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Who I really am

When I see an attractive woman, no matter what her age, I am not sexually attracted to her. I don’t ‘hate’ her or wish her ill will, I am however quite jealous. I think to myself “That lucky bitch!” I have lots of friends, nine out of ten of them are women. I like women, but I have never in my life thought "I want to put my weewee in her vagina". I have made love with women, but it was a lesbian experience for both of us.
I’m not particularly attracted to men either. I’ve only fallen in love with a man a couple times in my life. Men’s faces and bodies do not make me melt with desire or swoon. I do adore dicks though. I love everything about them, and all kinds of dicks too. Little ones, fat ones, big ones, black ones, pink ones, limp, flaccid, hard, throbbing, I am hypnotized by them, but long & thin ones are my favorite. I love balls too, especially if the sack is hairless. I could lick balls for hours. As long as we’re talking about cocks, I feel the need to interject here that I firmly believe that it is blasphemous to say “Black Cock is my god”. That is every bit as racist as a KKK idiot who thinks it’s his right to murder African American c***dren. I don’t discriminate; I guess you could say I’m an equal opportunity fucker. I revere the Asian and Hispanic cultures and find most people to be honorable. It's the small percentage of selfish assholes who care about nobody but themselves that I can't stand...no matter what color their skin is or where there ancestors came from.
I’m especially attracted to my own kind. I love T-girls! No matter if they identify as intersexed, TS, TV, TG, Shemale, Trap, femboy, as long as they take care of their appearance and make an effort to be feminine and pretty, that’s what matters. I cannot abide by hairy men in panties, or body hair on any girl of any gender for that matter. If you dress, get rid of that shit!
The human beings that really invoke my ire are genetic females who shun their femininity or just take it for granted. You know who I’m talking about here. The fat disgusting pig who wears baggy sweatpants and flip-flops to the grocery store and didn’t even take the time to shower let alone do her hair or put on some make-up. She’s in such a hurry to satisfy her craving for twinkies that she didn’t even bother to put on some decent clothes.
I worked very hard to get what I’ve got. I sometimes put in 80 hours a week to make my mortgage and pay my bills. I can’t stand people who think that the world or the government owes them food, clothing, and roof over their head simply because they draw breath. By the same token, don’t expect me to respect people who will not work. If you don’t take care of you and yours, then you are not a viable member of society.
If you value your freedom thank a vet! Those who dedicate their lives for our safety have my respect. Soldier, Sailor, Marine, Airman, Fireman, and Law Officer, thank you!
I believe in God. I am a Christian. I go to church every week. A day does not pass that I don’t pray for all of humanity…for all of YOU! You are in my prayers. I hope you thrive, stay healthy, and well. God made every single one of us, and expects nothing in return except for acknowledging that he exists. Hurting other people is wrong, don’t do it!
I act like a lady and conduct myself as such in public at all times. The neighbors and most of my friends have no idea that I lived the first twelve years of my life as a boy. They would be very surprised if they found out. To them I’m just “the nice little old lady down the street.” But my presence here on this website is testament to the fact that I do have a perverted streak.
There is a wanton slut within me who will not go away. Her desires are such that she will not be ignored for very long. She loves to be used and her idea of a fulfilling Saturday night is to be treated like a piece of meat who was born to satisfy the sexual needs of others. She is a “pleaser” who doesn’t care how she is taken, as long as there is no permanent damage (she wants to get fucked next week and if she’s all marked up with welts, that isn’t very attractive). She doesn’t care what you call her while you’re using her, the more degrading your comments, the better. The sensation of having a nice cock slide in and out of me is amazing! I was born to be fucked and love every minute of it. I give fabulous blowjobs, and have been told that I’m the best cocksucker in the free world. In short, I go crazy in the bedroom and turn into an absolute slut who lives to take dick in any way you want to give it to me. I live for what I call ‘the moment’ when cum spurts from a penis. I love everything about it, watching it, feeling it, tasting it. I’m mesmerized by and addicted to it.
I spend an inordinate amount of time on the internet looking at porn. It’s kind of shameful how much time I waste thinking about sex, watching videos, and collecting my T-themed art. Look at my photo faves and you’ll find the best of the best from Kimberly Wilder to Harris, from Gene Ward to Stanton, from Tara Emory to Diane Kane, from Phil Laskey to Prissy to Sissiboy Lori. I’m in awe of their talent and appreciate every one of them. They’ve not only aroused us, but made us secure in the knowledge that we are not alone in the world. If I didn’t mention your name, it’s because there isn’t room to give every artist that I adore individual recognition, but thank you from the bottom of my twisted little heart!
