If I had to choose...

I was recently having a text conversation with an xhamster friend from New York.
Barry was a white guy in his mid 40’s that was in the same boat as me…just a few
years behind me. He was married but had been curious about serving black cock
for a long time. He told me that he finally got up the courage to pursue his
fantasies after finding my profile on xhamster.

We had been communicating for a little over a year and I gave him the encouragement
he needed to finally pursue his darkest secrets. He has spent the last year sucking
black cock and taking them in his ass. He’s mostly been with the same guy. He has
played with 2 black guys once but other than that it has been solo action.

We text quite often just comparing stories. He loves how adventuresome I have been
in finding groups and many black men to play with.

When we were texting recently he was telling me how more and more he feels
drawn to black men and less and less to women. I was telling him I had gone down
that exact same road. I am married and my wife and I still have a great sex life. But
when we are apart I am not out looking for other pussy. I am only looking for black cock.

Barry presented me with an intense question that I haven’t really focused on on yet.
He asked me if I had to choose either my wife’s pussy or black cock for the rest of my
life which would I choose.

It took me a while to respond because I was thinking very deeply about what I would do.
When I am with fucking my wife it is for my pleasure. Sure I love it when she gets off
but I am primarily fucking her so I can shoot my own load. It’s all about me.

But when I am with black men my pleasure comes from satisfying them. I really have felt
like I have found my purpose and that is to serve black men and bring them as much pleasure
as I possibly can. It is a much stronger desire than the one I have to stick my cock in my
wife’s pussy. I love her dearly but I feel I am on a mission to serve as many black cocks
as I possibly can.

As I was explaining this to Barry he was telling me he totally understands and that he has
been feeling that same way. And he asked again…

If you had to choose between your wife’s pussy and serving black cock for the rest of your life
what would it be?

I told him if I had to pick only one I would choose black cock. He asked me if I would divorce
my wife to serve black men. I said if I had to choose…yes…I would divorce her and spend
the rest of my time doing nothing other than helping black men shoot their loads in me.

He said he thought that would be my answer. And that he thought he was in the same boat.

I told him the addiction to black cock is real. For men and women. I only wish I would have started at a
younger age.