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I gave it my best shot to reply to the comments I missed. I barely scratched the surface. I wish I could thank everyone who said really sweet things the past few days. When I write a blog that's just a warning about being gone or a status update, I never expect a response. This time so many people dropped me a message that it stunned me. You guys are awesome. I can't wait to get better and post some really naughty updates that everyone enjoys. I recently had someone agree to help me make videos and do some fun stuff like photographing a little bit of public nudity. Right now, all I can do is basically lie in bed. That gives me time to think about making some changes to my profile. Besides, adding pics and videos, I want to go back to writing.

I deleted a few recent blogs because they were a bit too personal. I want to do better posts that capture my favorite memories. Most of the time they will be sexual. It's been a long time since I've done what I do best, mixing fact with fiction to write great sex stories. Some nights if I'm online and not answering your messages, I'm probably writing. I do live in a small town. I keep writing things that could reveal the identity of people I care about very much. Sometimes, I write all night and chicken out before I hit post. I never want to invade someone's privacy. I do however really want to write about my sex life. I'll have to get creative if I'm gonna pull that off without affecting other people.

The good news is that I'm gonna have some time on my hands to figure things out. They did release me from the hospital. That doesn't mean that I'm better. It means I've got to be very careful with what I do and how I take care of myself. It was fucking disgusting to have a wound lanced open. I can't move around much. I can't risk making an infection spread. When I was replying to comments, I made a lot of jokes about needing to lie flat on my back and that a girl can only masturbate so much. Thank God for porn. My very vivid imagination is starting to run out of fantasies.

I won't be able to really answer pm's right now. Giving you feedback on your dick pic is not my priority at this time. Usually, I'm happy to help you guys out. My wound is on my lower belly. I simply can't sit at the computer for long stretches of time. Sitting up puts direct pressure on the infection danger zone. The last thing anyone wants is for me to have a fucking infection spread to my pussy. That's totally too much information. But seriously, no joke, I really don't want a wound down there.

Since I can't answer pm's, I may write a daily blog update. This is a good way to tell a lot of people at one time how I'm doing. For the most part, I'm doing fine. I have netflix and porn. I'm good to go. Feel free to send me suggestions for videos. Keep in mind that I'm mostly gonna stick to the JOI genre. Save me from boredom. Tell me what you'd like for me to say or do to get you off . I'm probably going to do a snapchat for people who want premium daily content. Give me ideas. If I do snapchat, it won't be free. Tell me what would be worth seeing and for how much. I don't care so much about making tons of money. Time equals money. If I take the time to constantly update snapchat, it will cut down on the amount of time I can spend selling antiques, clothing, jewelry and art.

I may sound like a hypocrite because I just wrote a blog about my dedication to not mixing sex with money online. In an ideal world, I would do things like a snapchat free of charge. I can also be honest that sometimes I'd sure like to have a bit more money in my pocket. I have one bad tooth in the back of my mouth. I might possibly shoot someone in the face to be able to afford a dentist in the coming months. Snapchat sounds better than homicide. I also talked to my pharmacist friend. He assures me I can pull of getting my medicine for free even if I have a small documented income. When I feel better, I'll probably register with xhamster and put out some pay for view videos. I'm absolutely not going to risk promoting anything financial without first doing my part to earn money for the awesome people who run this forum. I don't know if I'll ever run a cam room. I might do it just because I'm curious.

If I do some sexual stuff that results in an income, I'm still going to be devoted to posting free content. Too many women on this site only cater to men who give them money. I still want to give most of my attention to guys who are just as broke as I am. If you can't afford to fix the A/C in your car, you're my kind of man. If you're really shy when it comes to talking with women, you're my kind of man. If you want to talk about global warming, horror movies or your fucked up family members, you're my kind of man. I certainly don't have a spare dollar to see a video of some guy wanking off. I'm certainly not going to dismiss guys who don't have a dollar to see a video of me playing with my tits.

I get requests that I hope to complete when I feel better. I've promised feet pictures, pics of my hands with black fingernail polish, a video of me rubbing my tits with oil. I feel awful because I promised one guy pictures of me in a sweater and he probably hates me because i never delivered. Requests like that are fun. If you plan to write a comment about wanting a video of me fucking my ass, don't waste your time. family members stalk this page and I'm sorry but it's not getting back to my mom that I'm fucking my ass on the internet. I am also not doing a video fucking or sucking a guy on this site. Most of my closest friends really like to imagine what it's like to fuck me. You might not feel this way, but the fantasy would be ruined if they saw another guy doing what they wanted to do. If you haven't realized it yet, if I were an escoort my specialty would be 'the girlfriend experience.' As far as pictures go, I really want to be more of a pin up than a porn star. If you like to see women who have videos of themselves fucking a trailer hitch or seeing how far a guy can get his shoe up their ass, you're probably not reading this blog.

