Prostitute Lyuba B when I started out as Russian M
This blog is like my confessions about how I became who I am now. A successful prostitute or as the French call us high class Courtesan. I didn't start out to be a prostitute but when I was I wanted to be the best and now I am a very high class courtesan.this page is mine and Abbie's fun page. If people like this I will write more about my and then Abbie's life in our career.
Back when I was 20 I lived in Moscow and decided I wanted to find myself an older man who was handsome and smart. I didn't care about money my family had that but before I did I wanted to make sure I could keep him by being the best fuck he could have and was always wet and horny but inexperienced. I was very determined to know everything and I always want to be the best. I had fucked and sucked 3 boyfriends and one boss at work who fucked me in my ass which even the first time was strangely enjoyable but he was not big and went in easy. But they did not seem to satisfy me or have much experience so I wanted to meet and do more.
So I started watching porn and looking at how the girl porn stars fucked and constantly played with myself may 4-5 times a day. I was very horny. The porn girls always seemed to take any size cock especially in their ass. So I decided to be like them and I could see that everyone to be good should train themselves and get lots of experience. I knew I would have to have a secret life without parents and friends knowing and if I got a boyfriend it would be a secret from him too.
I wanted to be the best and would need to go out and get men. I looked on the internet and there were lots of people wanting to fuck. I looked very young so I had to wear more make to look older and I starting smoking much more and mainly cigars because I saw the way men looked at me when I did and I looked much older. I saw how heavy make up and smoking got me lots of attention from men and I loved it. I now could see and feel that sex was what I was meant to do! I
So I decided to start my secret life. At first I saw some boys from the internet and they were Ok.. one helped me start to learn my deep throat technique and I was soon able to swallow all their cocks all the way but none were huge.
At this time I had a friend Julia who liked to go clubbing and she was always asking me to go. She was a blonde from Moscow and we knew each other from University.. She always seemed well dressed and the boys loved her and she had men pick her up sometimes after university.
She noticed I wore more make up and smoked cigars and one day she told me she liked it and I looked sexy doing it and I seemed to be growing up from the quiet girl into a woman. I didn't really say much I just said I liked it and cigars tasted great. She didn't know I was fucking a few men from the internet but I wanted more experience. I thought people all thought I was still a good girl who just smoked cigars and that was all others saw. I did not know Julia thought different and though I might be secretly developing my sex behaviour and she could exploit me a little bit. I never thought she might be anything other than a popular well dressed girl.
I was training my ass now with dildos and was enjoying anal sex more and more. I started to like it hard now and sometimes would only fuck in my ass! My ass was starting to change shape but I could not tell and did not know if you fuck it hard with big toys and by men that it stays open and looks different. No boys I fucked noticed and were just young and glad to be able to fuck a girls ass
So one day Julia asks me if I want to go out on a Saturday afternoon with her to meet some of her friends who she says are rich and fun and like young friends to have tea with. I was still naïve and did not know what she meant. So I said yes not thinking anything about my secret life. She said to meet her near Pushkin Square and to dress smart and a little bit sexy if I wanted.. but keep my make up the same and be sure to smoke cigars. I wondered what she meant but I liked to go out in Moscow in the days at the weekend. It was June and I wore a pretty summer dress and the high heels all Moscow girls wear when meeting people to go to a nice tea rooms and lots of make up and took a lot of cigars.
When I met her what was to happen was not in my mind. She looked so much more chic than me in a beautiful dress and high shoes beautiful hair and long red nails and heavier make than I had seen her wear before and she seemed so confident. I felt embarrassed and very insecure she was like a goddess. I said may be I should go home as she looked so lovely and I felt drab.
She said it would be OK and one day if I followed her advice I could dress like her. I thought that was strange but said nothing. She then took me to Café Pushkin and we went to the library there. There were about 9 men there dressed in suits. Their ages were from early 20's to 50's I guess. They were sat around talking with the older men much more important than the young who seem to sit quietly. One of the older men stood up to greet Julia and they all seemed to know her. He then greeted me warmly and looked me up and down. He said I was as pretty as Julia said and asked me to sit next to him. Everyone seemed relaxed and all the men kept looking at me as if waiting for something.
They ordered tea and we drank and smoked. They all watched me when I smoked my cigars and inhaled they seemed mesmerised. After 25 minutes of small talk Julia said she needed to go to the bathroom and perhaps I should join her. The men stood and we left.
When we got to the bathroom I went in and peed but I could feel that my pussy was wet and did not know why. I was still so nervous that I did not notice or know why. When I stood in front of the mirror. Julia came up and said what she was about to say might really shock me and that if I was upset I could leave without any problems and would not have to go back to the men and no one would say any more ever again.
