Merry christmas

I just want to tell everyone Merry Christmas. I had to be awake at one am this morning to set up at the market. I posted the pics knowing the video would probably pass moderation. I was in such a hurry to get to the market that I forgot to log off. I keep getting worse and worse at remembering to log off. Please don't think I'm ignoring you because you are trying to reach me and not getting a response. Most likely, I'm working and I forgot to log off I wanted you all to know the comments you left on the video and pics were the best possible christmas present I could've been given. In real life, I keep meeting men, who treat me like I'm invisible because they are chasing a girl from their past

Coming home from a wonderful but exhausting day, knowing no one wanted to see me on christmas eve was hard. The wonderful words you wrote about me made it not matter whether I got to spend time with new friends. Truly, this place is a godsend. Out of curiosity I actually checked the listing of the videos with the most comments. For the day, last time I checked I was ranked 12 most comments. That shouldn't be possible for a clip under two minutes where I just kind of flash the camera and fail at walking in heels. For a few scary seconds you see me looking up, because the electric company dude was right outside my window trying to trim trees

In case of a worst possible scenario, I wanted to wish you all a merry christmas, probably won'tt feel well tomorrow. Like a lot of lonely people Christmas makes me sad. I end up on memory lane remembering the people who made christmas matter. They have passed away. It's normal for me to spend the day thinking about what we once had. If at all possible I do want to take another set of pics because I have christmas lingerie. I can't make promises I can pull it off. I can try.

I know damn well the reason I got so many comments isn't because that video is special. I do know I got great comments from good friends and that makes me happy. I have to beat my problem being shy on film before I can make better videos. I'm working on it. One last thing, There are four to five people who I message on skype. If you're reading this, my skype won't stay on since I had to update my computer. I'll try to work on that problem too. Merry Christmas. May you all have the best christmas of your life.