My Awakening

Being a girl of a conservative family, I was shy and quiet. This is from when I was probably 12 or 13 years old. Being new to the world of sex and porn, like any curious teen (/non-teen) I was eager to know about every detail. Though I am totally straight, had guy crushes and all, a part of me secretly yearned to know how it feels like to make out with a female. Right now I’m 19 and still a virgin, didn’t have sex yet. But was lucky enough to experience intimacy with a guy (my ex-boyfriend) and a sister—she is a village girl whom my nanny had brought home and treated her like her own daughter. She is around 6 years elder to me, and she saw me grow up since I was born.

So when I was 12 years old, one day she came over for a sleepover. No one was at home— only us. We had fun the whole evening and when we were about to go to bed, she suggested that we open our tops and sleep (it was a really hot summer day), the lights were going to be off anyway. So we turned off the lights, took off our tops and lied down. We gossiped and tickled each other. Eventually it led to touching the breasts and pinching. Gradually everything started getting heated up and soon we found ourselves caressing each other. I was 12 I don’t know why and what everything just led to another it was amazing. We touched each other and were making out even before I could gulp in the whole situation. We never talked about sex or anything horny before, not even about cute hot guys lol. It was crazy and the next day I was embarrassed when she didn’t touch me at night. I wanted to though, it felt so good. And then when my parents came back, she went back to my aunt and somehow our contact just got lesser and lesser. It’s been 7 years since then-Now she’s married and I do talk to her, things have changed and I guess she forgot about that day or maybe not but we never talked about it again. Never.