistress" forces me to watch & listen to sissy hypnos while servicing her strap-on or practicing on dildos. First time my new dildo (first time anything resembling a cock) went in my mouth I watched and listened to this: http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1627122936
On the flip side, you win some. This morning before work I finally decided to go into the sex shop in town and take a look around. It was awesome! So many kinky and perverted things, I was getting turned on just being in there. I knew what I wanted, but I spent about almost an hour just looking around. If your having fears, doubts, nervousness or embarrassment about going in to one of these stores, don't feel that way, just go, its completely kool. After a few seconds of looking around you realize anyone else in the store has to be just has kinky and perverted as you to be looking around and shopping in there lol. So when I walked in theres this old guy looking at the porn vidz, and a lady and man behind the counter. This was my first time so I admit I was kinda nervous just cuzz I didn't know what to expect, but becuz of all the porn I've viewed and kinky knowledge Ive attained, it didn't take long for me to get the feeling that I was in a world I was familiar with. I knew what everything I saw was, just never saw any of it in person, it was exicting. But I walked in, didn't know what to do, couldn't just freeze, so I had to break the ice. I walk up to the counter and tell the couple some line like "this is my first time here, or in a store like this... and im looking to buy something for my "girl", maybe some kind of toy as a gift... can u point me in the right direction, or give me some ideas". Of course I meant my "inner" girl lol. I saw the wall with the dildos, but decided to look at everything else first then go there last. Awesome BDSM gear (fyi, I'm really dominant in my relationships, I make 50 shades look weak, but in my private and secret life I'm a submissive sissy) all over one wall, porn vidz on another, masturbation toys, all kinds of kool stuff. So meanwhile this latina lady walks in, I look back and kinda get embarrassed about a girl seeing me in here looking at this kinda stuff, but I just go back to browsing and play it kool. Then another guy walks in and is looking at the same stuff so I feel better, then I see her looking at some kinky stuff and I feel completely at ease. It dawned on me, she cant judge me, well she can, but shes in the same store I'm in looking at the same stuff so it wouldn't really matter. So at this point I started judging her, I would glance over to see what she was looking at and what she was picking up. I started checking her out too, I would move and act like I was looking at something else just to see her. She was fine, and at this point I was really turned on. It turned me one that she saw me looking at all this stuff, and it turned me on looking at her browse imagining what she would do with whatever item she picked up or was looking at. She had titties, and big azz, was a really good height (I like short Latinas), and was nicely dressed looking classy. She kept bending down looking at things, and then would squat down like she was reading something. I began to think she was doing it on purpose, so I would stare. Normally I would be more discreet, but I thought ehh what better place to be a pervert lol. Then when I finally saw her face I realized she was older than I thought, not old, but not as young as I thought judging from her body, and this turned me on even more. A couple of times I saw her looking over at me, and a few times we were facing each other with am aisle or rack of things between us. I could see her looking through the items shooting glances at me, and I was doing the same. I could tell by the smile on her face that she was feeling naughty, this just turned me on more. I could somehow literally feel that she was getting aroused by having men watch her in this store looking at all this kinkiy stuff, and that she was getting more aroused looking at me browsing through the dildos. Just as I was wandering what she was gonna do with that and this and what was her interest in it, was she gonna use it on herself, her husband, lesbian lover, does she have a sissy submissive; and I felt she was doing the same to me. Wandering if I was looking at the dildos for my girl, me, etc. The old guy bought some vidz and left, the other guy bought some kind of pocket pussy (I bought one too!) and then left, so it was just be and her in the store; and that's when all that exchanging glances and smiling was taking place. At that moment I felt like she was kinda stalking me like I was doing her at first lol. Man I wanted so bad to tell her "Excuse me miss, but I'll buy you any toy you want if you let me use it on you" lol, but I was running late and I only had a lil time left before work, literally 20 minutes. So I grabbed the dildo I had my eye on, a 7inch realistic dildo named Duke, and made my way past her to the register. On my way I made sure to hold the dildo so she could see it when I walked right beside her and all the way around the front counter. She had asked the lasy a question right before I got to the register, so when the lady turned to me I looked at her and she gave me this sexy naughty kinda mischievous smile that made me wanna cum from just imagining what she was thinking, I was wishing I could read minds right then lol. But I just smiled back and laughed casually. I left thinking omg shes so fine, that was so sexy, great first experience in a sex shop. It was such an amazing tease. Definitely wanna go back, and I actually want there to be women in there, so I can watch them and they can watch me lol... So I got a "Vulcan ripe vagina", feels amazing, and my very first dildo... Cucumbers are nice disposable dildos to fuck your ass with, but there not good to suck, I wanted something more realistic, a real dildo, that looks and feels like a cock, to suck on. Not cuz I wanna fantasize about it being a real cock, but to fantasize about it being the strap-on of a beautiful and sexy dominant Mistress (position available, anyone?)...
However, I love BDSM hypnosis, I even make my own to use on my sub(s), so I fantasize that my imaginary "Mistress" forces me to watch & listen to sissy hypnos while servicing her strap-on or practicing on dildos. First time my new dildo (first time anything resembling a cock) went in my mouth I watched and listened to this: http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1627122936
10 years ago