I'm headed to bed. By the way, this is a great time to ask me just about any question. You can ask me what I like. You can ask about my past. I love answering questions. Don't be surprised if I hit you with an answer that provides way too much information. Until I can work again or I have the time to spend all night in the pm box, I'm going to get bored. I'm heading to bed. I am sorry that I'm not able to chat. What I can do is write you a reply to these upcoming blogs. Most people won't read this and they'll be busy writing me pm's that say 'why are you ignoring me?' They won't have a clue I'm battling a seeping contagious wound and I'm limited on the amount of time I can sit up without risking that infection spreading down to my pussy. giggle.
Published by halinaplays
7 years ago
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snake_500011
snake_500011 7 years ago
to halinaplays : I am always around Lynn it might take me a couple of days like it does for you. Im sure your writers block will clear just give it time. Focus on you and your needs. You know me i sit at the back of the kitchen watching and listening to all, a good ear when you need one with an honest opinion.
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ItalicaMan
ItalicaMan 7 years ago
to halinaplays : Thanks darling , so far so good for me . :-) Big hug for you !
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footslave2016
footslave2016 7 years ago
to halinaplays : I've actually never had Netflix. I've either DVR'd, or gone to the "top secret" sites where you can see stuff for 0 $$. (one good site got taken down recently. sad face) Yeah, I heard about a few movies on Netflix that got bad ratings - didn't some Western get like a 0% rating on rotten tomatoes? yikes. But I've been interested in seeing "House of Cards" and other such shows, so. This upcoming year may get a subscription. That's hilarious about the "big mansion no internet" guy. Yeah, if we live in the country, we all know somebody like that.
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acornlad
acornlad 7 years ago
to halinaplays : Take your time with getting back to the comment, its not going anywhere- I am interested to hear your response though. I think its interesting you kept a blog and diary, your college days sound a lot crazier than mine are. I don't currently keep a journal, but in the near future I plan on deploying overseas and will probably keep a daily journal of activities and really anything I want to write about, (in order to keep my sanity out there). Its funny that you mention fear and loathing in Las Vegas because my roommate absolutely loves the author of that book; Hunter Thompson. If you watch Hunter's interview with Conan Obrien, you can really get a glimpse into the craziness that was in his mind. The guy didn't get a fuck about anything in life and it makes you understand why he took his own life- because he'd done everything he'd ever wanted, there was nothing left for him to do. I do a bit of writing myself though, I enjoy writing fiction and I've been working on a sci-fi story for a long time now, but progress is slow and its difficult to find inspiration, but I pick up on it every now and then. Its interesting how much you're into erotica and I'm going to have to read one of your works because it sounds like you have a lot of very creative ideas associated with it. I'm sorry you got trolled by those people though, I doubt you deserved it when you were just trying to enjoy yourself. But thats what trolls do unfortunately. Glad to see you're back and doing what you enjoy.
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DanB1672
DanB1672 7 years ago
Halina, I'm extremely glad you are starting to feel better. Just go slow and don't rush, take the time for yourself and to heal. Elsewhere in response to your blog, somebody wrote about your voice, and you said something to the effect that you felt it was one of your better assets. I agree you possess a sweet, sultry, and sexy voice. However, I feel your best asset is your incredibly beautiful face. I realize most guys look at your videos and galleries to look at your amazing breasts, your pussy, and your ripe round ass. For me, I am always drawn to your face. Your gorgeous eyes, your luscious lips, and your intriguing smile. You are truly a beautiful woman, and I will never stop telling you that. BTW, I figured out that you are only 45 minutes from me (this time of year). So if you need any company let me know. I'd be happy to help cleanse your wound, massage or wash your back, massage your legs and feet, and run errands. Or do anything else that will make you feel better, and heal more quickly.
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justanotherweirdguy
Never meet a wise man. If so its a woman.
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LadyLyliana
The great thing about it all is that you can do it however you want to do it and do not let anyone tell you that you are unjustified or wrong in your choices that you make for you and your well-being. I am behind you 110% feel free to drop me a line if you have any questions or anything else I can do to help I did send you one message in response to what you last sent me and I know you are busy and trying to do as best you can with keeping up with messages and comments and content here just know that I love you and I am an open ear and mind if you need to talk. Love Lady Lyliana
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to snake_500011 : Hey sweetheart, I sure have missed you. I think I missed chances to respond to your comments. I apologize about that. When I ended things with Mr. London, I was left with a bad case of writer's block. I'm trying to beat it. Lately, i wrote a few good posts but deleted them because I was afraid they would upset someone I care about. Other than that, my poor blog has simply been status updates. It's time to do some real writing. And I think I'm healing up nicely. But, you can never be to careful over these things. Last year what I went through was so bad, nothing will make me risk ending up that miserable. It's so good to hear from you again.