Like everything else in this world, you will get what you give, so if you are a chaser or an admirer treat your girl like a lady and she will treat you like a man. Don’t demean her in front of others even if it might turn her on in private. Don’t take for granted the fact that she spent hours and a LOT of money to look good for you. If you say you will meet her, be there…on time! It is not okay to stand her up. Gifts are always welcome and if she’s honestly passable don’t be afraid to be seen in public with her. Take her shopping a few times and the blowjobs will never stop. And if she ever says no, it is not okay to force yourself on her. **** is ****, and jail is jail. Don’t be an asshole, the world is full of them, we don’t need any more!
And for God sakes: If you see a poor girl who has bolstered the courage to leave the safety of her house en femme and is failing to pass, give her a smile and a nod. It might be her first time out. Please don’t laugh at the fact that she’s only trying to be happy. Say hi if it doesn’t feel too awkward. It’s not so much to ask.

PS> Don’t dawdle in the fast lane. It’s really nice that you have all day to get where you’re going, but be considerate to those of us who lead busy lives. Nothing steams me more than the idiots who lope along and have no idea that they are in everybody else’s way. If there’s a line of cars behind you, GET THE HELL OUT OF THE LEFT LANE!!!
Published by peggyflouncey
9 years ago
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JTuck
JTuck 1 year ago
You present your "who I am" summary most commendably and eloquently. We share so very many opinions and feelings about people, values and of course, our personal desires and likes. I would enjoy you being that nice little old lady down at the end of my street. All I might ask of you would be to store for me my own collection of ladies dresses and lingerie.... maybe turing the light on your back door off at preset times to allow me entry into your home so I could indulge my crossdrlessing fetish  discreetly and unnoticed by our common neighbors. Like you, I have a total and complete fascination with and love of cocks..... cocks of all kinds, weights, thicknesses and hues. I must confess that my sexual Achiles Heel are dark, petite little Asian ladyboy cocks - especially those sported by young Japanese ladyboys. I cannot help but believe that young Japanese guys have a most unique DNA structiure inside of them that permits them to so thouroughly morph themselves from pretty young men into fully feminzed Asian gurls almost effortlessly. How very diffcuklt it must be to be the farther of a ying gay Japaenese teen who decides to fully transition from manhood to womehood, How do those Japanese fathers ever ignore the final product of such transitions without being tempted to "sample" the resulting goods?
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Fred-the-Great
Fred-the-Great 2 years ago
This is a great, thoughtful statement.
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paul14850
paul14850 3 years ago
If there were only more people like you we would be a better society and species.
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Bears420 5 years ago
You are amazing!
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drscooby 5 years ago
Very well written and makes perfect sense!! I'm so glad I found this and read every word! As I'm sure you know by now that I'm male, I think this pertains to anyone that is breathing! Thank you so much for sharing this with me, I sure appreciate it!
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Headtheball
Headtheball 7 years ago
Very well said.
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soeager2
soeager2 8 years ago
Great blog, sweetheart!! You're a gurl after my own heart...and would be so much fun to dress together and go out to find a couple of horny guys who will want to fuck us the rest of the evening !! We think alike in so many ways ! ...Susie
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Tigerpaw46 8 years ago
Very lovely comments my dear, lovely indeed.
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georgedoremus1
georgedoremus1 9 years ago
That's sweet.
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LoraTV
very nice
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KARENSMAN
KARENSMAN 9 years ago
Great, Ken
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Unsure
Unsure 9 years ago
Well said Peggy.Bravo to you!While you and I have a different destination we do share a commonality.So many here do not understand for many of us dressing is not a fetish.I truly understand who you are and support you journey.This may seem out there but I am not ashamed to state it.I see myself as having 2 spirits , one male , one female. Its difficult to explain,I do like living and existing in both worlds.I do feel I am a true female in mind and spirit when the female part of my soul is in control.I do everyday task,leisure and work wearing clothing associated with both men and women,and do so in the gender spirit that posses them.I believe Two Spirit people see and understand through the eyes of both genders. Its not a state of mind,rather its whats in your heart.The heart guides us and the brain protects us.If it is in the heart it indicates a person whose body simultaneously manifests both a masculine and a feminine spirit.It is not a fetish or a disorder,but as you know people have to label and judge that which they do not understand.Living in both worlds gives one a greater insight to life and love. To add to thanking a vet I would ask people who read this to anonymously pay for a military person's meal when they see one in a restaurant!
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