I was confused and asked what she meant. She told me that these men were all mafia and they paid for her apartment and that she had to be available to them when they wanted but that she was only with the one who first greeted me. I was shocked and surprised by her. All her clothes and everything were gifts from him she was his personal mistress. He had asked her if she could find some ladies for his friends who would understand the arrangements meant money clothes and parties. The girls he wanted her to find would be good time party girls for everyone's pleasure. I asked her what she meant. She said very straight.. that it was like being a whore and prostitute but not in hotel lobbies or brothels everything would be gifts. I was confused and I asked her is that what she wanted me to do?
I didn't know what to say I was shocked and part of me was angry I asked her why she thought of me what about other girls. She said that it was obvious I was waking up to sex and may be I would want to have fun and be showered with gifts.
I told her my family has enough money and I didn't need it. She said it was not about money but becoming a strong confident woman. I said I have very little experience and would not want to fail. I wasn't ready and couldn't just do sex today with any of them. She told me it was OK and that would not happen today but that if I returned with her they would know you were thinking about the offer if I left they would know and it would never be brought up again by her and it would be like today never happened.
I stood there shocked confused wondering why she thought I could be a whore? Did I look like it ? Did everyone know I have fucked about 10 men. She said that she just thought I would be their type because I was mixed Chinese Russian and she hoped I would be interested. But most important she always thought I was discreet and would never say anything even if I said no.
My head was spinning I didn't know what to say. Part of me wanted to storm out but it seemed very interesting. She said that by going back into the room I was not saying yes but I was saying I'll think about it and I could make up my mind later. I stood there with my pussy getting wetter and all confused. She looked at me very hard and said did I want to leave and shut the door on this opportunity or go back in and give myself time to decide.
I said OK I would go back in and decide later. I was dazed and confused and shaking a little. When I walked back in I felt embarrassed and wondered what they all thought of me but everyone was so charming and a little excited it was overwhelming... everyone knew what it meant me being back but no one said.. we stayed another hour and had tea and food and me smoking my cigars trying to be as sexy as I could. My head was spinning but liking that I was the center of attention then Julia said we should go and we left. On the way out I said I needed to think and also talk to her about what it all really meant and what I would need to do. She said she would call me next day.
I left and went to a bar for a drink on my own to think and then home. I will tell you all about how I made the decision and what happened when I did an I will post more photos and film of this time!
Back when I was 20 I lived in Moscow and decided I wanted to find myself an older man who was handsome and smart. I didn't care about money my family had that but before I did I wanted to make sure I could keep him by being the best fuck he could have and was always wet and horny but inexperienced. I was very determined to know everything and I always want to be the best. I had fucked and sucked 3 boyfriends and one boss at work who fucked me in my ass which even the first time was strangely enjoyable but he was not big and went in easy. But they did not seem to satisfy me or have much experience so I wanted to meet and do more.
So I started watching porn and looking at how the girl porn stars fucked and constantly played with myself may 4-5 times a day. I was very horny. The porn girls always seemed to take any size cock especially in their ass. So I decided to be like them and I could see that everyone to be good should train themselves and get lots of experience. I knew I would have to have a secret life without parents and friends knowing and if I got a boyfriend it would be a secret from him too.
I wanted to be the best and would need to go out and get men. I looked on the internet and there were lots of people wanting to fuck. I looked very young so I had to wear more make to look older and I starting smoking much more and mainly cigars because I saw the way men looked at me when I did and I looked much older. I saw how heavy make up and smoking got me lots of attention from men and I loved it. I now could see and feel that sex was what I was meant to do! I
So I decided to start my secret life. At first I saw some boys from the internet and they were Ok.. one helped me start to learn my deep throat technique and I was soon able to swallow all their cocks all the way but none were huge.
At this time I had a friend Julia who liked to go clubbing and she was always asking me to go. She was a blonde from Moscow and we knew each other from University.. She always seemed well dressed and the boys loved her and she had men pick her up sometimes after university.
She noticed I wore more make up and smoked cigars and one day she told me she liked it and I looked sexy doing it and I seemed to be growing up from the quiet girl into a woman. I didn't really say much I just said I liked it and cigars tasted great. She didn't know I was fucking a few men from the internet but I wanted more experience. I thought people all thought I was still a good girl who just smoked cigars and that was all others saw. I did not know Julia thought different and though I might be secretly developing my sex behaviour and she could exploit me a little bit. I never thought she might be anything other than a popular well dressed girl.