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snake_500011
snake_500011 7 years ago
Hey Sweetie, I go away for a weeks holdiday have no axcess to the hamster and come back to a lot of blogs, feels like i have lived a second week. Hope you getter better quickly i have missed your blogs and feel like i have missed a lot. Dont push yourself to far and risk your pussy getting infected that would drive you over the edge.
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to acornlad : I can't wait until I can write you a response to the comment you left about your friend's dissociation. I swear your words almost need to be a blog post. I need people to understand that I will lose seconds during a conversation. You wouldn't think that matters very much. Seconds add up and before you know it the whole night is gone and you don't remember a thing. I have been writing since I was a little kid. I got a journal and like a lot of little girls, my entries started with 'Dear Diary,' I began writing as though I had a confidant. I was writing for an audience without realizing it. By the time I started college, before the emergence of myspace there was a forum called livejournal. There were hardly any americans starting the trend of social networking. My friends were mostly british guys. We swapped stories about getting fucked up and the stupid shit we did on a regular basis. It was like having a diary that anyone could read. I still wrote in the style of stream of consciousness. During those livejournal days I started writing about events in my life as if I were writing a story. I wish I hadn't lost access to those blogs. They were priceless. I tripped on mushrooms basically every day. I remember one blog where I was convinced it was the end of the world and my only concern was to eat as much cereal as possible for the bombs dropped. I was really fucked up that day. The UPS guy rang the doorbell and I thought he was some authority explaining armageddon. Instead, he only wanted to leave me a package. I'm pretty sure I thought opening that package would result in the world ending. I finally opened it and of all the things it could've been a friend shipped me a copy of 'fear and loathing in las vegas.' I got a reputation for writing funny shit when I was too fucked up to do anything but type. I was blogging before blog was a word. There was no subject off limits. I never knew what I would sit down and write. Nothing was ever planned. When I decided to attempt fiction, erotica was perfect. I love the topic of sex. I would start out with a basic concept. The stories seemed to write themselves. I could visualize what I wanted to describe like a movie in my head. I had lots of stories posted on this blog. About a year ago, I think I got targeted by every troll on the internet. I took down every blog post and picture of myself. I really haven't been active 1000 days. I keep meaning to re-post some stories I've written. Before I can do that, I have to edit them. I hate proof reading. And as promised this was probably way too much information in a reply.xxx
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to Longshot8ft : hey darling, I swear I've been broke so long it's amusing. I've actually made a good deal of money. I just constantly reinvest in more inventory to sell this winter. I'm a sucker for a good bargain. Summer is a time when people practically give away nice things. What I have to worry about are things like paying for dental work and fixing my kitchen sink. I think God is trying to tell you something when even your damn kitchen sink is broken. You'll always be one of my favorite people too. You are so loving and patient. I'm so lucky to have you as a friend
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to bigbear291983 : I promise to do that. Things looked rough yesterday. Things look much better today. I may just heal up faster than I thought was possible
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to southernand7up : Thanks my dear. Yesterday I was afraid the healing process wasn't going so great. I think things had to get worse before they could get better. I do have some time on my hands. It's actually helped me to think of different things I could do on my profile. Brainstorming can be pretty damn entertaining. I hope you have a wonderful weekend
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to CatB : Cat, When I wake up, I usually process friend requests. The first profile I clicked on had that damn video of a woman fucking a trailer hitch in their favorites. The world is a fucked up place. I seem to be healing better today. Yesterday things didn't look so great. Thank you for saying that I have a gift. I realized that I hadn't written in so long it was no longer really easy for me to write. It's a use it or lose it kind of thing. I better get it together and use it. I actually am friends with a great man on this site. I've been slacking lately but I was his mistress for some time. It was a turn-on to role play being in complete control of a man's pain and pleasure. Thank you for reminding me it could be a lot of fun to write a blog from the view point of a mistress. I'm still dying to talk about the changes in my sex life. I'm brainstorming how to do that without making anyone uncomfortable. My neighbor finally asked to see my profile. I'm excited and nervous. I'm thrilled to death that he wants to film me. I never ever thought he would be down for that.
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to jamesmatt70 : hey my dear, I slept pretty well. I actually slept all afternoon. Things seem to be healing better than I thought they were yesterday. I'm hoping I'll be back to normal pretty soon. i hope you are gonna have a wonderful weekend. Thanks for checking in on me xxx halina
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jamesmatt70 7 years ago
