Logical Contradictions
Being cuckolded is a two edge sword. It is also circular when the fear being dominated, humiliated, and owned is the exact same adrenaline rush of being made to do what you fear the most. The embarrassment of realizing the main reason that you are here in the fact that you can't satisfy your wife and that she has needs is the same thing that makes your chastiy cage tight and you have precum while she is feeding he lover's balls in your mouth.
If a cuckold had a spine he would give divorce papers the first time he caught her fucking another guy. Only the self loathing that this is your fault and you're such a pussy you deserve it is the same exhilarating feeling you get while watching him bury his cock in her. Another or many other guys are getting what is supposedly yours and yours only. Instead of anger your only thoughts are grabbing your dick as you watch.
From that point everything is so gradual. The reasons she gave me for locking me in chastity originally were altruistic:
Better orgasms for me due to appreciating them more.
Lasting longer and pleasing her more. The theory is by restricting my masterbation I would quit wearing out my overtaxed penis.
It would make closer by making us both agree when we should have sex.
Restrictions on my sex drive would let me concentrate on things other than sex. At the end.
Eventually I would realize this was total bullshit and was just conditioning me for her future plans. Although my intellect and ego were angry and insulted, my desires once again dominated my brain. One time she offered to give me the key to my cage so I could let myself out to masterbated. I made some stupid fucking excuse that I might lose it and it actually looked kind of sexy between her boobs and that it gave me an excuse to stare. Well me and 100 other guys.
The next couple of months she began dressing like a $10 hooker (see Mariah Carey). She said it was to turn me on and for a while she would unlock me at night and we actually had a somewhat normal sex life. I did however notice it was getting longer and longer between sexual encounters and she had learned how to tease me in the cage. I started complaining about it but she started putting her foot down from this point forward she was in control and if I didn't like it to head out the door. I was angry beyond belief. I'm not gonna get used like this. Then of course the exhilaration of being humiliated took over. I humbly obeyed, my cock twitching in it's cage. Dang and awesome.
The next was big. We're at a party and one of her old bfs has her hands all over her. I was coming to get him off of her but she waved me off. Hey fucker! Get your goddamn hands off my wife's tits. That's what I wanted to say but I kept catching myself playing with my balls, my dick hard in it's cage.
The rest I have mentioned repeatedly in past without the angst or exhilaration. The fact that she will fuck ANY guy exept me both kills and thrills me. Just know that my worst enemy and best friend is myself. The humiliation I feel when she shoves both his balls in my mouth is conquered by my hard dick and swirling tongue. Everything I do contradicts itself. I come on here to,look at women's tits but at same time I talk a stranger into letting me blow him. And the worst part is I get a few women hit on me. My wife doesn't care if I put my hands in their bras but my dick doesn't respond. My eyes focus totally on boobs and asses, guys kind of gross me out. But then I get rock hard sucking another guy. Total contradiction.
If a cuckold had a spine he would give divorce papers the first time he caught her fucking another guy. Only the self loathing that this is your fault and you're such a pussy you deserve it is the same exhilarating feeling you get while watching him bury his cock in her. Another or many other guys are getting what is supposedly yours and yours only. Instead of anger your only thoughts are grabbing your dick as you watch.
From that point everything is so gradual. The reasons she gave me for locking me in chastity originally were altruistic:
Better orgasms for me due to appreciating them more.
Lasting longer and pleasing her more. The theory is by restricting my masterbation I would quit wearing out my overtaxed penis.
It would make closer by making us both agree when we should have sex.
Restrictions on my sex drive would let me concentrate on things other than sex. At the end.
Eventually I would realize this was total bullshit and was just conditioning me for her future plans. Although my intellect and ego were angry and insulted, my desires once again dominated my brain. One time she offered to give me the key to my cage so I could let myself out to masterbated. I made some stupid fucking excuse that I might lose it and it actually looked kind of sexy between her boobs and that it gave me an excuse to stare. Well me and 100 other guys.
The next couple of months she began dressing like a $10 hooker (see Mariah Carey). She said it was to turn me on and for a while she would unlock me at night and we actually had a somewhat normal sex life. I did however notice it was getting longer and longer between sexual encounters and she had learned how to tease me in the cage. I started complaining about it but she started putting her foot down from this point forward she was in control and if I didn't like it to head out the door. I was angry beyond belief. I'm not gonna get used like this. Then of course the exhilaration of being humiliated took over. I humbly obeyed, my cock twitching in it's cage. Dang and awesome.
The next was big. We're at a party and one of her old bfs has her hands all over her. I was coming to get him off of her but she waved me off. Hey fucker! Get your goddamn hands off my wife's tits. That's what I wanted to say but I kept catching myself playing with my balls, my dick hard in it's cage.
The rest I have mentioned repeatedly in past without the angst or exhilaration. The fact that she will fuck ANY guy exept me both kills and thrills me. Just know that my worst enemy and best friend is myself. The humiliation I feel when she shoves both his balls in my mouth is conquered by my hard dick and swirling tongue. Everything I do contradicts itself. I come on here to,look at women's tits but at same time I talk a stranger into letting me blow him. And the worst part is I get a few women hit on me. My wife doesn't care if I put my hands in their bras but my dick doesn't respond. My eyes focus totally on boobs and asses, guys kind of gross me out. But then I get rock hard sucking another guy. Total contradiction.
7 years ago