I was training my ass now with dildos and was enjoying anal sex more and more. I started to like it hard now and sometimes would only fuck in my ass! My ass was starting to change shape but I could not tell and did not know if you fuck it hard with big toys and by men that it stays open and looks different. No boys I fucked noticed and were just young and glad to be able to fuck a girls ass
So one day Julia asks me if I want to go out on a Saturday afternoon with her to meet some of her friends who she says are rich and fun and like young friends to have tea with. I was still naïve and did not know what she meant. So I said yes not thinking anything about my secret life. She said to meet her near Pushkin Square and to dress smart and a little bit sexy if I wanted.. but keep my make up the same and be sure to smoke cigars. I wondered what she meant but I liked to go out in Moscow in the days at the weekend. It was June and I wore a pretty summer dress and the high heels all Moscow girls wear when meeting people to go to a nice tea rooms and lots of make up and took a lot of cigars.
When I met her what was to happen was not in my mind. She looked so much more chic than me in a beautiful dress and high shoes beautiful hair and long red nails and heavier make than I had seen her wear before and she seemed so confident. I felt embarrassed and very insecure she was like a goddess. I said may be I should go home as she looked so lovely and I felt drab.
She said it would be OK and one day if I followed her advice I could dress like her. I thought that was strange but said nothing. She then took me to Café Pushkin and we went to the library there. There were about 9 men there dressed in suits. Their ages were from early 20's to 50's I guess. They were sat around talking with the older men much more important than the young who seem to sit quietly. One of the older men stood up to greet Julia and they all seemed to know her. He then greeted me warmly and looked me up and down. He said I was as pretty as Julia said and asked me to sit next to him. Everyone seemed relaxed and all the men kept looking at me as if waiting for something.
They ordered tea and we drank and smoked. They all watched me when I smoked my cigars and inhaled they seemed mesmerised. After 25 minutes of small talk Julia said she needed to go to the bathroom and perhaps I should join her. The men stood and we left.
When we got to the bathroom I went in and peed but I could feel that my pussy was wet and did not know why. I was still so nervous that I did not notice or know why. When I stood in front of the mirror. Julia came up and said what she was about to say might really shock me and that if I was upset I could leave without any problems and would not have to go back to the men and no one would say any more ever again.
I was confused and asked what she meant. She told me that these men were all mafia and they paid for her apartment and that she had to be available to them when they wanted but that she was only with the one who first greeted me. I was shocked and surprised by her. All her clothes and everything were gifts from him she was his personal mistress. He had asked her if she could find some ladies for his friends who would understand the arrangements meant money clothes and parties. The girls he wanted her to find would be good time party girls for everyone's pleasure. I asked her what she meant. She said very straight.. that it was like being a whore and prostitute but not in hotel lobbies or brothels everything would be gifts. I was confused and I asked her is that what she wanted me to do?
I didn't know what to say I was shocked and part of me was angry I asked her why she thought of me what about other girls. She said that it was obvious I was waking up to sex and may be I would want to have fun and be showered with gifts.
I told her my family has enough money and I didn't need it. She said it was not about money but becoming a strong confident woman. I said I have very little experience and would not want to fail. I wasn't ready and couldn't just do sex today with any of them. She told me it was OK and that would not happen today but that if I returned with her they would know you were thinking about the offer if I left they would know and it would never be brought up again by her and it would be like today never happened.
I stood there shocked confused wondering why she thought I could be a whore? Did I look like it ? Did everyone know I have fucked about 10 men. She said that she just thought I would be their type because I was mixed Chinese Russian and she hoped I would be interested. But most important she always thought I was discreet and would never say anything even if I said no.
My head was spinning I didn't know what to say. Part of me wanted to storm out but it seemed very interesting. She said that by going back into the room I was not saying yes but I was saying I'll think about it and I could make up my mind later. I stood there with my pussy getting wetter and all confused. She looked at me very hard and said did I want to leave and shut the door on this opportunity or go back in and give myself time to decide.
I said OK I would go back in and decide later. I was dazed and confused and shaking a little. When I walked back in I felt embarrassed and wondered what they all thought of me but everyone was so charming and a little excited it was overwhelming... everyone knew what it meant me being back but no one said.. we stayed another hour and had tea and food and me smoking my cigars trying to be as sexy as I could. My head was spinning but liking that I was the center of attention then Julia said we should go and we left. On the way out I said I needed to think and also talk to her about what it all really meant and what I would need to do. She said she would call me next day.
I left and went to a bar for a drink on my own to think and then home. I will tell you all about how I made the decision and what happened when I did an I will post more photos and film of this time!
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