Here we are now, entertain us

I gave it my best shot to reply to the comments I missed. I barely scratched the surface. I wish I could thank everyone who said really sweet things the past few days. When I write a blog that's just a warning about being gone or a status update, I never expect a response. This time so many people dropped me a message that it stunned me. You guys are awesome. I can't wait to get better and post some really naughty updates that everyone enjoys. I recently had someone agree to help me make videos and do some fun stuff like photographing a little bit of public nudity. Right now, all I can do is basically lie in bed. That gives me time to think about making some changes to my profile. Besides, adding pics and videos, I want to go back to writing.

I deleted a few recent blogs because they were a bit too personal. I want to do better posts that capture my favorite memories. Most of the time they will be sexual. It's been a long time since I've done what I do best, mixing fact with fiction to write great sex stories. Some nights if I'm online and not answering your messages, I'm probably writing. I do live in a small town. I keep writing things that could reveal the identity of people I care about very much. Sometimes, I write all night and chicken out before I hit post. I never want to invade someone's privacy. I do however really want to write about my sex life. I'll have to get creative if I'm gonna pull that off without affecting other people.

The good news is that I'm gonna have some time on my hands to figure things out. They did release me from the hospital. That doesn't mean that I'm better. It means I've got to be very careful with what I do and how I take care of myself. It was fucking disgusting to have a wound lanced open. I can't move around much. I can't risk making an infection spread. When I was replying to comments, I made a lot of jokes about needing to lie flat on my back and that a girl can only masturbate so much. Thank God for porn. My very vivid imagination is starting to run out of fantasies.

I won't be able to really answer pm's right now. Giving you feedback on your dick pic is not my priority at this time. Usually, I'm happy to help you guys out. My wound is on my lower belly. I simply can't sit at the computer for long stretches of time. Sitting up puts direct pressure on the infection danger zone. The last thing anyone wants is for me to have a fucking infection spread to my pussy. That's totally too much information. But seriously, no joke, I really don't want a wound down there.

Since I can't answer pm's, I may write a daily blog update. This is a good way to tell a lot of people at one time how I'm doing. For the most part, I'm doing fine. I have netflix and porn. I'm good to go. Feel free to send me suggestions for videos. Keep in mind that I'm mostly gonna stick to the JOI genre. Save me from boredom. Tell me what you'd like for me to say or do to get you off . I'm probably going to do a snapchat for people who want premium daily content. Give me ideas. If I do snapchat, it won't be free. Tell me what would be worth seeing and for how much. I don't care so much about making tons of money. Time equals money. If I take the time to constantly update snapchat, it will cut down on the amount of time I can spend selling antiques, clothing, jewelry and art.

I may sound like a hypocrite because I just wrote a blog about my dedication to not mixing sex with money online. In an ideal world, I would do things like a snapchat free of charge. I can also be honest that sometimes I'd sure like to have a bit more money in my pocket. I have one bad tooth in the back of my mouth. I might possibly shoot someone in the face to be able to afford a dentist in the coming months. Snapchat sounds better than homicide. I also talked to my pharmacist friend. He assures me I can pull of getting my medicine for free even if I have a small documented income. When I feel better, I'll probably register with xhamster and put out some pay for view videos. I'm absolutely not going to risk promoting anything financial without first doing my part to earn money for the awesome people who run this forum. I don't know if I'll ever run a cam room. I might do it just because I'm curious.

If I do some sexual stuff that results in an income, I'm still going to be devoted to posting free content. Too many women on this site only cater to men who give them money. I still want to give most of my attention to guys who are just as broke as I am. If you can't afford to fix the A/C in your car, you're my kind of man. If you're really shy when it comes to talking with women, you're my kind of man. If you want to talk about global warming, horror movies or your fucked up family members, you're my kind of man. I certainly don't have a spare dollar to see a video of some guy wanking off. I'm certainly not going to dismiss guys who don't have a dollar to see a video of me playing with my tits.

I get requests that I hope to complete when I feel better. I've promised feet pictures, pics of my hands with black fingernail polish, a video of me rubbing my tits with oil. I feel awful because I promised one guy pictures of me in a sweater and he probably hates me because i never delivered. Requests like that are fun. If you plan to write a comment about wanting a video of me fucking my ass, don't waste your time. family members stalk this page and I'm sorry but it's not getting back to my mom that I'm fucking my ass on the internet. I am also not doing a video fucking or sucking a guy on this site. Most of my closest friends really like to imagine what it's like to fuck me. You might not feel this way, but the fantasy would be ruined if they saw another guy doing what they wanted to do. If you haven't realized it yet, if I were an escoort my specialty would be 'the girlfriend experience.' As far as pictures go, I really want to be more of a pin up than a porn star. If you like to see women who have videos of themselves fucking a trailer hitch or seeing how far a guy can get his shoe up their ass, you're probably not reading this blog.

I'm headed to bed. By the way, this is a great time to ask me just about any question. You can ask me what I like. You can ask about my past. I love answering questions. Don't be surprised if I hit you with an answer that provides way too much information. Until I can work again or I have the time to spend all night in the pm box, I'm going to get bored. I'm heading to bed. I am sorry that I'm not able to chat. What I can do is write you a reply to these upcoming blogs. Most people won't read this and they'll be busy writing me pm's that say 'why are you ignoring me?' They won't have a clue I'm battling a seeping contagious wound and I'm limited on the amount of time I can sit up without risking that infection spreading down to my pussy. giggle.