Good afternoon lovely lady. I hope you were able to get some rest last night. Take care
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CatB
CatB 7 years ago
Halina - So glad to hear things are taking if not a great, at least better turn than they could have. Don't push yourself - we certainly don't want to see you with infections "there", or anywhere! It was disturbing enough to see the bruises on your leg after your car incident. I'm glad you're planning to write more - you have a gift for it. Having a pretty rich sex life at home I'm not so much on here for explicit porn, but I do enjoy things that stir the imagination. I do love that you are confident and assertive, and as a submissive type I'd love to hear your take on how you would approach a dominatrix role. Mostly I enjoy seeing and reading about the things that please you. I have no interest in you doing things you don't find pleasurable.
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to wolfrider2121 : Thanks dan, I know my voice is probably one of my best assets. it may be my best asset. It's really hard for me to watch myself speak. It will be so much easier when someone is filming me. I can relax and really have fun with things. I don't like seeing my own videos. I'm flattered that other people like them. Yesterday, I was kind of scared my infection was not healing right. Things are much better today. I think that I'll be back to normal sooner than I thought. And thanks dan, for always being such a great friend
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southernand7up
southernand7up 7 years ago
take care of you first and don't worry about anything else
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to footslave2016 : I don't know how I managed to live before netflix. I don't care if they only offer shitty movies. The shows netflix produces are so fucking good. Right now, I just started watching 'ozarks' it's about a family laundering money for a drug cartel. It is the epitome of dark comedy. I was at my guy's house and he lives on an isolated country road and there is no way he will ever have the internet like a normal person. I tease him about it all the time because he officially lives in a historic mansion that's the nicest house in our town. But, the poor guy is stuck with some awful satellite cable. He survives on southpark reruns and porn on his phone. My mission as soon as I'm better is to clean my house which is cluttered, so he can enjoy netflix for the first time. That may rival being the first girl who lets him fuck my ass.
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
to ItalicaMan : thanks sweetheart, things seem to be much better today than they were yesterday. I hope you have a great day
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halinaplays
halinaplays Publisher 7 years ago
I'm so grateful for your comment. Every day men ask me to do hardcore stuff. The men who don't really know me want to see me doing every sex act imaginable. Once, I make a real friend, things change. They would never want to see me with a man. The dick does ruin the fantasy for a lot of men. I don't think a lot of women on this site realize the best guys don't want to see five videos of them blowing five different dudes they met on tinder. I see what kinds of videos get the most views. It's stuff like granny incest and teenage prolapse gangbangs. I know people like to watch anything taboo. I don't care about getting the most views. I only care about getting views from the best men this site has to offer. I have one friend who almost stopped speaking to me when he found out a male friend filmed one of my videos. No part of his body, or his voice was in the clip. It didn't matter to that friend. The fact I hadn't filmed it myself pretty much ruined his ability to think of me sexually. I really appreciate anyone who will read my blog posts. I had writer's block after a bad breakup. I'm getting over that the same way I'm getting over stage fright. I look forward to writing things that paint a picture of who I am sexually. I hope it's different with writing than it is with videos. I hope great guys like you don't mind me writing a story that involves a dick. I try to write things in such a way that a friend can fantasize they are the man in the sexual scenario I describe. And if I can't do that, I try to write about male characters that guys can relate to. I've pulled that off a few times, where friends have told me things like the guy you wrote about sounds exactly like me when I was that age. And that makes me happy.
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ItalicaMan
ItalicaMan 7 years ago
All the best 4 you !
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footslave2016
footslave2016 7 years ago
"I have netflix and porn. I'm good to go." Haha epic!
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wolfrider2121
wolfrider2121 7 years ago
Would love to hear you just talking little siren your voice is amazing as hell .but first get well dear first and for most .your health is the best thing you got . Take care and get well.
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bigbear291983
bigbear291983 7 years ago
Just please take care of yourself.
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Esbat
Esbat 7 years ago
Honey Halina, I really want you to recover as soon as possible!
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Longshot8ft
I'm really glad that you're on the mend, and I very much understand having little or no money. I hope things keep getting better for you. You're absolutely one of my favorite people, and I wish nothing but the best for you.
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lastbowlofrice
lastbowlofrice 7 years ago
I'm happy you're recovering well so far. Take care of yourself, the people who actually care aren't going anywhere.
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bcifu
bcifu 7 years ago
I like the way you think!!
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