Reply to African_Prince and everyone else

At first when I saw your comment I started to boil over getting mad thinking about it. But the more I thought about what he said and what you said (laughing at me) and after talking to a few friends I realized that I'm in the wrong. First off realized I have no right to expect anything from them, its not like we were dating or even knowing each others names. I'm sure they expected if I was gonna do what I did I should have made sure I wasn't gonna get pregnant.

I've also realized that I'm a bit of a hypocrite about the black lives matter and white privilege issue... When I really stopped ant thought about it I realized that I was scared about losing that privilege with having to explain being a pregnant white girl with a blk k**do and not father. I also realized that if I have this k**do there will be a birth certificate for even with my name saying I had a mixed race k**.

Thinking about all that has made me realize If I don't have the baby, I'm as much of a horrible racist person as the people I so hate and I don't want to be one of them.

Alley

Published by Alleyhoutx

8 years ago

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11bravo138 4 years ago

I'm glad you're giving this the thought and time that is necessary.

buckee 5 years ago

White privilege is a bitch huh Alley? The very thing you rail against it the thing that you seem to struggle with. It is clear why you feel the need to beak away from this.

african_prince 8 years ago

Okay. Lol. Smh.

Alleyhoutx Publisher 8 years ago

to african_prince : "a reminder that some fantasies are best left fantasies (i.e. anonymous gangbangs) and maybe you should consider consequences before you get down hard" If all us girls took your advice XHamster and life in general would be really really boring. Yea I screwed up this time and have to deal with the results of my actions. But I've been into this life style or what ever you want to call it since I was in HS. Do I regret any of it, honestly up to this point not and even now I don't fully regret it. Its funny how many men will talk bad about a girl that likes to get passed around till they are getting to be part of the party and fuck that girl getting passed around. I think it makes a lot of guys insecure about a girl that has done stuff like that if they will be able to keep her happy. Well if your just relying on sex to keep a girl around, honestly unless your Shane Diesel your not going to be able to. Man need to realize that you need to keep a girls mind to keep her around,,,, and a BBC doesn't hurt either :D

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Sexcitement 8 years ago

Please keep the baby and raise him or her like a proud black owned woman

tutyraga 8 years ago

There are abortion methods that do not cause much pain to the fetus, including in Texas. It will be allright.

african_prince 8 years ago

We're all on xhamster for about the same reason. Most ppl i guess log on, get off and move on. Some ppl want to live stuff out. Ok... and this situation is a reminder that some fantasies are best left fantasies (i.e. anonymous gangbangs) and maybe you should consider consequences before you get down hard. I used to get mad at other ppl, strangers, trying to schedule a hookup with me etc to flake out at the last minute. Happens all the time. Its wrong to fuck with my time or anyone elses but the bottom line is it tells me they finally started using their heads, tbinking is this really what i need to be doing right now?

african_prince 8 years ago

to virexcelsiorceteris : Well said, I concur. At first glance shes proven herself to be apart of the problem and not the solution. The biggest problem we have in black america is fatherless households, too many single mothers raising children with no help aside from child support money which isnt enough. Im not racist towards white people like she is, i refuse any kind of repaRations, love everybody and am a self made man. And i respect white america in that we dont see this problem with them. Yes they have fatherless households too etc but by and laRge not close to the amounts we have in relation to our total population. there are black men out there who handle their business and im not talking about them. Anyway, i hope things workout for the best here.

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knightman77 8 years ago

to Alleyhoutx : If you do decide to keep or put the child up for adoption, I'll still think you're awesome and sexy. Still want a shot at you.

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Alleyhoutx Publisher 8 years ago

to virexcelsiorceteris : Well honestly I plan on putting it up for adoption and I really don't have any "bullshit" excuse why I can't have it and give it up aside from selfishness. It will be good to see my friends and family actually put up or shut up and will let me know who my real friends are.

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mcdonca 8 years ago

Sounds like it have been thought out and welcoming to being a future single parent mommy. I know I wish you a full term and uncomplicated pregnancy and delivery to a beautiful and healthy child. No matter what choice you made, it might be the right or wrong choice for someone else. But this is your life and choice made for you and your life and future, and that is all that matters at the end of the day. Many women have, are and always will make it in life being a single parent and there are the “lucky” who have found themselves good men even being that single parent. So, wishing you all the best in everything in and outside of the lifestyle for 2017 my friend and that family and friends will accept you no matter what with the situation you have found yourself in!!!

virexcelsiorceteris 8 years ago

It's a very noble attitude to be self-critical and assume one's responsibility. Apart from that, not everything is related to racial issues and you could perfectly decide not to keep the baby for some good reason (your age, your economic situation, the absence of a father,...) regardless of his/her colour.