The shower hose fills me up

one of my biggest turn-on is inserting the shower hose deeply inside my ass and turn it open with water and feel it filling me up , i like to open and stop it in short bursts of water stream inside me giving the sensation like its cumming inside my asshole , i fill it up till i cant hold it in anymore so i squirt it out and refill it again , several times.. then my hole is perfectly clean and wanting to be filled i go and finish me off with one of my dildos inside, ive been considering buying one of those ejaculation dildos that would be fun....